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Bluelighter
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So I took 30mg of amphetamine in the form of adderall this morning about an hour and a half ago. All I can say is that I absolutely love this drug, even at a lowish dose like this. It doesn't make me feel doped-up or stoned or anything; it just feels like I'm in a naturally *excellent* mood, and my thoughts are flowing with an insane degree of clarity and speed.
Pot makes my thoughts move slow and rambling like a river of molasses. It doesn't make me stupid exactly, but it causes some weird thought-trains and problems with concentration. I can come up with great ideas stoned, and the high is very creative, but it's not quite what I'd call a "cognitive enhancer". Amphetamine on the other hand . . . it feels like when I'm sober I have heavy weights on my mind holding me back and getting me confused. Amphetamine obliterates these weights. I feel completely free, both in my body (a distinctive light-weight "floating" feeling not unlike a low fever) and mind.
I woke up this morning with some bad heartburn, which I normally fix with baking soda, but I wanted amphetamine to be the only thing in my stomach so I ate that. Oddly enough the pill seemed to have the same effect as baking soda, giving me burps with a particular taste and relieving the acid reflux, which comes I assume from amphetamine's chemically basic pH.
I got first alerts at 45 minutes, and was hit with about three "waves" which I'd say are closest to the wave you get from the first puff of a cigarette. Just a hard to describe, subtle yet overwhelming feeling of the drug kicking in. It took until t+1:15 for the drug to really begin working, and now I'm climbing up at a wonderful pace.
I don't feel tweaked out, and for this reason I actually prefer sub-50mg doses of this drug. Above that and it begins to make me more intoxicated, which isn't what I look for in a stimulant. Right now find myself pacing around the room, bobbing my leg up and down, and just in general acting stimulated, but I don't feel super-speedy. This is actually less intoxicating than a strong (600mg for me) dose of caffeine. Caffeine makes my thoughts kind of confused at high doses, but this amphetamine high is climbing and climbing and I only feel better and better.
I've tried opiates and cocaine (both within the past week), and of these three mighty members of the "hard drug" pantheon amphetamine is the only one I believe I could become addicted to. Opiates feel incredible, don't get me wrong, and the euphoria is incomparable to anything else, but they at the same time make me feel kind of depressed and guilty, especially when I come down. In other words, they make me feel like a junky. Cocaine feels quite similar to an amphetamine high only with more of a "push" towards physical activity, but it's over in twenty goddamn minutes. I don't understand the appeal. This drug on the other hand I could easily see myself doing every day, so I have to watch my usage (right now I've made a vow to never take it more than once a week and that's been working so far, I never crave it, and also to never fool around with meth).
Basically I could see using opiates as a way to escape from a bad life, but my life is very good right now. I have the best job I could possible hope for, I have one wonderful friend who I can share anything with, and I can't see this situation changing much until I die. Amphetamines don't make me escape, they make it even better. And I can get things done while I'm on them, much better than sober if anything! Writing on speed can be a fun exercise but I tend to write way too much and bounce around from topic to topic; it's a lot better for having discussions, as long as you can keep your mouth from running a mile a minute. The best thing speed helps with though, the reason god put this damned drug on this earth if there is one, has to be math. Math is incredible while I'm on this stuff, as if it isn't incredible enough sober.
Well this has already turned into a big amphetamine-induced rant so I'm gonna shut-up now. Oh *and* it's my birthday. I didn't realize that until taking the pills (hehe you know you're a stoner when you can't remember your own birthday . . .), and this is the perfect way to celebrate :D
Keed spills!
substancecode_amphetamine
substancecode_amphetamines
Pot makes my thoughts move slow and rambling like a river of molasses. It doesn't make me stupid exactly, but it causes some weird thought-trains and problems with concentration. I can come up with great ideas stoned, and the high is very creative, but it's not quite what I'd call a "cognitive enhancer". Amphetamine on the other hand . . . it feels like when I'm sober I have heavy weights on my mind holding me back and getting me confused. Amphetamine obliterates these weights. I feel completely free, both in my body (a distinctive light-weight "floating" feeling not unlike a low fever) and mind.
I woke up this morning with some bad heartburn, which I normally fix with baking soda, but I wanted amphetamine to be the only thing in my stomach so I ate that. Oddly enough the pill seemed to have the same effect as baking soda, giving me burps with a particular taste and relieving the acid reflux, which comes I assume from amphetamine's chemically basic pH.
I got first alerts at 45 minutes, and was hit with about three "waves" which I'd say are closest to the wave you get from the first puff of a cigarette. Just a hard to describe, subtle yet overwhelming feeling of the drug kicking in. It took until t+1:15 for the drug to really begin working, and now I'm climbing up at a wonderful pace.
I don't feel tweaked out, and for this reason I actually prefer sub-50mg doses of this drug. Above that and it begins to make me more intoxicated, which isn't what I look for in a stimulant. Right now find myself pacing around the room, bobbing my leg up and down, and just in general acting stimulated, but I don't feel super-speedy. This is actually less intoxicating than a strong (600mg for me) dose of caffeine. Caffeine makes my thoughts kind of confused at high doses, but this amphetamine high is climbing and climbing and I only feel better and better.
I've tried opiates and cocaine (both within the past week), and of these three mighty members of the "hard drug" pantheon amphetamine is the only one I believe I could become addicted to. Opiates feel incredible, don't get me wrong, and the euphoria is incomparable to anything else, but they at the same time make me feel kind of depressed and guilty, especially when I come down. In other words, they make me feel like a junky. Cocaine feels quite similar to an amphetamine high only with more of a "push" towards physical activity, but it's over in twenty goddamn minutes. I don't understand the appeal. This drug on the other hand I could easily see myself doing every day, so I have to watch my usage (right now I've made a vow to never take it more than once a week and that's been working so far, I never crave it, and also to never fool around with meth).
Basically I could see using opiates as a way to escape from a bad life, but my life is very good right now. I have the best job I could possible hope for, I have one wonderful friend who I can share anything with, and I can't see this situation changing much until I die. Amphetamines don't make me escape, they make it even better. And I can get things done while I'm on them, much better than sober if anything! Writing on speed can be a fun exercise but I tend to write way too much and bounce around from topic to topic; it's a lot better for having discussions, as long as you can keep your mouth from running a mile a minute. The best thing speed helps with though, the reason god put this damned drug on this earth if there is one, has to be math. Math is incredible while I'm on this stuff, as if it isn't incredible enough sober.
Well this has already turned into a big amphetamine-induced rant so I'm gonna shut-up now. Oh *and* it's my birthday. I didn't realize that until taking the pills (hehe you know you're a stoner when you can't remember your own birthday . . .), and this is the perfect way to celebrate :D
Keed spills!
substancecode_amphetamine
substancecode_amphetamines
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