I NUK3D U
Bluelighter
Substance: AMT (alpha methyltryptamine)
Form: HCL
Appearance: Fine greyish powder (ala concrete)
Setting: On my own, at home, early evening. Low level lighting. No worries in the world. Nothing to do for a coupla days
Dose: 60mg, capped and swallowed on an empty stomach
I'd heard excellent reports on AMT so thought I'd give it a whirl about a week before the experience that forms the basis for this TR. I originally capped 40mg, and had a great, euphoric experience, but was slightly disappointed at the level of visuals. These were identifiable, and certainly a bit trippy, but I was expecting something 'more'. I didn't feel short changed by any means, as the euphoria was waaaay more than expected, but before I decided that AMT was lacking the sort of visual awesome-ness associated with other pyshcs, I thought I'd give a slightly higher dosage a stab (following promising reports from other members).
T +0:15
First sign of edginess which I was prepared for. Similar to a coupla strong shots of coffee. Inability to sit down; music is annoying; nothing on TV catching my attention. Smoking a cigarette on the patio is the only activity that seems to be acceptable, so I smoke a few.
T +0:35
Body load starting to rise. Edginess converting to stimulation. I remember feeling as if 'whoooaa, this is gonna be a strong trip', but actually, it didn't turn out to be nearly as strong as the body load would trick you into believing. In fact, I remember a similar experience to this from my first trip (40mg). I think the high body-load and stimulation in the first hour or so, which is inherent at all doses I believe, sets an expectation of a messy few hours, but in fact, these feelings just tend to crystallise and evaporate into blissful nothingness as the peak approaches.
+0.50
I have a sudden urge to evacuate my bowels, and just make it to the toilet in time. I'm pretty sure this feeling wasn't helped by the 5 or 6 cigarettes which I have now smoked in nearly as many minutes :D
+0.50+2 nano seconds
Bowles emptied somewhat emphatically
+1:10
Increased body-load (which I didn't think possible), together with feelings of nausea. Feel like vomitting is a definite possibility, but actually, this never actually goes beyond a mere consideration. At about this time, I started to feel gradual waves of euphoria, but the distraction of the body-load means I'm unable to fully enjoy the effects
+1:30
I distinctly remember standing outside, smoking yet another cigarette, and realised that I no longer felt ill. Not even in the slightest. I tried to focus on exactly what my body was feeling and in doing so, felt the body-load dissolve inside of me, as if I was somehow squeezing it out of upper body. This was replaced with a massive surge of euphoria and sense of wellbeing. To say it was a 'rush' would be an understatement. I felt like I was on a beach and a tidal wave of goodness had just wrapped me up and drowned me in it's utopia. I started smiling and realised that I couldn't stop. An ear to ear grin just tatooed itself on my face for about another 10 minutes while I just stood there. I turned to look at my reflection in the patio door and saw what can only be described as a complete and utter drooling wreck, but to be honest, I didn't care. I felt GREAT.
+2:00
I'm inside now and the initial rush had subsided. I still feel a nice residual stimulation and feel as if I'm ready for the visuals to kick in shortly.
+2.30
WHHOOOOSSHHHH, another wave of euphoria, similar to the first, but slightly more subdued. I was prepared for this one; but it was no less awesome. This time I felt a bit trippy as well - nothing dramatically visual, but certainly a disconnect with the environment. Things seem to have a slight glow around them; a tiny bit fractal round the edges when in my visual periphory.
+4.00
Another couple of waves of euphoria in the last 90mins, and things are definately creeping up on the visual side. These are taking over now and as I deliberately start to lose concentration and lose focus on anything in particular, my mind starts taking me places. I honestly can't say whether these were OEVs or CEVs, because it was like a day-dream. I'd lost focus with my surroundings and lights started dancing around in front of me. I still had the TV on (world cup game playing) and remember feeling as if I was watching it in slow motion. I felt completely comfortable in this stage. I knew I was in control, and I knew that all I had to do to was to focus and I'd be back in the tangible world. I did this a few times at the start, and went for a few more cigarettes. I was in control and felt like I could turn it on like a switch. I'd come back from a cigarette; sit on the sofa; lose-focus as if daydreaming and I was back in that drifty place. Just awesome.
+6:00
Visuals are definitely subsiding somewhat now. More because of my own tiredness and lack of desire to explore the dream state further. I note to myself that either a re-dose or some other potentiator would be perfect at this stage (weed / MDMA etc.) but I decided I want to keep this trip (and TR) 'clean' for the purpose of accuracy. Still a constant level of euphoria - nothing like the rushes first experienced, but still pronounced. Felt a bit peckish and actually managed to eat a few chunks of chicken kebab that I'd had ordered earlier that day.
+8:00
Still residual stimulation throughout my body, which is nice and not pushy. Visuals all but gone now, but still feel 'trippy', but in a good way. I decide that I'm ready for some sleep; or at least, ready to go to bed and shove a DVD on. Again, I remember thinking that a small dab of diaz would be perfect at that moment, but again, wanted to uncomplicated things.
+8:30
Put Godfather 2 on. In bed. Large glass of red wine poured. Closed my eyes and remember residual CEVs for a good 10 mins.
+14:00
Awoke. Film finished long ago. Wine untouched. Feel well rested and very upbeat. I cannot understand how something so 'up' can not result in anything even remotely 'down'. Honestly. I felt great for at least a day or two.
