Note: this thread isn't really abount important info, I just had a few questions and felt like posting. Don't expect research on something important or an amazing trip report. If it weren't for the fact of being about drugs, I'd put it in the lounge.
Hey, For the first time today I'm getting an actual recreational high from stimulants, specifically dextroamphetamine (dexedrine).
I also decided to snort for the first time. I ate 15-20mg and snorted 25-30mg, I weigh 190 pounds. I've felt this stimulated on high-quality weed and almost like this after DXM+pseudoephedrine. I must say it's surprisingly smooth, almost no jitteriness and no split-second hallucinations and feeling like I might snap and fall into psychosis like weed did the last while. I feel very empathetic but insecure about it, trying to restrict myself because I'd go off on tangents and possible embarrassment from feeling way too empathetic. Just wondering if it's normal to feel like my legs are light and almost a little numb? This thread doesn't seem that important compared to the others, but I've got no one with me and felt like discussing and also felt curious about these effects. There's a very nice shift in thoughts. Whereas I've been having very negative thoughts, now they aren't even present and the positive ones are flooding in. My thoughts are moving very quickly but are also scattered, slowed down by the super-speedy flow, like what happens at rush hour, thoughts interrupting each other. It's good to know that the people at bluelight aren't judgemental. Despite seeming useless to others, perhaps something small can be gotten out of this thread by the fact that I'm posting while on the dexedrine, and observable differences in my writing can be noted. Oh, and yes I realize that stims after coming close to weed-induced mental illness is not a good idea, no point mentioning it.
From all the weed abuse, some of my thoughts were very strange and bordering on delusional, and I felt everyone to be extremely judgemental and secretly hating me (which has gotten better since I quit). But with the dex, I don't even care as much about what others think about me, I feel very open, almost like what I'd expect from MDMA. This room looks... small. Everything seems nice and simple, physically small like I can take everything in and therefore nothing seems that complex. But to be honest, I feel confused as well, everything is intuitively, visually, and emotionally simple but to actually think about things... I can't be bothered. Thanks for listening
I catch myself hesitating to talk or type at times, over-analyzing to infinite. I feel as though I can be so open yet my sober self is still there, criticizing the openness and warning "me" of the consequences of being too open and chatting about nothing. However, I also feel that at this dose, the high is almost overpowering the sober side. Whatever, I'll leave it at that. Perhaps some of you can relate to the effects that I'm experiencing, discuss a bit about dexies, whatever. If this wasn't about drugs it would obviously be better suited to the lounge section.
Also, as for snorting, it was very smooth, no pain, but the effects are not impressively strong compared to taking it orally (and also, since I had a bit orally 30 mins before snorting, it clouds the clear difference in state). But it was fun to do it, kind of like enjoying a smoking session of weaker weed rather than taking 2 hits of dank and being done.
I've experienced a mild crash (barely a crash, but noticeable drop in mood from sober state) from 15-30mg orally. I don't look forward to this one. But in my current positive state, the crash seems like an important part of the experience, part of the rollercoaster, worth it in the end. Positive thinking... and of course it would be better without a crash
Maybe it's more suited to trip reports? I'm too confused and hyped to decide properly.
Hey, For the first time today I'm getting an actual recreational high from stimulants, specifically dextroamphetamine (dexedrine).
I also decided to snort for the first time. I ate 15-20mg and snorted 25-30mg, I weigh 190 pounds. I've felt this stimulated on high-quality weed and almost like this after DXM+pseudoephedrine. I must say it's surprisingly smooth, almost no jitteriness and no split-second hallucinations and feeling like I might snap and fall into psychosis like weed did the last while. I feel very empathetic but insecure about it, trying to restrict myself because I'd go off on tangents and possible embarrassment from feeling way too empathetic. Just wondering if it's normal to feel like my legs are light and almost a little numb? This thread doesn't seem that important compared to the others, but I've got no one with me and felt like discussing and also felt curious about these effects. There's a very nice shift in thoughts. Whereas I've been having very negative thoughts, now they aren't even present and the positive ones are flooding in. My thoughts are moving very quickly but are also scattered, slowed down by the super-speedy flow, like what happens at rush hour, thoughts interrupting each other. It's good to know that the people at bluelight aren't judgemental. Despite seeming useless to others, perhaps something small can be gotten out of this thread by the fact that I'm posting while on the dexedrine, and observable differences in my writing can be noted. Oh, and yes I realize that stims after coming close to weed-induced mental illness is not a good idea, no point mentioning it.
From all the weed abuse, some of my thoughts were very strange and bordering on delusional, and I felt everyone to be extremely judgemental and secretly hating me (which has gotten better since I quit). But with the dex, I don't even care as much about what others think about me, I feel very open, almost like what I'd expect from MDMA. This room looks... small. Everything seems nice and simple, physically small like I can take everything in and therefore nothing seems that complex. But to be honest, I feel confused as well, everything is intuitively, visually, and emotionally simple but to actually think about things... I can't be bothered. Thanks for listening
I catch myself hesitating to talk or type at times, over-analyzing to infinite. I feel as though I can be so open yet my sober self is still there, criticizing the openness and warning "me" of the consequences of being too open and chatting about nothing. However, I also feel that at this dose, the high is almost overpowering the sober side. Whatever, I'll leave it at that. Perhaps some of you can relate to the effects that I'm experiencing, discuss a bit about dexies, whatever. If this wasn't about drugs it would obviously be better suited to the lounge section.
Also, as for snorting, it was very smooth, no pain, but the effects are not impressively strong compared to taking it orally (and also, since I had a bit orally 30 mins before snorting, it clouds the clear difference in state). But it was fun to do it, kind of like enjoying a smoking session of weaker weed rather than taking 2 hits of dank and being done.
I've experienced a mild crash (barely a crash, but noticeable drop in mood from sober state) from 15-30mg orally. I don't look forward to this one. But in my current positive state, the crash seems like an important part of the experience, part of the rollercoaster, worth it in the end. Positive thinking... and of course it would be better without a crash
Maybe it's more suited to trip reports? I'm too confused and hyped to decide properly.
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