highandrolling
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I have been putting this off because i have so much to put to words and i have been worried i wouldnt do the report it's justice. but i finally got my thoughts together..
Setting: my wife and i, apartment, each took AMT 52mg
We couldnt wait to take the pills in the morning so we took them right after we got out of work on fri 21st. Had a powerbar about an hour before we dropped to avoid getting nauseous.
5PM: each took AMT
I knew it was going to be a while before it kicked so i drove up to best buy, i started dripping balls of sweat while i was talking to my buddy up there at about +1hr. I went home and we chilled on the couch for a while and i could definately notice it had that comeup feel similar to MDMA, but weirder, not as weird as 2c-I tho, and then we put on No Country for old men and about 10 mins into it at ~+2hrs, i started seeing this aura and i felt this glow around me, the tv screen shrunk and got bigger, as time passed the visuals got more and more intense.
~+3hrs the trip is into full gear now, my thoughts are very sporadic, everything is breathing, the lava lamp light and color are crawling up the ceiling and looks amazing, but other than that colors still looks the same. My wife has sort of been feeling and seeing the same things but to a much less degree, she got a bad headache early on and this dampened her trip and hindered her from really opening her mind up because of the pain. we are able to remember past times very well and they seemed to keep popping in our heads, just little things about our past, i remembered things from preschool, things i thought were long gone. we both were hearing things and the psychopathic movie wasnt adding to the liveliness of things, so we put on good ol fear and loathing, which just happens to come out almost every time we trip. it was extremely hard to concentrate on the tv because it was a 50" one min then a 15" the next, i noticed i kept getting stuck and staring off into the morphing ceiling. I feel such a strong energy around me. My emotions are content, nothing more, nothing less.
My thoughts got deeper and deeper and more meaningful as time passed. I had the thought that everything's always changing and i am change, i am diversified in change, everything about change, that is what i am. I live i walk i breathe change, change is everywhere and nowhere. We eventually put on some music and visuals on windows media player. Music was too distracting. I had so many thoughts and i could not think clearly and i wanted nothing more than to take in my thoughts and truly absorb them. As we watched the visuals, i felt as if i was inside of the visuals and i was apart of every streak and line. It felt as if each line was like a lifeline and i could look at any point and tell a story and a complete history of this unknown visual which was as a person to me. we both sat in front the of the computer with no music for over an hour just completely captivated in this screen. It was amazing how different dimensions would show themselves. MC Escher has several pieces that illustrate this other dimension. Like the one with the house and there is one level and right up the stairs is actually the same level, our minds see stairs going up and we automatically think it is going up, but up is just a word, escher understood this, and this was exactly how i felt in my mind and what i saw with my eyes. I kept wishing there was mental recorder, as i had so many thoughts but couldnt keep track of them all.
~+6hrs super fucking intense and visuals are amazing, Later into the trip I chilled on the couch staring at the ceiling, and sorted thru my mind. i was able to have multiple thought processes, as normally i only think with one, now i was able to think with up to 6 different minds essentially at once. i looked at my thoughts almost as if my mind was in a hologram like being able to look at 6 different movies and each one of them was playing a short clip from that thought and i could just point my eyes to bring that thought full screen, with the other stills running in the background. I stayed like this for hours and then we moved upstairs and got in the shower, where i stayed for an hour as she explored the wilderness of our house, every nook and cranny , every little mountain shaped piece on the ceiling had its interesting story behind it and i wanted to know all about it.
theres so many old thoughts and memories that were brought up, i just wish i could remember them all
~+10hrs i felt as if my head was exploding with knowledge and i became overwhelmed with all the thoughts going thru my head and it started to give me a headache, it was different pain tho, so since i was trippin balls i was not feeling pain, i started to become pain, and it was almost as if i could mentally block the pain by becoming it. I knew that my body was in pain but i my mind was not, and in doing this i could literally fight my pain off. amazing now that i think about it.
but after a while i became very tired and my headache progessed and it became unbearable to my wife, so we each took 1mg of xanax and tryed to sleep it out. the xanax brought a quick needed relief in our headaches but it still was there preventing us from going to sleep, my body fell into this i guess-youd-call-it sleep, but my mind stayed in this dream-like state where i was dreaming but it was as if my mind was awake so i could see these things with perfect clairity, like the HD dream channel on my mind, i liked this very much, but i can not rmember what those thoughts were. so after laying there squirming for about 2 hours we each took a soma and we were out in 15 mins. i woke up a couple times during the night and saw my wife moving her body parts like she was walking around but still laying down and she just looked crazy, her body was still trippin, it was so funny, ive never seen a body act like that, she was just randomly spazzing out i was laughing so hard
the next day we woke up feeling great and refreshed. no comedown at all. my wife suffers from depression and she noticed that for 3-4 days after she was able to control her negative thoughts and that deep emotional pain subsided.
substancecode_AMT
Setting: my wife and i, apartment, each took AMT 52mg
We couldnt wait to take the pills in the morning so we took them right after we got out of work on fri 21st. Had a powerbar about an hour before we dropped to avoid getting nauseous.
