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Am I Rolling Too Much?

TearItDown said:
I used to abuse MDMA fairly regularly. Everything was fine, I was happy, ect. One day it all came crashing down. On the suicide mondays (two days) after rolling I took a nap. I had a dream inside of a dream inside of a dream. In the dream I would be doing some random things, but somehow I would always fuck up and I would wake up, then wake up (still not conscious, still dreaming). The final portion of my dream was me and a bunch of people pulling off a bank heist. We had guns and I we talked briefly before going into the bank. I told everyone that we had the guns as a precaution, and do NOT shoot anyone or everything we worked for will end. No deaths and we can escape fine, there will be no blood. We pull off the heist and we're escaping, somehow I get cornered by a cop, I shoot him in the head with a rifle. I messed up. It's all my fault. My life flashes before my eyes, then I wake up....then I wake up....I get up and question my existence (I didn't think I existed, because it is very possible for everything to be a dream.)

Do not abuse MDxx.
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If you are like me and get these even without rolling just be aware, mdma makes it worse so don't abuse it. If you do, expect what you payed for.
 
you are rolling too much. and please slow down a good friend of mine is in the process of turning into an Etard :(. and it sucks to watch, if not for yourself slow down for your friends.
 
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The most useful observation one can make in this thread, from my perspective, is that all of the people who have abused MDMA before are suggesting that you not, and those that have not seem much less concerned. This is a pretty good indicator of some sort of reason.
 
Every weekend is too much you should wait at least a month, but you should wait 3 months to be safest
 
luola said:
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Agreed.

But it's just a ton of fun to do it each weekend...I dunno I kinda have an addictive personality I guess...
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I can totally understand where your coming from.
In high school I did E a couple time randomly through grade 10 and grade 11 I probably started doing them 5 times a month, I wouldnt be able to count the total amount i've done by now (2 yrs out of highschool).

Even though I was trying to be careful not to abuse it at first, I eventually started to care less and take more. 1 pill didnt make me feel as good anymore and I got careless and started taking 5 and up each time and would drink and do lines of coke at the same time.

There's also a few times where we would try soo hard to find some that put us in dangerous situations, I've gotten bad pills laced with god knows what making me bad trip for hours and hours.

Now, I do MDMA everynow and then, but I do lines of other drugs every day fro the past two years, and it all starts from when the wanting to do it more and more gets out of control to the point where you depend on it and its harder to have fun without.

So, in conclusion as fun as it is, you don't wanna end up where I am now it sucks. I would say keep it on occasions and don't let the dosage or frequency increase.
-P. xo
 
bluemonday*P said:
I can totally understand where your coming from.
In high school I did E a couple time randomly through grade 10 and grade 11 I probably started doing them 5 times a month, I wouldnt be able to count the total amount i've done by now (2 yrs out of highschool).

Even though I was trying to be careful not to abuse it at first, I eventually started to care less and take more. 1 pill didnt make me feel as good anymore and I got careless and started taking 5 and up each time and would drink and do lines of coke at the same time.

There's also a few times where we would try soo hard to find some that put us in dangerous situations, I've gotten bad pills laced with god knows what making me bad trip for hours and hours.

Now, I do MDMA everynow and then, but I do lines of other drugs every day fro the past two years, and it all starts from when the wanting to do it more and more gets out of control to the point where you depend on it and its harder to have fun without.

So, in conclusion as fun as it is, you don't wanna end up where I am now it sucks. I would say keep it on occasions and don't let the dosage or frequency increase.
-P. xo
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You ended up where you are now because you "do lines of other drugs every day", not because of the MDMA abuse. Don't blame your problems on MDMA.
 
TearItDown said:
You ended up where you are now because you "do lines of other drugs every day", not because of the MDMA abuse. Don't blame your problems on MDMA.
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Alright, fair enough, I was saying how I started out with doing MDMA everynow and then and this is where I ended up, So it could happen to others as well. BUT I see what you mean it's not technically from MDMA
 
I think tolerance is mostly psychosomatic. I have friends who roll on the monthly/bi-monthly and they claim it gets better every time. Mind you they are new users (1yr experience if that).

