Demo
Bluelighter
AMT Trip (80mg)
The setup is my crib, solo. To entertain me along this trip I downloaded a couple documentaries from BBC about the space and The Dark Side Of The Rainbow.
Beautiful day in the Sunshine State, I took care of all my business in the morning so I don’t have to worry about them in the afternoon. I’ll be home the whole day by myself. My roommates are gone to work and won't be back home until late at night.
With AMT, I have a little experience. My usual dose is ~40mg, with that amount I see trails, objects breathing, little distortion on sounds and the body buzz. I thought about dosing 40mg but since I haven't tripped in a while, I wanted to increase the dosage a little bit, I got 2 gel caps with ~40mg each. I have tripped a couple times on 70mg, once on 90mg and once on 120mg. Something I will never do again is dose an amount like 120mg in a large group of people (Ultra5 Electronic Music Festival). I mean, it was awesome until night came. I started seen some crazy stuffs. Like people's face kind of multiplying/changing shapes/melting right in front of me or when I was seen trails of people after 2secs they had walked right by me. I have never freaked out, but that would have been a great time for it, because there were around 40k people down in Miami. Anyways... that’s another story.
I have read a lot of reports. Most of the people write/type their reports after the trip. I never remember the best parts of the trip after it’s gone, only if I listen to a song that was playing or if I see an object or a place that cut my attention while I was tripping. So, I'm going to be doing pauses and making notes to remember parts of the trip.
Okay... here we go.
I just ate breakfast an hour ago, I had a few slices of toast with butter, some hash brown and a couple of glasses of orange juice. I was going to eat some scramble eggs, but not today. I know, I shouldn’t be eating before dosing, but since the only time I threw up on the influence of this substance was when I smoked quiet a lot of pot on the begging of the trip.
Its 11:30am, the show must begin.
I don’t know why, but every time that I have the amt in my hands I feel fear.
I have done LSD quiet a lot of times, but AMT is the only chemical that can make my mind think so clear and give me the best CEVs and OEVs. I respect this chemical very much, some times it can be a very mellow and some times it can also be very intense. [my psychedelic background, LSD, AMT and 5MEO-DMT]
T+0:00 I’m just chilling here, talking to some friends on AIM. After a while I decided to take a shower.
T+0:45 After the shower I started feeling kind of sleepy, yawning and stretching a little bit. Then I went to my room to lay down a little bit.
T+1:30 I feel the first effects. My room is getting foggy, my hands are sweating, a little bit speed and nauseas. The bottom part of my body is kind of burning.
For me, that’s the worst time on the trip, because between +1h-2hs I always feel sick.
I couldn't stop moving on my bed, so I decided to come out to the living room and watch some of the documentaries that I got. I started with a 6 episodes about space.
[1:36pm I didn’t think I would throw up but I was wrong. I just threw up, twice. Like they say, “no pain, no gain”]
T+2:15 I’m feeling speedy, and I have to move around to control myself. My legs are shaking, I can’t stop moving them, plus, some objects are starting to move around. My jaws are shaking, non stop.
T+2:30 Alright!!! Euphoria!!! I see some visuals now. The floor is moving around and the computer monitor changed quiet a lot (like icons got bigger, the color are brighter and it looks like its constantly moving). I know I went to the kitchen to get something and got distracted with the little Hawaiian that we have on the counter. The squirt moves when u touches it. I played with it quiet a while before remembering that I went there to get something. A can of coke?
T+3:00 And now… lets see how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I’m feeling really good right now. I’M TRIPPING. I know it’s not the full effect yet. I still have a couple hours until the peak time and then the plateau. By now the nausea is gone and I’m feeling euphoria. I see trails when I move my hands. I wonder why I see trails.
Music sounds totally different. I can pay attention on beats that I have never heard of it before. I’m listening to Marco V’s Essential mix on Radio1. I love the jungle drums. The only time I can really notice them, with this amplitude, is when I’m tripping. Sounds awesome. I feel the beat going to every single corner of my body. This drums, oh boy. I close my eyes and I see patterns emerging from everywhere. I see Kaleidoscope images everywhere, when I close my eyes. I see the drums, I don’t know how but I see the drums right in front of me. It goes with the beat.
