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  • Trip Reports Moderator: Cheshire_Kat

AMT, 2C-B, 4-AcO-DMT - Very Experienced - Everything.

you just made me realize how much I miss tripping.

For the past year I've just been saying "Guys, I can't trip in my mental state"
ie; addicted to opiates, depressed

I miss thoughts of universal love. I miss feeling at one with the collective. I miss motivation to change. I miss it all.

I got about 5 tabs i been saving for over a year now, and I believe and 8th of mush lieing around somewhere, and I think I need to feel them again sometime soon. I'm quitting OC (better then my old dope habit) asap so i can be clean when I trip.

Thanks for the motivating trip report Z, Just a great moving piece. It's not a delusion, we dont think your crazy, it's truth and thanks.
 
Xor-

(btw: I read the OP, not all the comments)

Amazing trip report. A lot of what I had to say, I already said in the PD thread about blindsight. On top of all that, have you ever heard of bell hooks? She's a very insightful author who writes about, among other things, love and its transformative power. In her own words, "the moment we choose to love we begin to move against domination, against oppression. The moment we choose to love we begin to move towards freedom, to act in ways that liberate ourselves and others."
 
Xorkoth said:
I like to plug it, because it makes the come-up about twice as fast and more gentle and eliminates the nausea. Plus, I have a hunch that the HCl is gentler anyway. Someone else reported the same. I've tried plugging the base before and it didn't work too well compared to when I converted it to the HCl. The past 3 or 4 times I've done AMT have been in this manner.
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This might have answered a question I had... you mentioned going to sleep only 9 hours after taking AMT, when most reports I have read (or the two Ive written) showed sleep was hard to come by. For me, 80mg of AMT (which is a large dose Ill admit) overpowered 20mg of diazepam to the point where there was no evidence physically or mentally of taking a benzo, and that was after 12 hours. Would plugging in turn cut the duration significantly?

Seriously though Xorkoth, I think this might be the first report of yours Ive read as I was away from BL for awhile, but what a treat it was. I reminds me of why I used to use psychedelics, and it seems most of us are on the same page in one way or the other :)

My only problem, which someone else asked about, is coming down and not sticking to the things I have decided while in the psychedelic realm. Since I see you posted this about a month ago, how well have these ideas stuck. Have you continued holding these attitudes? If so, I think it would speak highly of your character, and show what a good person you are.

Now that Ive become sappy when I dont really know you :\ , Ill just repeat... Fantastic job, and please keep them coming!
 
^^ That probably has something to do with it. Also, I seem to have developed the ability to sleep on many psychedelics when I choose to, especially ones I am familiar with and that are comfortably stimulating. AMT is something I have done many times, and it is extremely relaxing to my body most of the time once I get past the come-up.

Also, at the time of this report, I was using psychedelics... often.

Thanks for the compliments! I've got a load of reports I've written in the past year or so. This was merely the most recent. A lot of them are in the Archives, and they're also all available by searching. Most of them are also on Erowid (I am the Erowid author Lightwarden), available here: http://www.erowid.org/experiences/e...tle=&AuthorSearch=&A1=188&Lang=&Group=-1&Str=

As for sticking to my guns, well, I've done a pretty good job. I did take the same combination again, along with some ketamine later on, this past Saturday night, which was another one I plan to write a report about. I hadn't intended on no longer tripping, though, just cutting back and reducing my tolerance and compulsion for reaching psychedelic states. I've been working on bringing msyelf into the source of love I have been connected to many times through psychedelics, but without them. The problem is that I have a lot to do with work and all, and it's difficult to find the time to dedicate myself to it as much as I would like to.

Most importantly, the lessons learned through this trip (and all of my others within the past few months) stick with me and have become a part of me. I actively go through life attempting to bestow this force upon others.

Of course, the intense, direct euphoria experienced in this trip has faded to a shadow of what it was, but that is inevitable. And anyway, existing in cosmic euphoria at all times would be nice, but it's not what life is all about.
 
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amazing report! absolutly amazing. the whole discussion afterwords too. very personal, open. everyone should read it.

looking at this report reminded me of the day after my first acid trip. everything i think ive ever tried conveying to someone is contained in xork's report. its realy fantastic stuff.
 
have read & re read this report many times. a truly great thread. so happy to see free thinkers communicating such truth & honesty... POSITIVETY...im only young & this is deep but these topics/thoughts/ideas are eternal.
peace-respect-happiness :)
 
You are dead on Xoroth great report. I have also came to the conclusion that love and compassion is the only answer. The Buddha said, "Anger is like throwing a hot coal, you get burned to." Negativity and negative emotions not only hurt others but yourself as well. Love is the only healer. I think psychadelic insights can definitely be integrated into the sober state, actually I know they can.
 
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