I'm seriously happy I tried this level of dose. I think the HCL is less potent than the more usual freebase and because the overwhelming proportion of dosing advice relates to the latter, people (including me) have been under-doing it slightly. I'm glad I was cautious in the first trip, but 60mg is the absolute sweet spot for me. This is an incredible substance and I can't think of a better night that I've had on a single substance (aside from my very first molly trip - clearly
)
Thanks
I_NUK3D_U
Form: HCL
Appearance: Fine greyish powder (ala concrete)
Setting: On my own, at home, early evening. Low level lighting. No worries in the world. Nothing to do for a coupla days
Dose: 60mg, capped and swallowed on an empty stomach
I'd heard excellent reports on AMT so thought I'd give it a whirl about a week before the experience that forms the basis for this TR. I originally capped 40mg, and had a great, euphoric experience, but was slightly disappointed at the level of visuals. These were identifiable, and certainly a bit trippy, but I was expecting something 'more'. I didn't feel short changed by any means, as the euphoria was waaaay more than expected, but before I decided that AMT was lacking the sort of visual awesome-ness associated with other pyshcs, I thought I'd give a slightly higher dosage a stab (following promising reports from other members).
T +0:15
First sign of edginess which I was prepared for. Similar to a coupla strong shots of coffee. Inability to sit down; music is annoying; nothing on TV catching my attention. Smoking a cigarette on the patio is the only activity that seems to be acceptable, so I smoke a few.
T +0:35
Body load starting to rise. Edginess converting to stimulation. I remember feeling as if 'whoooaa, this is gonna be a strong trip', but actually, it didn't turn out to be nearly as strong as the body load would trick you into believing. In fact, I remember a similar experience to this from my first trip (40mg). I think the high body-load and stimulation in the first hour or so, which is inherent at all doses I believe, sets an expectation of a messy few hours, but in fact, these feelings just tend to crystallise and evaporate into blissful nothingness as the peak approaches.
+0.50
I have a sudden urge to evacuate my bowels, and just make it to the toilet in time. I'm pretty sure this feeling wasn't helped by the 5 or 6 cigarettes which I have now smoked in nearly as many minutes :D
+0.50+2 nano seconds
Bowles emptied somewhat emphatically
+1:10
Increased body-load (which I didn't think possible), together with feelings of nausea. Feel like vomitting is a definite possibility, but actually, this never actually goes beyond a mere consideration. At about this time, I started to feel gradual waves of euphoria, but the distraction of the body-load means I'm unable to fully enjoy the effects
+1:30
I distinctly remember standing outside, smoking yet another cigarette, and realised that I no longer felt ill. Not even in the slightest. I tried to focus on exactly what my body was feeling and in doing so, felt the body-load dissolve inside of me, as if I was somehow squeezing it out of upper body. This was replaced with a massive surge of euphoria and sense of wellbeing. To say it was a 'rush' would be an understatement. I felt like I was on a beach and a tidal wave of goodness had just wrapped me up and drowned me in it's utopia. I started smiling and realised that I couldn't stop. An ear to ear grin just tatooed itself on my face for about another 10 minutes while I just stood there. I turned to look at my reflection in the patio door and saw what can only be described as a complete and utter drooling wreck, but to be honest, I didn't care. I felt GREAT.
+2:00
I'm inside now and the initial rush had subsided. I still feel a nice residual stimulation and feel as if I'm ready for the visuals to kick in shortly.
+2.30
WHHOOOOSSHHHH, another wave of euphoria, similar to the first, but slightly more subdued. I was prepared for this one; but it was no less awesome. This time I felt a bit trippy as well - nothing dramatically visual, but certainly a disconnect with the environment. Things seem to have a slight glow around them; a tiny bit fractal round the edges when in my visual periphory.
+4.00
Another couple of waves of euphoria in the last 90mins, and things are definately creeping up on the visual side. These are taking over now and as I deliberately start to lose concentration and lose focus on anything in particular, my mind starts taking me places. I honestly can't say whether these were OEVs or CEVs, because it was like a day-dream. I'd lost focus with my surroundings and lights started dancing around in front of me. I still had the TV on (world cup game playing) and remember feeling as if I was watching it in slow motion. I felt completely comfortable in this stage. I knew I was in control, and I knew that all I had to do to was to focus and I'd be back in the tangible world. I did this a few times at the start, and went for a few more cigarettes. I was in control and felt like I could turn it on like a switch. I'd come back from a cigarette; sit on the sofa; lose-focus as if daydreaming and I was back in that drifty place. Just awesome.
+6:00
Visuals are definitely subsiding somewhat now. More because of my own tiredness and lack of desire to explore the dream state further. I note to myself that either a re-dose or some other potentiator would be perfect at this stage (weed / MDMA etc.) but I decided I want to keep this trip (and TR) 'clean' for the purpose of accuracy. Still a constant level of euphoria - nothing like the rushes first experienced, but still pronounced. Felt a bit peckish and actually managed to eat a few chunks of chicken kebab that I'd had ordered earlier that day.
+8:00
Still residual stimulation throughout my body, which is nice and not pushy. Visuals all but gone now, but still feel 'trippy', but in a good way. I decide that I'm ready for some sleep; or at least, ready to go to bed and shove a DVD on. Again, I remember thinking that a small dab of diaz would be perfect at that moment, but again, wanted to uncomplicated things.
+8:30
Put Godfather 2 on. In bed. Large glass of red wine poured. Closed my eyes and remember residual CEVs for a good 10 mins.
+14:00
Awoke. Film finished long ago. Wine untouched. Feel well rested and very upbeat. I cannot understand how something so 'up' can not result in anything even remotely 'down'. Honestly. I felt great for at least a day or two.
I'm seriously happy I tried this level of dose. I think the HCL is less potent than the more usual freebase and because the overwhelming proportion of dosing advice relates to the latter, people (including me) have been under-doing it slightly. I'm glad I was cautious in the first trip, but 60mg is the absolute sweet spot for me. This is an incredible substance and I can't think of a better night that I've had on a single substance (aside from my very first molly trip - clearly
)Thanks
I_NUK3D_U
