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Bluelighter
This was my third time experiencing AMT.. Three times in just like one weeks time.. I know.. not smart.. but i don't care about that.. the phrase "third time's a charm" really showed itself and worked for this trip.
Anyways... here goes the details..
Set: Pissed off.. girl that i've had an on and off relationship with doesn't have a clue what's going on and chooses to always get fucked up, over anything else in life.. always NEEDS to be high on something.. I guess i was being self destructive in choosing to take the AMT that night. <-- also dumb but oh well...
I feel just very frustrated, and let down about things.. hopes weren't fulfilled.. got too hopeful.
Setting: Bowling Green Kentucky... on campus all night.. If you've never been to or don't know anything about it.. It's a descently trip-friendly setting. The whole campus is on a hill that at it's highest point overlooks all of bowling green.. Alot of greenery around there too.. duh, it's kentucky. The night was about 55 degrees.. semi-clear, semi cloudy sky, very few stars.. but the ones that are out are bright, moon at about half..
t - 1 hr: 10:30 PM : After smokin a J of some good outdoor chron at an apartment we were watching a b-ball game at, Decide to ingest some AMT. My friend hasn't tripped in the longest time so we decide we're going to drop about 30 millies each and go to a party and wait for the come up, then walk around campus smokin js all night..
t + 0: about 30-40 millies ingested in water, each. I eyed this time since i don't have my scale.. but i kinda have a feel for it.. since i got pretty precise weight last times.. taste is normal bitter chemical taste of course.
t + 00:45: My friend A reports some nausea, we're both still up in the dorm waiting for the come up, decide not to go party. Also a couple of friends are up there that are not partaking.. we sit around and watch tv.. i get bored..
t + 1:30: For some reason i'm already starting to get visuals.. Could be the weed helping it along.. Colors seem brighter, less solid. A only feels nausea right now. That haunted house show is on MTV.. kinda enhanced sound coming from it..
t + 2:00: Closing my eyes now... getting some pretty cool CEVs, multicolored spiraling and stretching liquids, rainbows.. etc... flows with whatever sounds i'm hearing right now.. OEVs: Tracers prevalent, colors intense, hazy feel to everything. I decide I need cigarettes.. My sober friend B and I drive to the store.. I drive.. dumb.. but i wasn't fucked up if i needed to focus at this point.
t + 2:30: A starts moving hands about every now and then.. each time he looks at me with a "wow" look, like, "did you see that?!" refering to tracers.. after this he decides that he wants to go walk around campus, finally.
Outside looks beautiful, walking feels awesome, we feel light on our feet... A is talking non-stop, i've never heard him like this before.. normally our communication involves what's up, what are you doing, yep, no, nod.. kinda things..
t + 3: We find a place to sit about half way up the hill.. a limestone block-wall that overlooks a hill, huge trees scattered about, a huge library to the left, and a road at the bottom.. We sit there and just talk, explain what our trip feels like at this moment, play with the visuals we were having, talk about life, what we're doing now and where we're going. We both report we feel very comfortable, and at ease.. yet kinda jittery. The landscape in front of us just looked kinda epic.. i felt in the moment.. we just sat there.. never moving except talking.. for like an hour, then we had to start walking back towards the dorms, to meet my friend, we'll call him Rus.
t + 4: Back at the dorms.. we choose to stay outside to wait for him because we didn't want to go inside where people aren't tripping.. outside felt, just right. I call up to the dorm to see if Rus had called.. he had, and he was just there supposedly, like 5 minutes before.. We waited and waited.. for like 20 minutes.. then decided I would drive us for the dip to smoke (dumb).. Luckly, just as we were walking towards my car, Rus shows up.. He had been to McDonalds and some dude passed out at the wheel in front of him and the cops came and arrested him, so he was late. After a quick exchange of words my friend A and i jump in the car.
The stoner ride: It's hard for me to keep my eyes open with the music going.. CEVs are too beautiful to ignore.. feel i should talk to my friend Rus, but i figure he understands my silence.. Finally we're out in the country... we light up.. A passes on the joint for awhile... Rus and I pass it back and forth.. with every hit i feel my amt buzz growing more and more intense. Kentucky country is awesome.. nothing but my favorite trip-thing.. trees.. they were morphing just like they did on some of my best acid trips.. the sky had an electric hint to it.. stars speckled here and there where there wasn't clouds.. the CLOUDS.. DAMN.. By the end of the ride, I was caught in the sky.. The clouds were morphing into smoke and fire patterns, spiderweb looking things, and finally they looked like messed up looking evil faces, sad faces, happy faces.. then some grateful dead bears appeard with hands joined and spun around in a circle.. you know like that graphic of theirs.. fucking awesome..
