Paranoidcrash
Bluelighter
I tried meth for the first (and only) time on Saturday, but I smoked kind of a lot (maybe four bowls?), and I used to sort of abuse adderall and coke (it's been over a year since ive used either). It's now Wednesday, and I still can't really eat (I've lost five pounds in four days, no bueno) and im terrified I'm going to have a stroke. I have a really bad headache that I really only feel while I'm laying down, and I'm exhausted. I went to the hospital on Monday because I was having heart palpitations, but they said I was fine. I went back today and spoke with a nurse, and she assured me I was going to be okay, and that it's all in my head because I'm anxious. Is that true? Or is something wrong with me and the people at the hospital are dumb? I'm only 20 years old, I don't want to die from using meth once. And is there anything I can do to make it stop?