Before I watch the documentary I went to the bathroom. Brushing my teeth feels like I’m brushing everywhere in my body. I feel the vibrations thought out my entire body.
First time I paying attention on my pupils, they are almost fully dilated.
T+4:00 Cig. Break. This documentary is pretty interesting, not saying that they show beautiful images of space. I’m starting to really trip into them. The trip is building up. I see trails everywhere outside, on the grass, cars, birds flying, people walking by, the cigarette flying from my hand to the floor. Its bright outside, like it never was before. I can barely keep my eyes open.
I went outside to have a cig. and this girl almost stopped and looked at me from far away. I stared at her and for a couple seconds I was kind of talking to her, mentally. I was like “hey babe… I’m tripping my ass off right now, I bet you never seen what I’m seen right now”. It was so cool, before right after I finished thinking about that, she turned and walked away.
T+6:00 I’m pretty sure the peak time is coming. I can’t pay attention on anything, little things get my attention for a long period of time. My mind is far, far away from here, far away from the monitor. I’m having a lot of CEV. Objects are changing shapes and color. The room is getting darker, the monitor is making shadows on the ceiling and around the room. I think its now time to see the full effects of this chemical. It’s Time for a little light show. I got my whole play-list on winamp and put the G-Force Visualization on full-screen. Hell yeah!!! I love G-Force.
I laid down the couch with my blanket and kept looking at the visualization until I got bored of it and started looking at the ceiling. The ceiling is moving just like water and changing colors, from green to yellow to blue to purple. It looks like a rainbow reflecting its colors on a lake. It looks like its raining on the lake, because the ceiling it’s full of this little rock kind of things. It looks like I’m underwater looking at the rain fall on the lake with the rainbow shinning through it. It looks real, even the sound of the rain was there. Oh man, this is amazing, you guys should be seen this.
Suddenly this song I never heard of it before starts playing (“Rider In The Sky” by Solicitous). I’m falling continuously falling. I don’t see anything, it’s pitch black. I see the ocean all the way down there, a blue ocean. It’s shinning such a beautiful blue color. I’m flying parallel to the ocean, when I see a beach. The beach is far, far away. I’m flying so fast, I want to get to the beach to see what’s there. I see people moving on the beach. It looks like an eternity until I get there. I see a jungle after the beach. I’m flying over the jungle, I see a bunch of animals in the jungle, monkeys all over the place. It looks like a they are dancing bale jumping from tree to tree, beautiful coordination, they know what they are doing, I can feel they are not scared of falling and hurting themselves.
Now I see a lake, after the lake I see a small tent with the roof made out of leaves, there is no walls. I see people moving in there. [at this time I think I had a flashback from Brazil, when I used to live with my dad in Roraima. One time he took me to the rainforest with him to show me where he looked for gold and everything, I don’t remember much because I was too young ~4yo], I saw people sleeping in hammocks. When I looked at this guy, he looked back at me and he did the peace sign. I could talk to this people and understand what they were saying. Something I thought were strange is that they weren’t moving they mouth. Then I was transported to the lake again, but I was in a steel boat, I remember looking at the boat and feeling kind of scared because I thought it would sink. The boat is going so fast. I look at the water, I can see stuffs under the water, I tried to touch it but someone comes and holds my hand and tells me that the lake is full of piranhas. I didn’t feel scare at any point. I kept putting my hands on the water. I could almost feel the water going between my fingers.
T+6:45 I woke up from the trance with the phone ringing. I went straight to the back of it and unplugged the cable. “who the hell would call me at this time?”. I hate when stuffs like that happen time. I bet that have happened to u too.
Anyways… I laid down to try to go back to my trance, but this time I shut off the monitor. I covered my head with my blanket. It looks like I’m inside of a cave, I can hear myself breathing, my heart beating, the cold air from the ac is hitting my blanket and making it move. I look up, the cave is huge, but at the same time it looks so small, the air is starting to get ticker and hot. I’m claustrophobic, I can’t be in small place for nothing. I knew that vision wasn’t real and I managed to control myself not to take the blanket off my head because I knew it was bright outside. During this time my favorite song started playing (Orion Too – Traveling). I got so excited, euphoria was all over the place. I could feel myself or the amt traveling under my skin. In a speed that was unimaginable. I seemed that I was inside a capsule and I was traveling through my veils and arteries. The colors were changing and I could feel the vibration of my body. I was going everywhere I could. From my feet to my head, from my right hand to the left hand, I was everywhere, in every single corner of my body. At that time I put my feet outside the blanket and it was so cold. Eventually I had to stand up and turn ac off.