t + 4:45: Back on campus, we walk to the center of campus and sit on the steps of the University cafe... overlook a circular garden in the center of the courtyard.. with three trees and many flowers planted in it.. It is raised up and housed in Concrete.. I play with the visuals here.. hard to keep my eyes open though.. but when i do shit moves just like acid for me.. wavy and beautiful.. A just talks about different shit.. anything that comes to his mind.. Rus just laughs along and is just enjoying being stoned..
t + 5:30: Rus had to go home because he had work in the morning.. we follow him back to his car and say goodbye.. Then we head back up the hill of campus, talking nonstop.. Our trip has come to a peak i think.. Both of us report heavy visuals, we choose a different route to walk this time..
for some reason i have lost anything that happened in this hour.. i remember alot of in depth conversation happened whereever we sat down, A talked very sincerely about what was going on with him and how awesome it was that he could talk this easily, since he never talks about anything with anybody.. very introvert.. like me.. I realise we will be good friends at this point.. That I've gotten to know a very cool person who i've always known but i just never really considered being good friends with.
We get tired of this and go up to the top of the hill, the highest point.. it felt great.. that's all i remember except for the melting trees..
6:30: Walk to the end of campus.. about 40 yds away from the top of the hill.. the building there is called Cherry, and it overlooks a road going downhill where all the frats are.. we think about walking down it.. but decide against it.. doesn't seem as peaceful down there.. even though it's 5 or 5:30 am.. cars still moving around too many cops.. Then A spots something on a Statue in front of the building.. We walk up to investigate, thinking it's like a memorial to something.. like flowers or something.. but when we see what it is we have to take a double take.. There are about 10 or 12 dildos attached to where the statues penis should be.. like stacked down to the ground.. and the statue is of Henry Hardin (Hard-on) Cherry, founder of the school i think.. we sit there and stare at it.. then walk because we don't want a cop seeing us there because we don't want to be blamed for it.. we both crack up as we're walking away and glad that we have a funny story to tell people...
t + 7: Find another place to sit... this time overlooking a huge park area.. again looking downhill.. with a road partially hidden by a grouping of trees lining it.. A reports that he sees a girl in the middle of the road.. like through all the brush.. with a scarf and her hair and scarf are blowing in the wind.. he knows it's just his eyes fuckin with him.. but nontheless stares for awhile.. We spend about an hour and a half here talking about this and that.. looking out on the town... across the trees.. I'm still gettin visuals out the ass.. A doesn't report any of the tree morphing that I do.. but does see walls breathing... We sit here and walk around this point until it starts to show a little day light.. I suggest we find a spot to see the sun come up.. so we do.. but when it does. it's behind a haze of overcast so it's not as pretty as it could be.. we start walking back.. my visuals dissipated with the sunrise..
t + 8:30: as we walk down towards the main part of campus, we see tons of cars and people out.. this suprises us and we kinda joke about it... asking what in the fuck are these people doing awake at 7 or so in the morning.. on a saturday.. but then we remember that today is homecoming.. A has plans for today so he wants to try to sleep.. I know i won't be able to but i walk with him back to the dorm..
t + 9: back at the dorm.. visuals are fully back now in the darkness of the room.. I had convinced A to go on a dip with me to smoke but once we got inside, we both looked at each other, and just decided to stay in there.. the darkness was comfortable.. felt like everything was water.. moving around.. morphing.. I was noticing psychedelic waves of darkness and light.. i would notice the dark sometimes, then this would make me notice the light.. then this would make me notice the dark again.. each one would outline different things in a warm psychedelic glow.. This had happened all the time for me, but A finally saw it too .. so i was happy.. We had to sit on the floor, because both beds were taken by our other friends...
t + 12 or somewhere around i fall asleep for about an hour or so.. A had fallen at about t + 10 i think.. or 10:30..
Conclusion: best trip yet.. i can't even explain everything that happened.. it was just a very good trip.. no rough edges.. except for jaw clenching and no sleep.. I forgot to state that it had rained earlier that night.. so everything shimmered and glistened that i looked at.. which made everythign look awesome.. even the roads.. shine on the roads would look like light coming from an unknown source.. heavenly kinda..
The best thing about this trip was also the time spent with a friend.. getting to know someone.. opening up.. just communicating.. hanging out... appreciating life and each other for what everything is..
Even though this was a grade A experience for AMT... probably a +3.. but a very enjoyable +3.. no rough edges.. i don't think i'm gonna do AMT for awhile. I need to give it a break.. three times in one week is not a pattern i would usually participate in for a psychedelic.. cept shrooms..
I would recommend anybody who is takin AMT to definately do it outdoors.. with someone or someones that you are comfortable with.. and walk around.. and smoke weed.. it definately turns this shit to the on position.. and take it right before nightfall.. the visuals aren't good in the daytime.. not as noticeable..
