diche
Bluelighter
So I have the next 36 hours until my next shift at workd and Ive been fairly sleep deprived seeing as theres been a hectic mishap, origins unkown. but tentions are high. I need to rejeventate my self. so I crush up and parachute a stillnoct and procede to smoke a joint.
what follows is a very bizzare encounter (I believe) with schizophrenia.
After I finish the joint I go for a walk round the block listening to my ipod. I could hear voices over top of my musik desperatly telling me to "back up" and "sit down". I thought I had passed out and that this walk was merley a very lucid dream and that if I obeyed the instructions of these voices, I would wake up in a hospital bed or worse, the drunk tank.
I ignore these voices and walk down a path cutting through a small patch of trees. the voice are begging me to back up, now sit down, lean back. this cant be real. being in a public place, and having a previous negative experience with a combo of midazolam/mda/5-meo-mipt outside. I dsregarded the voices in fear I might attract unwanted attention.
the world warps around me.....
the side of my hood over my head take on new and colourful forms, then the voices return. I obey. I close my eyes, take several steps and various directions and walk dead into a tree. no one saw me, I think. they tell me to sit, I obey. Instantly I feel an intence rush at the base of my cranium as if I was to be freed from the matrix, but I pussy out at the last moment, maybee Im too affraid to except the matrix, or Im just really facked up?
I plan to repeat by indulging in the same combo and returning to the same path. Maybee I missed my only oppertunity in space/time to leave the matrix, sigh. How I wish I could evolve out of this fragile body.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_gabaergics
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substancecode_cannabis
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what follows is a very bizzare encounter (I believe) with schizophrenia.
After I finish the joint I go for a walk round the block listening to my ipod. I could hear voices over top of my musik desperatly telling me to "back up" and "sit down". I thought I had passed out and that this walk was merley a very lucid dream and that if I obeyed the instructions of these voices, I would wake up in a hospital bed or worse, the drunk tank.
I ignore these voices and walk down a path cutting through a small patch of trees. the voice are begging me to back up, now sit down, lean back. this cant be real. being in a public place, and having a previous negative experience with a combo of midazolam/mda/5-meo-mipt outside. I dsregarded the voices in fear I might attract unwanted attention.
the world warps around me.....
the side of my hood over my head take on new and colourful forms, then the voices return. I obey. I close my eyes, take several steps and various directions and walk dead into a tree. no one saw me, I think. they tell me to sit, I obey. Instantly I feel an intence rush at the base of my cranium as if I was to be freed from the matrix, but I pussy out at the last moment, maybee Im too affraid to except the matrix, or Im just really facked up?
I plan to repeat by indulging in the same combo and returning to the same path. Maybee I missed my only oppertunity in space/time to leave the matrix, sigh. How I wish I could evolve out of this fragile body.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_zolpidem
substancecode_gabaergics
substancecode_marijuana
substancecode_cannabis
_combo_
explevel_firsttime
exptype_negative
exptype_difficult
roacode_oral
roacode_smoked
roacode_inhaled
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