T+7:45 Wow. Its been quiet a trip and I’m peaking right now.
I go to the bathroom. Oh man, as soon as I walked in I was amazed. I bought this curtin for the shower that has a picture of a waterfall and under the lake with some fishes and rocks (I don’t know what I was thinking at the time ) it looked soo cool, the fishes were swimming and the rocks where moving, so it was the waterfall.
My pupils were almost full dilated, my eyes looked so clear and shinny.
I went to the kitchen to fill up my bottle of water. When I opened the refrigerator’s door, it felt so good, the cold air coming on my feet going up on my legs. The gallon of water was not cold then I got some ice cubes and a glass of water. Looking at the ice cubes floating on the water, gave me an image of actually being there, on the top of them. I couldn’t stay up, my legs started shaking, my vision got blurry, I couldn’t focus, everything moved around so fast. I wanted to screen “what the fuck was that?”, but I couldn’t. Damn, I loved that so much. I just know that for a couple seconds I went far away from my kitchen.
I come back to the living room and typed some more notes (kind of hard to type at this time, keyboard is moving around, so do the words on the screen). I sat down on the couch and felt the music moving around the room. Jumping from each and to every speaker, making echoes throughout the room. The bass was low, but I could still feel it.
Wow. “I want my MTV” (Dire Straits – Money for Nothing…) I’m singing it out and loud, I don’t fucking care. Hell yeah!!! I love the guitar. I should have learned to play the guitar, so I could entertain myself at this times.
I just remembered that I left the water inside the freezer. Be right back.
I got to play this song. Pink Floyd – Knocking On Heaven’s Door. Oww man. I closed my eyes and just sat on the couch and enjoyed the ride. This is amazing. I have never been in such of state of mind like this before. My mind is so clear. I see patterns everywhere. The walls are covered with little breathing square like things and the curtin don’t stop moving. When I close my eyes I see the universe.
T+9:00 Time for Wizard of OZ and Pink Floyd!!! But first let’s get my bowl and that weezzy that I forgot about it.
Okay… I got my water, got the bowl and the weezzy. I’m all set. Later.
T+10:30 After I smoked the visuals slowed down quiet a lot. I just know that I cranked the volume and the rest I can’t tell u guys. It’s something that you have to go through yourself, to know what its like. Watch dark Side of The Rainbow, while tripping and smoking, can only be resumed in a couple of words. “from out of this world”. This is something that I will never forget. Pink Floyd is the man.
T+11:00 I’m just talking to my friends on AIM, telling them how the trip is going. I’m listening to Guns and Roses – Paradise City. Just chilling here waiting for the time to go out and take a ride out with my friend “A”. I’m still tripping kind hard, nothing like before but I’m still seen stuffs moving and everything.
I’m feeling tired and a little headache on the back of my head. I’m going to take some Tylenol for the headache and a shower to wake me up.
T+11:30 I decided to take a walk to the club-house and buy a can of coke. I took the longest and most fascinating way to get there. I had to walk by this lake and under this huge tree. It was a really long trip. When I got home I felt so tired. I wanted to lay down and rest.
I don’t remember when my room-mates came home, but I heard them celebrating my friend’s birthday. I totally forgot that was his birthday. I came out to celebrate with them. They were drinking Johnnie Walker, J&D and beers. I didn’t want to drink because of my conditions, but I had to have a couple drinks with them. I know it go to a point that they were drinking without ice and I was so high that I went to my room and fell asleep.
AMT is my favorite psychedelic drug. If you are thinking about taking a trip on amt, I suggest you to start with a small amount and work your way up. That’s because things can get out of control when you don’t know what to expect. Don’t ever underestimate the power of AMT
[This is not even a half of what I went through, but I tried to tell as much as I could from my notes. As I was tripping I was chatting with friends on AIM. I saved most of the chat. If you guys are interested on the conversation, I can post it on a web site]
Thank you for reading all of this. I hope you guys enjoyed as much I did.