[Edited title to comply with forum guidelines -Splatt]
[ 24 December 2002: Message edited by: Splatt ]
Anyways... here goes the details..
Set: Pissed off.. girl that i've had an on and off relationship with doesn't have a clue what's going on and chooses to always get fucked up, over anything else in life.. always NEEDS to be high on something.. I guess i was being self destructive in choosing to take the AMT that night. <-- also dumb but oh well...
I feel just very frustrated, and let down about things.. hopes weren't fulfilled.. got too hopeful.
Setting: Bowling Green Kentucky... on campus all night.. If you've never been to or don't know anything about it.. It's a descently trip-friendly setting. The whole campus is on a hill that at it's highest point overlooks all of bowling green.. Alot of greenery around there too.. duh, it's kentucky. The night was about 55 degrees.. semi-clear, semi cloudy sky, very few stars.. but the ones that are out are bright, moon at about half..
t - 1 hr: 10:30 PM : After smokin a J of some good outdoor chron at an apartment we were watching a b-ball game at, Decide to ingest some AMT. My friend hasn't tripped in the longest time so we decide we're going to drop about 30 millies each and go to a party and wait for the come up, then walk around campus smokin js all night..
t + 0: about 30-40 millies ingested in water, each. I eyed this time since i don't have my scale.. but i kinda have a feel for it.. since i got pretty precise weight last times.. taste is normal bitter chemical taste of course.
t + 00:45: My friend A reports some nausea, we're both still up in the dorm waiting for the come up, decide not to go party. Also a couple of friends are up there that are not partaking.. we sit around and watch tv.. i get bored..
t + 1:30: For some reason i'm already starting to get visuals.. Could be the weed helping it along.. Colors seem brighter, less solid. A only feels nausea right now. That haunted house show is on MTV.. kinda enhanced sound coming from it..
t + 2:00: Closing my eyes now... getting some pretty cool CEVs, multicolored spiraling and stretching liquids, rainbows.. etc... flows with whatever sounds i'm hearing right now.. OEVs: Tracers prevalent, colors intense, hazy feel to everything. I decide I need cigarettes.. My sober friend B and I drive to the store.. I drive.. dumb.. but i wasn't fucked up if i needed to focus at this point.
t + 2:30: A starts moving hands about every now and then.. each time he looks at me with a "wow" look, like, "did you see that?!" refering to tracers.. after this he decides that he wants to go walk around campus, finally.
Outside looks beautiful, walking feels awesome, we feel light on our feet... A is talking non-stop, i've never heard him like this before.. normally our communication involves what's up, what are you doing, yep, no, nod.. kinda things..
t + 3: We find a place to sit about half way up the hill.. a limestone block-wall that overlooks a hill, huge trees scattered about, a huge library to the left, and a road at the bottom.. We sit there and just talk, explain what our trip feels like at this moment, play with the visuals we were having, talk about life, what we're doing now and where we're going. We both report we feel very comfortable, and at ease.. yet kinda jittery. The landscape in front of us just looked kinda epic.. i felt in the moment.. we just sat there.. never moving except talking.. for like an hour, then we had to start walking back towards the dorms, to meet my friend, we'll call him Rus.
t + 4: Back at the dorms.. we choose to stay outside to wait for him because we didn't want to go inside where people aren't tripping.. outside felt, just right. I call up to the dorm to see if Rus had called.. he had, and he was just there supposedly, like 5 minutes before.. We waited and waited.. for like 20 minutes.. then decided I would drive us for the dip to smoke (dumb).. Luckly, just as we were walking towards my car, Rus shows up.. He had been to McDonalds and some dude passed out at the wheel in front of him and the cops came and arrested him, so he was late. After a quick exchange of words my friend A and i jump in the car.
The stoner ride: It's hard for me to keep my eyes open with the music going.. CEVs are too beautiful to ignore.. feel i should talk to my friend Rus, but i figure he understands my silence.. Finally we're out in the country... we light up.. A passes on the joint for awhile... Rus and I pass it back and forth.. with every hit i feel my amt buzz growing more and more intense. Kentucky country is awesome.. nothing but my favorite trip-thing.. trees.. they were morphing just like they did on some of my best acid trips.. the sky had an electric hint to it.. stars speckled here and there where there wasn't clouds.. the CLOUDS.. DAMN.. By the end of the ride, I was caught in the sky.. The clouds were morphing into smoke and fire patterns, spiderweb looking things, and finally they looked like messed up looking evil faces, sad faces, happy faces.. then some grateful dead bears appeard with hands joined and spun around in a circle.. you know like that graphic of theirs.. fucking awesome..