5PM: each took AMT
I knew it was going to be a while before it kicked so i drove up to best buy, i started dripping balls of sweat while i was talking to my buddy up there at about +1hr. I went home and we chilled on the couch for a while and i could definately notice it had that comeup feel similar to MDMA, but weirder, not as weird as 2c-I tho, and then we put on No Country for old men and about 10 mins into it at ~+2hrs, i started seeing this aura and i felt this glow around me, the tv screen shrunk and got bigger, as time passed the visuals got more and more intense.
~+3hrs the trip is into full gear now, my thoughts are very sporadic, everything is breathing, the lava lamp light and color are crawling up the ceiling and looks amazing, but other than that colors still looks the same. My wife has sort of been feeling and seeing the same things but to a much less degree, she got a bad headache early on and this dampened her trip and hindered her from really opening her mind up because of the pain. we are able to remember past times very well and they seemed to keep popping in our heads, just little things about our past, i remembered things from preschool, things i thought were long gone. we both were hearing things and the psychopathic movie wasnt adding to the liveliness of things, so we put on good ol fear and loathing, which just happens to come out almost every time we trip. it was extremely hard to concentrate on the tv because it was a 50" one min then a 15" the next, i noticed i kept getting stuck and staring off into the morphing ceiling. I feel such a strong energy around me. My emotions are content, nothing more, nothing less.
My thoughts got deeper and deeper and more meaningful as time passed. I had the thought that everything's always changing and i am change, i am diversified in change, everything about change, that is what i am. I live i walk i breathe change, change is everywhere and nowhere. We eventually put on some music and visuals on windows media player. Music was too distracting. I had so many thoughts and i could not think clearly and i wanted nothing more than to take in my thoughts and truly absorb them. As we watched the visuals, i felt as if i was inside of the visuals and i was apart of every streak and line. It felt as if each line was like a lifeline and i could look at any point and tell a story and a complete history of this unknown visual which was as a person to me. we both sat in front the of the computer with no music for over an hour just completely captivated in this screen. It was amazing how different dimensions would show themselves. MC Escher has several pieces that illustrate this other dimension. Like the one with the house and there is one level and right up the stairs is actually the same level, our minds see stairs going up and we automatically think it is going up, but up is just a word, escher understood this, and this was exactly how i felt in my mind and what i saw with my eyes. I kept wishing there was mental recorder, as i had so many thoughts but couldnt keep track of them all.
~+6hrs super fucking intense and visuals are amazing, Later into the trip I chilled on the couch staring at the ceiling, and sorted thru my mind. i was able to have multiple thought processes, as normally i only think with one, now i was able to think with up to 6 different minds essentially at once. i looked at my thoughts almost as if my mind was in a hologram like being able to look at 6 different movies and each one of them was playing a short clip from that thought and i could just point my eyes to bring that thought full screen, with the other stills running in the background. I stayed like this for hours and then we moved upstairs and got in the shower, where i stayed for an hour as she explored the wilderness of our house, every nook and cranny , every little mountain shaped piece on the ceiling had its interesting story behind it and i wanted to know all about it.
theres so many old thoughts and memories that were brought up, i just wish i could remember them all
~+10hrs i felt as if my head was exploding with knowledge and i became overwhelmed with all the thoughts going thru my head and it started to give me a headache, it was different pain tho, so since i was trippin balls i was not feeling pain, i started to become pain, and it was almost as if i could mentally block the pain by becoming it. I knew that my body was in pain but i my mind was not, and in doing this i could literally fight my pain off. amazing now that i think about it.
but after a while i became very tired and my headache progessed and it became unbearable to my wife, so we each took 1mg of xanax and tryed to sleep it out. the xanax brought a quick needed relief in our headaches but it still was there preventing us from going to sleep, my body fell into this i guess-youd-call-it sleep, but my mind stayed in this dream-like state where i was dreaming but it was as if my mind was awake so i could see these things with perfect clairity, like the HD dream channel on my mind, i liked this very much, but i can not rmember what those thoughts were. so after laying there squirming for about 2 hours we each took a soma and we were out in 15 mins. i woke up a couple times during the night and saw my wife moving her body parts like she was walking around but still laying down and she just looked crazy, her body was still trippin, it was so funny, ive never seen a body act like that, she was just randomly spazzing out i was laughing so hard
the next day we woke up feeling great and refreshed. no comedown at all. my wife suffers from depression and she noticed that for 3-4 days after she was able to control her negative thoughts and that deep emotional pain subsided.
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