Peace.
thanks for the help splatt
The setup is my crib, solo. To entertain me along this trip I downloaded a couple documentaries from BBC about the space and The Dark Side Of The Rainbow.
Beautiful day in the Sunshine State, I took care of all my business in the morning so I don’t have to worry about them in the afternoon. I’ll be home the whole day by myself. My roommates are gone to work and won't be back home until late at night.
With AMT, I have a little experience. My usual dose is ~40mg, with that amount I see trails, objects breathing, little distortion on sounds and the body buzz. I thought about dosing 40mg but since I haven't tripped in a while, I wanted to increase the dosage a little bit, I got 2 gel caps with ~40mg each. I have tripped a couple times on 70mg, once on 90mg and once on 120mg. Something I will never do again is dose an amount like 120mg in a large group of people (Ultra5 Electronic Music Festival). I mean, it was awesome until night came. I started seen some crazy stuffs. Like people's face kind of multiplying/changing shapes/melting right in front of me or when I was seen trails of people after 2secs they had walked right by me. I have never freaked out, but that would have been a great time for it, because there were around 40k people down in Miami. Anyways... that’s another story.
I have read a lot of reports. Most of the people write/type their reports after the trip. I never remember the best parts of the trip after it’s gone, only if I listen to a song that was playing or if I see an object or a place that cut my attention while I was tripping. So, I'm going to be doing pauses and making notes to remember parts of the trip.
Okay... here we go.
I just ate breakfast an hour ago, I had a few slices of toast with butter, some hash brown and a couple of glasses of orange juice. I was going to eat some scramble eggs, but not today. I know, I shouldn’t be eating before dosing, but since the only time I threw up on the influence of this substance was when I smoked quiet a lot of pot on the begging of the trip.
Its 11:30am, the show must begin.
I don’t know why, but every time that I have the amt in my hands I feel fear.
I have done LSD quiet a lot of times, but AMT is the only chemical that can make my mind think so clear and give me the best CEVs and OEVs. I respect this chemical very much, some times it can be a very mellow and some times it can also be very intense. [my psychedelic background, LSD, AMT and 5MEO-DMT]
T+0:00 I’m just chilling here, talking to some friends on AIM. After a while I decided to take a shower.
T+0:45 After the shower I started feeling kind of sleepy, yawning and stretching a little bit. Then I went to my room to lay down a little bit.
T+1:30 I feel the first effects. My room is getting foggy, my hands are sweating, a little bit speed and nauseas. The bottom part of my body is kind of burning.
For me, that’s the worst time on the trip, because between +1h-2hs I always feel sick.
I couldn't stop moving on my bed, so I decided to come out to the living room and watch some of the documentaries that I got. I started with a 6 episodes about space.
[1:36pm I didn’t think I would throw up but I was wrong. I just threw up, twice. Like they say, “no pain, no gain”]
T+2:15 I’m feeling speedy, and I have to move around to control myself. My legs are shaking, I can’t stop moving them, plus, some objects are starting to move around. My jaws are shaking, non stop.
T+2:30 Alright!!! Euphoria!!! I see some visuals now. The floor is moving around and the computer monitor changed quiet a lot (like icons got bigger, the color are brighter and it looks like its constantly moving). I know I went to the kitchen to get something and got distracted with the little Hawaiian that we have on the counter. The squirt moves when u touches it. I played with it quiet a while before remembering that I went there to get something. A can of coke?
T+3:00 And now… lets see how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I’m feeling really good right now. I’M TRIPPING. I know it’s not the full effect yet. I still have a couple hours until the peak time and then the plateau. By now the nausea is gone and I’m feeling euphoria. I see trails when I move my hands. I wonder why I see trails.
Music sounds totally different. I can pay attention on beats that I have never heard of it before. I’m listening to Marco V’s Essential mix on Radio1. I love the jungle drums. The only time I can really notice them, with this amplitude, is when I’m tripping. Sounds awesome. I feel the beat going to every single corner of my body. This drums, oh boy. I close my eyes and I see patterns emerging from everywhere. I see Kaleidoscope images everywhere, when I close my eyes. I see the drums, I don’t know how but I see the drums right in front of me. It goes with the beat.
