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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Meth Am I getting addicted to Meth?

Yes, you absolutely need to stop doing it. People get sucked into the cycle easily. "I want to stop, but I gotta go to work today" you end up doing too much Methamphetamine to go to sleep. Pretty soon, the depression/anhedonia further will reinforce the compulsion to use. Even if you don't need to be awake, you feel so shitty you have to do it just one more time. You think if you do it just one more time, you'll collect your thoughts, get your shit in order and set things straight. Then you just jack off for 12 hours straight and feel disgusting in so many different ways by morning, how the hell could you stop?

You will quickly alienate people living like this. The more you are alienated from people you care about, the more you have to rely on Meth. After a month or so, you're dealing with a problem that can't just be solved with willpower. You will need several days off to recover and sleep. For many of us who live paycheck to paycheck, this sort of thing is easily catastrophic.

Well, that's why you have to keep doing Meth, at least until you have that right opportunity to stop. It will only get harder.

Stop right now. Do not do any more Meth. Do not do even a little bit more. If this person is an addict, they're not gonna be able to hang out with you anymore. It just will not work. You need to amputate it all right now. The saying "it's all fun and games..." I know many will say I'm being melodramatic. It's pretty hard to get the necessary perspective unless you've seen it. I talk a lot about the "Event Horizon" of addiction.

The "Event Horizon" is that area around a black hole, the final boundary in which an object could feasibly escape the gravity of the black hole and get sucked in. It looks like you're so far away, you don't realize that you're already crossing the event horizon.
 
I will only do it for special event. Like a serious party or serious sex session. Probably twice a month on average.

Even though on the surface it seems like I have discipline I still feel like I have an addiction because it's the only thing I enjoy and I don't even want to have sex without it anymore.

The 10 hours on it is absolutely amazing and I will only do it for something extreme.

The depression after is serious. You will feel lows you have never felt before. You need to have some serious emotional intelligence and tools to get through it. Physically I've lost weight, find it hard to get to the gym, diet suffers, relationships suffer, work becomes harder, brain is scattered for days, grinding teeth etc.
If I do it on a Saturday I don't feel back to normal until Thursday. First is the tiredness and brain dead can't think and then the 2 or 3 days of depression set in.

Most would say it's not worth it but when you are in a sex party etc it kind of is. One life etc. That may stop and I will stop. Right now I love the feeling too much. That's me.
I literally can't get to the level of horniness or lack of inhibitions without it.

So know the consequences, learn from others and weigh up if it's worth it or not for you.
 
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garygroundwork said:
I will only do it for special event. Like a serious party or serious sex session. Probably twice a month on average.

Even though on the surface it seems like I have discipline I still feel like I have an addiction because it's the only thing I enjoy and I don't even want to have sex without it anymore.

The 10 hours on it is absolutely amazing and I will only do it for something extreme.

The depression after is serious. You will feel lows you have never felt before. You need to have some serious emotional intelligence and tools to get through it. Physically I've lost weight, find it hard to get to the gym, diet suffers, relationships suffer, work becomes harder, brain is scattered for days, grinding teeth etc.
If I do it on a Saturday I don't feel back to normal until Thursday. First is the tiredness and brain dead can't think and then the 2 or 3 days of depression set in.

Most would say it's not worth it but when you are in a sex party etc it kind of is. One life etc. That may stop and I will stop. Right now I love the feeling too much. That's me.
I literally can't get to the level of horniness or lack of inhibitions without it.

So know the consequences, learn from others and weigh up if it's worth it or not for you.
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Meth sex is the fuckubg best a meth wank is mint also but I have to have heroin or a downer for the comedown
 
yubacity said:
Meth sex is the fuckubg best a meth wank is mint also but I have to have heroin or a downer for the comedown
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Yeah you can't beat it. That's where the addiction lies. Once you do it, it's not the same without it.
Yeah I need weed, ghb, benzos, tramadol to come down. Never tried Heroin.

I would love to get my hands on 4mmc. I feel like it could do the same thing sexually without the brutal come down after.
 
I just have to say something. Combining stimulants with sexual activity is great. It feels great. It's super intense. It goes on forever. Maybe something you should put on your bucket list or like @garygroundwork said, once or twice a month. I seriously argue against anything more than once a month. I personally feel that combining stimulants with sex is just not something that you should ever do with any kind of regularity.

I've known people addicted to pornography whose alienation from love and sex makes me want to cry. I know people who have been driven insane by Methamphetamine whose toothless grin makes me want to cry, considering I knew them when they were handsome.

Those with combined addictions to Amphetamines and Sex as a combination have a hard time getting back to normal. Let's face it, sex is weird for all of us. I've never met anyone who, when being honest, they could say they had no anxiety over sex. We spend our lives developing ourselves and finding out what love is supposed to be when we give it and what it is like to receive it.