t + 4:45: Back on campus, we walk to the center of campus and sit on the steps of the University cafe... overlook a circular garden in the center of the courtyard.. with three trees and many flowers planted in it.. It is raised up and housed in Concrete.. I play with the visuals here.. hard to keep my eyes open though.. but when i do shit moves just like acid for me.. wavy and beautiful.. A just talks about different shit.. anything that comes to his mind.. Rus just laughs along and is just enjoying being stoned..
t + 5:30: Rus had to go home because he had work in the morning.. we follow him back to his car and say goodbye.. Then we head back up the hill of campus, talking nonstop.. Our trip has come to a peak i think.. Both of us report heavy visuals, we choose a different route to walk this time..
for some reason i have lost anything that happened in this hour.. i remember alot of in depth conversation happened whereever we sat down, A talked very sincerely about what was going on with him and how awesome it was that he could talk this easily, since he never talks about anything with anybody.. very introvert.. like me.. I realise we will be good friends at this point.. That I've gotten to know a very cool person who i've always known but i just never really considered being good friends with.
We get tired of this and go up to the top of the hill, the highest point.. it felt great.. that's all i remember except for the melting trees..
6:30: Walk to the end of campus.. about 40 yds away from the top of the hill.. the building there is called Cherry, and it overlooks a road going downhill where all the frats are.. we think about walking down it.. but decide against it.. doesn't seem as peaceful down there.. even though it's 5 or 5:30 am.. cars still moving around too many cops.. Then A spots something on a Statue in front of the building.. We walk up to investigate, thinking it's like a memorial to something.. like flowers or something.. but when we see what it is we have to take a double take.. There are about 10 or 12 dildos attached to where the statues penis should be.. like stacked down to the ground.. and the statue is of Henry Hardin (Hard-on) Cherry, founder of the school i think.. we sit there and stare at it.. then walk because we don't want a cop seeing us there because we don't want to be blamed for it.. we both crack up as we're walking away and glad that we have a funny story to tell people...
t + 7: Find another place to sit... this time overlooking a huge park area.. again looking downhill.. with a road partially hidden by a grouping of trees lining it.. A reports that he sees a girl in the middle of the road.. like through all the brush.. with a scarf and her hair and scarf are blowing in the wind.. he knows it's just his eyes fuckin with him.. but nontheless stares for awhile.. We spend about an hour and a half here talking about this and that.. looking out on the town... across the trees.. I'm still gettin visuals out the ass.. A doesn't report any of the tree morphing that I do.. but does see walls breathing... We sit here and walk around this point until it starts to show a little day light.. I suggest we find a spot to see the sun come up.. so we do.. but when it does. it's behind a haze of overcast so it's not as pretty as it could be.. we start walking back.. my visuals dissipated with the sunrise..
t + 8:30: as we walk down towards the main part of campus, we see tons of cars and people out.. this suprises us and we kinda joke about it... asking what in the fuck are these people doing awake at 7 or so in the morning.. on a saturday.. but then we remember that today is homecoming.. A has plans for today so he wants to try to sleep.. I know i won't be able to but i walk with him back to the dorm..
t + 9: back at the dorm.. visuals are fully back now in the darkness of the room.. I had convinced A to go on a dip with me to smoke but once we got inside, we both looked at each other, and just decided to stay in there.. the darkness was comfortable.. felt like everything was water.. moving around.. morphing.. I was noticing psychedelic waves of darkness and light.. i would notice the dark sometimes, then this would make me notice the light.. then this would make me notice the dark again.. each one would outline different things in a warm psychedelic glow.. This had happened all the time for me, but A finally saw it too .. so i was happy.. We had to sit on the floor, because both beds were taken by our other friends...
t + 12 or somewhere around i fall asleep for about an hour or so.. A had fallen at about t + 10 i think.. or 10:30..
Conclusion: best trip yet.. i can't even explain everything that happened.. it was just a very good trip.. no rough edges.. except for jaw clenching and no sleep.. I forgot to state that it had rained earlier that night.. so everything shimmered and glistened that i looked at.. which made everythign look awesome.. even the roads.. shine on the roads would look like light coming from an unknown source.. heavenly kinda..
The best thing about this trip was also the time spent with a friend.. getting to know someone.. opening up.. just communicating.. hanging out... appreciating life and each other for what everything is..
Even though this was a grade A experience for AMT... probably a +3.. but a very enjoyable +3.. no rough edges.. i don't think i'm gonna do AMT for awhile. I need to give it a break.. three times in one week is not a pattern i would usually participate in for a psychedelic.. cept shrooms..
I would recommend anybody who is takin AMT to definately do it outdoors.. with someone or someones that you are comfortable with.. and walk around.. and smoke weed.. it definately turns this shit to the on position.. and take it right before nightfall.. the visuals aren't good in the daytime.. not as noticeable..
[Edited title to comply with forum guidelines -Splatt]
[ 24 December 2002: Message edited by: Splatt ]