Before I watch the documentary I went to the bathroom. Brushing my teeth feels like I’m brushing everywhere in my body. I feel the vibrations thought out my entire body.
First time I paying attention on my pupils, they are almost fully dilated.
T+4:00 Cig. Break. This documentary is pretty interesting, not saying that they show beautiful images of space. I’m starting to really trip into them. The trip is building up. I see trails everywhere outside, on the grass, cars, birds flying, people walking by, the cigarette flying from my hand to the floor. Its bright outside, like it never was before. I can barely keep my eyes open.
I went outside to have a cig. and this girl almost stopped and looked at me from far away. I stared at her and for a couple seconds I was kind of talking to her, mentally. I was like “hey babe… I’m tripping my ass off right now, I bet you never seen what I’m seen right now”. It was so cool, before right after I finished thinking about that, she turned and walked away.
T+6:00 I’m pretty sure the peak time is coming. I can’t pay attention on anything, little things get my attention for a long period of time. My mind is far, far away from here, far away from the monitor. I’m having a lot of CEV. Objects are changing shapes and color. The room is getting darker, the monitor is making shadows on the ceiling and around the room. I think its now time to see the full effects of this chemical. It’s Time for a little light show. I got my whole play-list on winamp and put the G-Force Visualization on full-screen. Hell yeah!!! I love G-Force.
I laid down the couch with my blanket and kept looking at the visualization until I got bored of it and started looking at the ceiling. The ceiling is moving just like water and changing colors, from green to yellow to blue to purple. It looks like a rainbow reflecting its colors on a lake. It looks like its raining on the lake, because the ceiling it’s full of this little rock kind of things. It looks like I’m underwater looking at the rain fall on the lake with the rainbow shinning through it. It looks real, even the sound of the rain was there. Oh man, this is amazing, you guys should be seen this.
Suddenly this song I never heard of it before starts playing (“Rider In The Sky” by Solicitous). I’m falling continuously falling. I don’t see anything, it’s pitch black. I see the ocean all the way down there, a blue ocean. It’s shinning such a beautiful blue color. I’m flying parallel to the ocean, when I see a beach. The beach is far, far away. I’m flying so fast, I want to get to the beach to see what’s there. I see people moving on the beach. It looks like an eternity until I get there. I see a jungle after the beach. I’m flying over the jungle, I see a bunch of animals in the jungle, monkeys all over the place. It looks like a they are dancing bale jumping from tree to tree, beautiful coordination, they know what they are doing, I can feel they are not scared of falling and hurting themselves.
Now I see a lake, after the lake I see a small tent with the roof made out of leaves, there is no walls. I see people moving in there. [at this time I think I had a flashback from Brazil, when I used to live with my dad in Roraima. One time he took me to the rainforest with him to show me where he looked for gold and everything, I don’t remember much because I was too young ~4yo], I saw people sleeping in hammocks. When I looked at this guy, he looked back at me and he did the peace sign. I could talk to this people and understand what they were saying. Something I thought were strange is that they weren’t moving they mouth. Then I was transported to the lake again, but I was in a steel boat, I remember looking at the boat and feeling kind of scared because I thought it would sink. The boat is going so fast. I look at the water, I can see stuffs under the water, I tried to touch it but someone comes and holds my hand and tells me that the lake is full of piranhas. I didn’t feel scare at any point. I kept putting my hands on the water. I could almost feel the water going between my fingers.
T+6:45 I woke up from the trance with the phone ringing. I went straight to the back of it and unplugged the cable. “who the hell would call me at this time?”. I hate when stuffs like that happen time. I bet that have happened to u too.
Anyways… I laid down to try to go back to my trance, but this time I shut off the monitor. I covered my head with my blanket. It looks like I’m inside of a cave, I can hear myself breathing, my heart beating, the cold air from the ac is hitting my blanket and making it move. I look up, the cave is huge, but at the same time it looks so small, the air is starting to get ticker and hot. I’m claustrophobic, I can’t be in small place for nothing. I knew that vision wasn’t real and I managed to control myself not to take the blanket off my head because I knew it was bright outside. During this time my favorite song started playing (Orion Too – Traveling). I got so excited, euphoria was all over the place. I could feel myself or the amt traveling under my skin. In a speed that was unimaginable. I seemed that I was inside a capsule and I was traveling through my veils and arteries. The colors were changing and I could feel the vibration of my body. I was going everywhere I could. From my feet to my head, from my right hand to the left hand, I was everywhere, in every single corner of my body. At that time I put my feet outside the blanket and it was so cold. Eventually I had to stand up and turn ac off.
