vajeeh
Bluelighter
So...recently my current situation has been really shitty. My car died, my money situation is ridiculous, etc etc.
I have been staving off heroin withdrawals whichever ways I can. I went through an old script of tramadol that I had to keep the withdrawals at bay, but now I am doing something a little risky, I figured I would either have someone talk some sense into me, or someone would reassure me that the way Im doing the following, isnt too bad.
My shooting gallery is my bedroom...I would throw cottons willy-nilly after prepping a shot, for years. For the past few days, I have been digging whenever i have energy/motivation to find these old cottons. The crustier and harder, the better.
When I do find a cotton, I feel like I have found gold. Especially if its hard...meaning saturated enough to hold something worth poking myself in the arm over.
I put the cotton(s) in my spoon, stir it up, squish it with my needle cap, and then boil it with a lighter. I taste the needle cap to see how strong it is, if it makes me shudder...ill do it...if its kinda weak, ill keep looking for another cotton for the 'soup'.
I feel like the boiling method is killing any bacteria that may have been in there, if there were any living bacteria in there. If you feel I should be doing something else besides boiling it, like re-filtering the shot afterwards with a fresh cotton, or if im plain crazy for doing this, let me know.
P.S I have gotten cotton fever a handful of times over the past seven years, but its been a long time, and i dont think i boiled the solution when I did get it in the past.
If you know how debilitating heroin withdrawal is..then u know that anything u do to make it better you will do. When i do a decent cotton shot, I can feel my stomach fold over and I get a sense of relief. My arms and legs arent aching anymore/ as bad, and I have a bit more energy. My nose issues get better, and my appetite gets better. Its not just a psychological thing here, so please keep this in mind.
I have been staving off heroin withdrawals whichever ways I can. I went through an old script of tramadol that I had to keep the withdrawals at bay, but now I am doing something a little risky, I figured I would either have someone talk some sense into me, or someone would reassure me that the way Im doing the following, isnt too bad.
My shooting gallery is my bedroom...I would throw cottons willy-nilly after prepping a shot, for years. For the past few days, I have been digging whenever i have energy/motivation to find these old cottons. The crustier and harder, the better.
When I do find a cotton, I feel like I have found gold. Especially if its hard...meaning saturated enough to hold something worth poking myself in the arm over.
I put the cotton(s) in my spoon, stir it up, squish it with my needle cap, and then boil it with a lighter. I taste the needle cap to see how strong it is, if it makes me shudder...ill do it...if its kinda weak, ill keep looking for another cotton for the 'soup'.
I feel like the boiling method is killing any bacteria that may have been in there, if there were any living bacteria in there. If you feel I should be doing something else besides boiling it, like re-filtering the shot afterwards with a fresh cotton, or if im plain crazy for doing this, let me know.
P.S I have gotten cotton fever a handful of times over the past seven years, but its been a long time, and i dont think i boiled the solution when I did get it in the past.
If you know how debilitating heroin withdrawal is..then u know that anything u do to make it better you will do. When i do a decent cotton shot, I can feel my stomach fold over and I get a sense of relief. My arms and legs arent aching anymore/ as bad, and I have a bit more energy. My nose issues get better, and my appetite gets better. Its not just a psychological thing here, so please keep this in mind.