When you consider how difficult it is for normal, non-addicted people to be "comfortable" with sex, you can understand how this combination can be so destructive. I've met and spoken with many men who, when asked, have to admit they would rather do Meth and watch porn then try go go out on a date and develop a romance.
 
jay1981 said:
So I have done Meth several times and it was just once and awhile sometimes I would go years with out doing it. I’ve always really liked it, but never felt like I needed to do it again or had any real cravings or anything. Had an opportunity a year ago to do some and did and never had cravings or anything just like the other times. Then a couple of nights ago the opportunity presented itself self for me to get some. So I picked it up went and did it but this time the day after I couldn’t stop thinking about doing more and I had these crazy cravings for it. They were so bad I couldn’t take it anymore so I went and got more and now here I am high again wondering if I’m addicted to meth now or what is going on? I dunno if anyone else has experienced this before?
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Yes, we have ALL experienced this before. Yes, you are experiencing addiction grab onto you before your very eyes in real time.

It will seem like no big deal at all, this is one of its effects, even though in the back of your mind you definitely know this is bad.

Drugs make people feel like a million bucks, that is their job. That’s the only thing they do, at first.

Get a grip, the devil is at your doorstep. What you gonna do, let him in?

Surely if you knew what you were doing, surely if you were in your right mind, you would not.

But you’re NOT in your right mind, therefore you are UNABLE to make these types of decisions at this time. You MUST get sober AT LEAST ONE MORE TIME before you decide if it is a good idea to become a slave to meth.

IF YOU CHOOSE TO MAKE THIS DECISION, the decision whether to stop or to continue, while you are intoxicated, you will only choose the meth. This is because you are not in your right mind so you will not decide properly.

You must first get to your right mind, sober. The his will take a mere three days of minor fatigue. I recommend excedrin extra strength, it will give you damn near the same effect as meth to carry you through. Only then can you really decide what to do. You can’t possibly make a smart decision when you’re gacked. You’ll choose the worst thing for you, by default. Wrong mindedness comes with wrong thinking. Wrong thinking cannot possibly lead to right decisions.

Best of luck , be healed in the name of Jesus
 
@111688 comment of the decade.

"Excedrin Extra Strength is damn near as powerful as Meth"

Recovery from the effects of Meth is heavily affected by diet, exercise and right thinking.

Give your body what it needs. No drinking Alcohol.

There are supplements all over the internet with peer-reviewed evidence for reducing the Dopamine deficit cause by this drug. I only rep supplements if I really think they are worth something.
 
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Delete phone numbers. Ive met a few choice people who maintained totally normal lives using Heroin. Ive met few people who use Methamphetamine who are not visibly touched by the drug.

People think they are totally normal when they are dancing like chimpanzees.

No judgements. Ive done Meth. I did it a few times and it frankly frightened me so much after 3 straight days of calling out from work and watching porn, I just knew I couldn't.

I use drugs that still allow me to love and care for people. You dont gotta be straight edge. Take some adderall instead. Get a little high. Get some work done. Go to sleep like a normal human.
 
Ah...this meth...there is no other drug capable to completely destroy peace in my family...my wife hates this stuff more than anything...suckin'fent patches would be ok for her,but meth means disruption of all harmony...and I have always thinkin' that I look normal on it..trying to be quieter silent,to not talk much,to not grindin' teeth.,drive very careful and slow....and she always notice that i am a "motorhead"right then....and refuse totally any intimacy,while i am incredibly horny...so while she locked herself in other room i've been Infront of pc watchin' porn all night and jerkin' like loco.....crazy stuff....but all good was when comes down cames and i had big bitter cup of pod concentrate......it hits like 🔨 .....anyway. feel ok that all this crazy three four five years are long,long behind me
 
Good for you @Nas47 so happy that your family has got you.

I know people say Opioids steal your soul. I consider Opioids mother nature's attempt to give us enough rope to hang ourselves with. They are medicine that we misuse.

Methamphetamine steals you from any true human connection. It steals your soul. After that it slowly steals your body.

After that 3 days, I was disgusted by myself. Covered in sweat, unbathed and watching porn. That was more important than being at the shelter. I felt i didnt need anything in the world besides porn.

When the drugs wore off. My room was destroyed. My penis was injured by chafing, my arms sore from jerking off.

A lot of times when I would do Heroin, id play guitar, maybe see friends and do some stuff. A lot of times, I would actually just stare at my shoe for 4 hours.

With Meth, I don't see any possibility of anything other than turning inward. Sex is not supposed to last for 10 hours. You're supposed to have honest feelings for your partner.

Meth made me look at women like pieces of meat in a way that, like I said, disgusted myself.
 
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