T+7:45 Wow. Its been quiet a trip and I’m peaking right now.
I go to the bathroom. Oh man, as soon as I walked in I was amazed. I bought this curtin for the shower that has a picture of a waterfall and under the lake with some fishes and rocks (I don’t know what I was thinking at the time
) it looked soo cool, the fishes were swimming and the rocks where moving, so it was the waterfall.My pupils were almost full dilated, my eyes looked so clear and shinny.
I went to the kitchen to fill up my bottle of water. When I opened the refrigerator’s door, it felt so good, the cold air coming on my feet going up on my legs. The gallon of water was not cold then I got some ice cubes and a glass of water. Looking at the ice cubes floating on the water, gave me an image of actually being there, on the top of them. I couldn’t stay up, my legs started shaking, my vision got blurry, I couldn’t focus, everything moved around so fast. I wanted to screen “what the fuck was that?”, but I couldn’t. Damn, I loved that so much. I just know that for a couple seconds I went far away from my kitchen.
I come back to the living room and typed some more notes (kind of hard to type at this time, keyboard is moving around, so do the words on the screen). I sat down on the couch and felt the music moving around the room. Jumping from each and to every speaker, making echoes throughout the room. The bass was low, but I could still feel it.
Wow. “I want my MTV” (Dire Straits – Money for Nothing…) I’m singing it out and loud, I don’t fucking care. Hell yeah!!! I love the guitar. I should have learned to play the guitar, so I could entertain myself at this times.
I just remembered that I left the water inside the freezer. Be right back.
I got to play this song. Pink Floyd – Knocking On Heaven’s Door. Oww man. I closed my eyes and just sat on the couch and enjoyed the ride. This is amazing. I have never been in such of state of mind like this before. My mind is so clear. I see patterns everywhere. The walls are covered with little breathing square like things and the curtin don’t stop moving. When I close my eyes I see the universe.
T+9:00 Time for Wizard of OZ and Pink Floyd!!! But first let’s get my bowl and that weezzy that I forgot about it.
Okay… I got my water, got the bowl and the weezzy. I’m all set. Later.
T+10:30 After I smoked the visuals slowed down quiet a lot. I just know that I cranked the volume and the rest I can’t tell u guys. It’s something that you have to go through yourself, to know what its like. Watch dark Side of The Rainbow, while tripping and smoking, can only be resumed in a couple of words. “from out of this world”. This is something that I will never forget. Pink Floyd is the man.
T+11:00 I’m just talking to my friends on AIM, telling them how the trip is going. I’m listening to Guns and Roses – Paradise City. Just chilling here waiting for the time to go out and take a ride out with my friend “A”. I’m still tripping kind hard, nothing like before but I’m still seen stuffs moving and everything.
I’m feeling tired and a little headache on the back of my head. I’m going to take some Tylenol for the headache and a shower to wake me up.
T+11:30 I decided to take a walk to the club-house and buy a can of coke. I took the longest and most fascinating way to get there. I had to walk by this lake and under this huge tree. It was a really long trip. When I got home I felt so tired. I wanted to lay down and rest.
I don’t remember when my room-mates came home, but I heard them celebrating my friend’s birthday. I totally forgot that was his birthday. I came out to celebrate with them. They were drinking Johnnie Walker, J&D and beers. I didn’t want to drink because of my conditions, but I had to have a couple drinks with them. I know it go to a point that they were drinking without ice and I was so high that I went to my room and fell asleep.
AMT is my favorite psychedelic drug. If you are thinking about taking a trip on amt, I suggest you to start with a small amount and work your way up. That’s because things can get out of control when you don’t know what to expect. Don’t ever underestimate the power of AMT
[This is not even a half of what I went through, but I tried to tell as much as I could from my notes. As I was tripping I was chatting with friends on AIM. I saved most of the chat. If you guys are interested on the conversation, I can post it on a web site]
Thank you for reading all of this. I hope you guys enjoyed as much I did.
Peace.
thanks for the help splatt