I myself.. In the beginning I rolled once every 6 months. It was great, the first time was with some VERY pure VERY high dosed molly gel caps. I remember thinking it was a better feeling than anyone should be able to experience. Nowadays my rolls are pretty awful and I attribute it directly to breaking my once every 6 months rule, I'm taking a lifetime tolerance break. Fucked up thing is I know if I had gone into the last few with a better mindset I could have had way more fun. It's as if I've become stubborn somehow, my brain is tired of this drug. I had used responsibly my entire rolling career and then 2010 I don't know why I went apeshit. Dropped about 6-7 times over a 4 month time span and was not enjoying myself.

Use responsibly. All I can say. It is a major bummer when molly turns on you.
 
you know that old saying "if you have to ask, you cant afford it?"

same thing here. if you have to ask, youre over doing it.
 
I try to roll every three months but sometimes it’s impossible to do so... too many good shows... I've rolled twice in 4 days before (over 1gram) and I will NEVER EVER do that again.... other than that the shortest time between has been just over a month with the longest being 7 months. I suggest you try to leave about 2-3 months between rolls, and it should always be good. Exercise really improves your rolls too so keep your body active :)
 
Liquid Sunshine said:
The most useful observation one can make in this thread, from my perspective, is that all of the people who have abused MDMA before are suggesting that you not, and those that have not seem much less concerned. This is a pretty good indicator of some sort of reason.
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Exactly. Why would you not listen to the people who have already been there before? You have the luxury of this site, and KNOWING what will happen to you if you continue your use like this. You even asked the question, the least you could do is listen to the people who answered it for you.

I have been there before as well. I went through a period of about five months where I rolled at LEAST twice a week, sometimes two days in a row. Eventually it caught up with me. By the time I realized I had done some damage it was too late. I basically always felt like shit. I could barely get myself out of bed in the afternoons, and felt very depressed all the time. I also noticed that I would have trouble forming sentences, or trying to explain things. Like the thoughts were there but they would get jumbled on their way out of my mouth. It took a looong time before I felt totally normal again. I'd say about a year of absolutely no Ecstasy use. I rarely roll anymore, it doesn't have even close to the same effect it used to. I totally killed it

Then there is one friend of mine. He used to roll every single day for about six months. He's been sober for about three years now and he still tells me he doesn't feel close to normal. He basically can't do any drugs anymore or he goes into a full fledged freak out. He complains of constant dizzy spells, and muscle spasms, and extremely sporadic mood swings.

Just cut back man, it's not worth it.
 
shady4091 said:
I also noticed that I would have trouble forming sentences, or trying to explain things. Like the thoughts were there but they would get jumbled on their way out of my mouth.
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Wow that's how it's been for me for maybe about a year now, and I know for sure I've never been like this before doing drugs more frequently... sucks!:(
 
yea I wouldn't even take it any more if you are worrying from only doing it a couple times. Its really not worth it I haven't taken it in probably going on 6 years and I still think about the times I had on out till this day. At least lay off for a while there's no need to do that shit all the time. Imo it will bite you in the ass no matter what
 
Pretty much what everyone else said. If you're asking, you probably are. I'm an E noobie, first time I took it was two years ago, first time I really rolled my ass off was a year ago. Since that roll I've done it eleven times. Each time being absolutely mind-blowing and making me want to do it even more. In fact, the last time I rolled was last night (2C-I and some MDA, mmm)! Friend and I decided we wanted to take a sabbatical together. Going to stick to some good old fashioned booze and cigs for a little while :p

Honestly though, I'd like to bring myself to the maturity level where I can roll maybe twice a year. It's a beautiful experience and once you start to lose respect for it the meaning you place on it begins to degrade. It's just another way to get fucked up.

The simple answer is: back off, if you can avoid some of the crashes I've had you'll be happy. Once you have that crash that makes you wish you were dead you'll wish you'd listened ;)

Bad answer: Keep going your pace
Safe answer: Every 2-3 months
Safer answer: Every 6 months
Safest answer: Never again
 
Definitely don't take it every weekend - save it for once a month, it will be much more special this way, and losing the magic, well this almost certainly won't happen if you control yourself.

Take a break every now and then when you stop feeling quite so good - like 6-8 months, then try it again, and you'll be knocked for six again =D <3
 
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