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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Amphetamine anxiety help

Good- I strongly suggest you don't go down that route.

Well, I take 40mg of dexedrine daily, have been for the past 3 years. I took 60mg of adderall by chance - I managed to obtain it in the UK through very lucky means. I overdosed. Suffered terrible psychosis and was having a mental breakdown. I even posted on here asking what to do, I even thought the tablets were bunk. People thought that I was trolling. I seriously wasn't though - I had just been destroyed by amphetamine.

It's tricky, perhaps you didn't overdose, but you certainly exceeded your limits of what your body could cope with. Yes, it is definitely possible to overdose on 10mg more - especially if you're using it through plugging, which is next to IV in reality as it hits straight to the blood stream. Perhaps your body just didn't want that much today, but 90mg is overkill IMO.
 
Very odd. I've been on Adderall (it was Vyvanse for a little while though) for almost 2 years now. I've been off and on different dosing regimens. But the one I'm at currently is 60MG's Adderall a day. I have the 20MG tablets (instant release) and take them throughout the day as needed. It was working pretty well........until I discovered rectal admin a week ago. Then I started abusing it heavily.

I never had physical addiction issues with Adderall, only very minor Psychological addiction issues. But when rectally administered, it was a billion times more euphoric! So I instantly got hooked on that. It was amazing, absolutely amazing. But since this incident occurred, I'm going to stop this. Gonna get rid of all of my syringes, and only take them orally like their meant to be taken. I wish I could take them rectally and I probably could and be safe in the long-term, but that slight rush was so fucking amazing that I instantly got addicted to it.

I think this incident is great indicator that I need a break from the amps. Ya know what? I'm gonna take a break. Especially since my tolerance probably soared due to rectal use. During this break (which I guesstimate will be slightly longer than a week) I'll take very low doses of DXM (40-60 milligrams) every day in order to assist with my tolerance reduction. Also, NMDA antagonists can help stop and have even been seen to reverse toxicity associated with Amphetamine.

Anyways, you said above that I should take nothing else. Can I take my nightly Ambien? Also, Melatonin has been observed to reverse brain toxicity from Amphetamine use. So can I take that?
 
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So I'll explain a bit further what happened.

I know that I had to try to get the Amphetamine out of my body ASAP. So I acidified by stomach and bowels with a large amount of Vitamin C. And then I acidified my body by drinking a shit ton of orange juice. Amphetamine is alkaline so it hates acidic conditions. When in acidic conditions, it will be caught in larger amounts by the liver and excrete into the urine in larger amounts by the kidneys

Then I waited. A friend of mine was nice enough to come over and keep me company, which greatly decrease my anxiety and paranoia, but for some reason all that fucking Lorazepam wasn't working as well as it could. But when I acidified my body - around 15 minutes later, the benzo's really seemed to start kicking in which makes me assume that the acidification stopped absorption of amphetamine and the body started excreting it much faster

This probably led to a huge plasma level drop of amphetamine, and that's why the lorazepam took a more powerful effect and why most of my symptoms disappeared after this.

Oh btw, I still really need this answered please.

Anyways, you said above that I should take nothing else. Can I take my nightly Ambien? Also, Melatonin has been observed to reverse brain toxicity from Amphetamine use. So can I take that?
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Duh good idea, welcome to the love club i stopped taking my prescribed dose of 40mg 2 20mg instant release's a day after the 5th day of being on them. The euphoria and positive effects wore off, and negative symptoms like severe depression, irritation and stuff started occuring.

So being smart and realizing this, i cut back to the point where after only being on them for 2 months i would have like 40 saved up in my wallet, because i only take them once or twice a week but perhaps your adhd is worse than mine so you might need the adderall daily so in that case i would go back to taking it as prescribed orally otherwise a lot more problems will come.

For me using it as needed, i need to get a new syringe in the next day or two the oral high does not even compare to plugging. And plugging isn't so disgusting for those who are so freaked out about it, just wash your damn ass and lotion it up and you'll have no problems, but of course wash your hands afterwards :X
 
It wasn't your orange juice binge that stopped the paranoia... It was the lorazepam kicking in. Just because the blood in your body turned more acidic (which I highly doubt happened after 15 minutes), your body would still have amphetamine in it. Unless you started pissing a lot more and noticed relief after pissing then it wasn't the orange juice. Lorazepam takes a while to kick in. As you were also plugging it... Your blood was filed with amphetamine. There's no chance the orange juice acidified the blood, I mean, to an extent that would drop the levels of amphetamine in it. It's the vitamin c which causes the blood to acidify.

I don't suggest higher doses than 10mg of ambien. Anything higher and you'll make yourself have weird hallucinations. Like I said before use diazepam/xanax/clonazepam. You can take diphenhydramine, but only 25mg. Nothing more.

Melatonin is good, but not to be taken daily. If you take it every day you'll have a lot of issues.
 
Well I woke up today feeling pretty shitty. But at least I was able to sleep 9 hours. I'm feeling a lot better because of that. Eating is the next step. Which I'm doing right now. I'm gonna have a nice big bowel of soup and a subway sandwhich :)

Other than that, what else should I be doing?

Also, when will it be safe for me to dose amphetamine again? Would it be safe for me to dose 10Mg's today?

Thanks everyone for the help!! :)
 
I did a small amount just now. I dissolved one of the 20MG's in some water and only plugged half of it. I hope for the best! :) also I should note that I've taken nothing else today. So this will only be 10MG's for the entire day.
 
Ended up taking the rest of the 20. I'm completely fine and I actually think I have less anxiety....

Who knows, maybe I don't. All I know is that this happens to me every month. I have a bad episode, then as the days pass, I keep getting better and then I get even better until I'm feeling like normal again. Then I feel normal again, and then all of a sudden I feel absolutely amazing for 1, maybe even two days. But then right when night hits on that second day. I have a huge crash. Everything gets bad instantly and my depression and anxiety comes back with a vengeance.

Then, this facilitates drug use. I start taking massive amounts of sedatives just so I can feel normal again. I'll feel horribly depressed and full of awful anxiety. I'll be really worried about something in the near future, and I'll just start crying all the time because every, tiny little thing sets me on an emotional, stress-filled, depression-fueled breakdown. This is what's happening to me right now in fact...

I feel awful atm, mainly due to the fact that I had a horrible episode last night. I actually think I would have had that episode anyways, but the Adderall just potentiated it. Anyways, I'm gonna feel like crap for a couple days, then it's going to get a bit better, then even better, and then right as I think I'm becoming normal - I crash. Anyways, the 20MG's of Adderall I took today helped me be a little productive. I was worried it might make any residual psychotic symptoms worse, which it didn't fortunately.

I also really want to take more Adderall at the moment. But I feel like that would be a bad idea. So I'm just going to stick with that twenty. Yeah that enough for today. God, I wish it wasn't 7 PM. I REALLY wish it was later...then I could take my Ambien and just forget about this shit and go to sleep. Fuck, I wish I could just sleep from now until 9 AM tomorrow. I wish my life wasn't like this.......I really wish it wasn't....
 
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