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Bluelighter
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I got these retarded pressed bromozolam pills that say 3mg but I think they're more like 1mg each bc otherwise the effects I got make 0 sense so that's what I'm basing this post on.
I did like 1-3mg bromozolam for like 5 days in a row and then got rebound anxiety every morning and took like .25mg every morning for like 3 days and my last .25mg was like 22 hours ago and right now I feel fucking terrible.
since beginning my taper (lowering my dose to only .25mg daily) i've had crazy intense nightmares every single night. my anxiety and depression is through the roof until i take my dose, and then it returns at night (not impossible to stave off if im doing something fun though). this morning i'm going cold turkey because i dont want to create further dependence and holy fuck i feel awful. i'm anxious, i'm depressed, i'm extremely fucking nauseous, i feel like i have the flu. like i feel like i should vomit and i feel acid in the back of my throat but i doubt i could actually vomit unless i gagged myself.
am i actually getting withdrawals from such a short amount of usage? i'm feeling 10x worse than i did after quitting like 3 months of nightly 1-4BDO use. like i said, i was already extremely depressed and anxious pre-bromozolam so maybe its a coincidence. i dont fucking know.
idk what i stand to gain from knowing if i'm getting WDs or just have food poisoning or some shit but i feel like i should know. i think this shit is what's really gonna make me go full sober for a LONG time. i always feel like i have so much control but if i'm not buried in some artistic obsession or another healthy outlet literally any drug fucking cripples me by filling that whole void and taking the wind out of my sails completely. fool me once, fool me twice, fool me thrice, fuck im retarded.
anyways thx 4 reading
I did like 1-3mg bromozolam for like 5 days in a row and then got rebound anxiety every morning and took like .25mg every morning for like 3 days and my last .25mg was like 22 hours ago and right now I feel fucking terrible.
since beginning my taper (lowering my dose to only .25mg daily) i've had crazy intense nightmares every single night. my anxiety and depression is through the roof until i take my dose, and then it returns at night (not impossible to stave off if im doing something fun though). this morning i'm going cold turkey because i dont want to create further dependence and holy fuck i feel awful. i'm anxious, i'm depressed, i'm extremely fucking nauseous, i feel like i have the flu. like i feel like i should vomit and i feel acid in the back of my throat but i doubt i could actually vomit unless i gagged myself.
am i actually getting withdrawals from such a short amount of usage? i'm feeling 10x worse than i did after quitting like 3 months of nightly 1-4BDO use. like i said, i was already extremely depressed and anxious pre-bromozolam so maybe its a coincidence. i dont fucking know.
idk what i stand to gain from knowing if i'm getting WDs or just have food poisoning or some shit but i feel like i should know. i think this shit is what's really gonna make me go full sober for a LONG time. i always feel like i have so much control but if i'm not buried in some artistic obsession or another healthy outlet literally any drug fucking cripples me by filling that whole void and taking the wind out of my sails completely. fool me once, fool me twice, fool me thrice, fuck im retarded.
anyways thx 4 reading
