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(Also could someone tel me if I should go the SWIM route with this and make those edits, I am not taking a single ligand that is not prescribed and llegal.
Background:
So essentially today, I need to deal with some personal emotional issues, and I've been going 100% sober for a while to try and get a grip on life and certain things that have been tearing me about. So today, I plan to be somewhat stupid, with that saying, I would NEVER recommend ANY abuse of pills to ANYONE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. However, I know a lot about what I'm, doing, I'm well researched, and have less effects from these meds than most, as in a natural tolerance not from use, for example, the other night after not benzoing for weeks, I took 3mg of clonazepam and 30mg of temazepam and 2 or 3 45mg Mirtazapine [look at my other trip report for info on Remeron (mirtazapine)] and smoked about 4 grams of A+-A++ grade cannabis in 3 blunts and a joint. I have my medical card as well as a prescription for everything mentioned in this post.
|-TLDR-| So with that said, this is my awful way of dealing with my problems, but I mine as well document it to try and educate others. Today I will be consuming Adderal, Clonazepam, and hopefully not but possibly temazepam and or Ambien. In addition, I may consume alcohol tonight (I'm not a big drinking), after the benzos have had a nice comedown. I hope to smoke to cannabis as I'm attempting a tolerance break.
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-So for far, at around 9:00am I took 1x15mg orally and 2x15mg Adderall Ir sublingually (in my lower gum line) **(Note- I have some enzyme deficiencies that make oral medication less effective overall, however, I still take it that was sometimes for the longer effect more gradual come up, though I'd say I only get 75% of the effect)**. Also 1x1mg Clonazepam sublingually and another 2x1mg down the hatch. However, my count on my k-pins is a little short, so I may have taken some that aren't coming to mind, not necessarily today but recently (such as my story about regarding the other night above)
-9:50 I already feel an odd mix of the two effects that isn't exactly like anything I've felt before, though maybe it's just because of the higher dose, I have combined them before.
-10:10 I decide to try and play or at least set up some games on my PC, I feel pretty good sorta euphoric and energetic/buzzy (though very mild), but totally mentally calm and the energetic buzz is kinda synergising with the euphoria. Still mild enough I wouldn't plan to do this again if this is all there is to it, Class in 50 minutes. Don't know about breakfast, Adderall kills the appetite that's already absent without pot.
-12:20 Managed to eat some fruit and french fries, I also drank 2.5 cups of water.
-12:50 No added effects, super mild euphoria but it's not even exactly euphoria just a pleasant but faint tingle. Just crushed up a 15mg Addy and 1 1mg K-pin into a fine powder and deposited it all under my tongue, headed to class now.
I'll continue updating as the day progresses
**FOR MOD**Pre-note- If this somehow doesn't fit in this thread I apologize, please move it mod

Background:
So essentially today, I need to deal with some personal emotional issues, and I've been going 100% sober for a while to try and get a grip on life and certain things that have been tearing me about. So today, I plan to be somewhat stupid, with that saying, I would NEVER recommend ANY abuse of pills to ANYONE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. However, I know a lot about what I'm, doing, I'm well researched, and have less effects from these meds than most, as in a natural tolerance not from use, for example, the other night after not benzoing for weeks, I took 3mg of clonazepam and 30mg of temazepam and 2 or 3 45mg Mirtazapine [look at my other trip report for info on Remeron (mirtazapine)] and smoked about 4 grams of A+-A++ grade cannabis in 3 blunts and a joint. I have my medical card as well as a prescription for everything mentioned in this post.
|-TLDR-| So with that said, this is my awful way of dealing with my problems, but I mine as well document it to try and educate others. Today I will be consuming Adderal, Clonazepam, and hopefully not but possibly temazepam and or Ambien. In addition, I may consume alcohol tonight (I'm not a big drinking), after the benzos have had a nice comedown. I hope to smoke to cannabis as I'm attempting a tolerance break.
|-TLDR-|
-So for far, at around 9:00am I took 1x15mg orally and 2x15mg Adderall Ir sublingually (in my lower gum line) **(Note- I have some enzyme deficiencies that make oral medication less effective overall, however, I still take it that was sometimes for the longer effect more gradual come up, though I'd say I only get 75% of the effect)**. Also 1x1mg Clonazepam sublingually and another 2x1mg down the hatch. However, my count on my k-pins is a little short, so I may have taken some that aren't coming to mind, not necessarily today but recently (such as my story about regarding the other night above)
-9:50 I already feel an odd mix of the two effects that isn't exactly like anything I've felt before, though maybe it's just because of the higher dose, I have combined them before.
-10:10 I decide to try and play or at least set up some games on my PC, I feel pretty good sorta euphoric and energetic/buzzy (though very mild), but totally mentally calm and the energetic buzz is kinda synergising with the euphoria. Still mild enough I wouldn't plan to do this again if this is all there is to it, Class in 50 minutes. Don't know about breakfast, Adderall kills the appetite that's already absent without pot.
-12:20 Managed to eat some fruit and french fries, I also drank 2.5 cups of water.
-12:50 No added effects, super mild euphoria but it's not even exactly euphoria just a pleasant but faint tingle. Just crushed up a 15mg Addy and 1 1mg K-pin into a fine powder and deposited it all under my tongue, headed to class now.
I'll continue updating as the day progresses
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