PuddinPops
Greenlighter
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So this is my first post here and possibly one of my last. Reason being I've tried molly twice once last summer and once last Saturday and I'm not sure if its for me. Granted both times I've been drunk and high on mj. Here's my story / questions. Before I explain I just wanna say I've been around x since I was a freshmen in high school. Friends were going to teisto shows and rolling balls every other weekend. friends used to sell jars etc. I was just never really into it and the only time I did want to do it I bitched out.
So first time doing molly was last summer only finger dipped / dabbed. My friend was selling a gram to some other guy and didn't like the guy he was selling it to so he asked if I wanted to do some before he sold it. I said fuck it and went ahead. Now being the person I am I've always been a little cautious when it comes to drugs in general, but I've also been known to take it to far. For instance stayed up for 78 hours straight the first time I was prescribed to addy when I was 15. Have taken two oxys then drank my ass off, ended up pissing on a restaurants bay window at 8 in the morning in front of all the nice people eating breakfast. Mostly fucked around with opiates and amphetamines, weed, bit of straight opium, salvia (which literally took me out of this world), other than that though mostly stayed away from psychedelics / hallucinogens. Anyway back to the story, dabbed about 3 times in 10 minutes, even though I was already stoned my friend mentioned if I smoke it'll make it better, smoked then chilled outside. All in all it was fun, felt good, just a bit buzzed. Still didn't know what all the fuss was about and the next day decided "I should probably try it again".
Fast forward to last Saturday. Having a party at the house, invite people over, playing bp, bout 30 people through out the house, loud dnb/hiphop/trap etc. then a friend offers to sell me molly caps. I ask him how much etc so on and so fourth. At this point I've already been smoking and drinking again so the offer excites me. I buy two from him give one to my friend (we were in a "if you do it I'll do it" type situation) pop it and wait. Fifteen minutes goes by and I'm asking my friend what I should feel, when is it gonna hit me, etc. He goes "oh you'll know when you feel it". Waiting peruses and I ask my friend again when is it gonna hit me, this time he turns to me pupils all jacked up and goes "wait it hasn't hit you yet? cause I'm definitely feeling it" big ass smile and all. Still waiting finally start to feel something but it was far from what I expected. Yeah I got the "i love everything, I just wanna hug you" feelings but it basically felt like I was on 70 mgs of vyvance or somewhere around 35 xr of addy. Just talkative, focused, etc. I did stare at some Christmas lights I still have up in a spare upstairs a couple of times, but wasn't more than a few seconds before I snapped back and continued on with what I was doing. I did have extremely dilated pupils, jaw clenching, and all that noise.
Now I assume most people are going to tell me the molly I got was shit and was cut with coke or meth. But my friend who I had the "I'll do it if you do it" deal with was literally rolling around on the ground enjoying himself. My other friend was talking, kissing, and snuggling with his girlfriend all night until he left. And the friend who gave me it seemed to be enjoying himself quite a bit as well.
Question tiem.
First off. What to expect when expecting, does any of my description of being on it fit to what I was "supposed" to feel? (I know this question is a bit subjective considering everyone's different so just to clarify I just mean in general)
Second. How much does alcohol and mj really affect your mood / experience with molly, just a slight difference or is it more of a huge noticeable difference?
Third. I have an extra I bought off my friend, how long should I wait to try again, would a week be alright or is that pushing it?
I'm asking because I have the cap just sitting around and If I do do it again It'll be my last run with molly or x. So I kinda just wanna get the experience and be done with it, but I'm not gonna just be all "Oh i'll be fine" and pop it tonight.
I've seen first hand what it can do when you abuse it and when it comes to most drugs I'm a "anything is okay in moderation" type person so I understand waiting.
Fourth. If I do try it again I'll be doing it sober and most likely alone, I know everyone says this is a waste but honestly I'm a very happy being alone weather it's on opiates, amphetamines, thc, or just being sober. Doesn't matter to me, I usually enjoy the experience more when I'm alone. It's funny because I'm also a very social person. I've also heard being alone on molly or x is a great self learning experience. But being as it'll be my third time if i do end up taking it, what would you guys recommend? Note I hate raves and clubs. Too crowded, not in control of anything, etc. never been and don't seeing myself being that person.
Other things to note. I'm generally a healthy guy, 5'7'' 120, skinny but athletic, I've always been super skinny. Eat a pretty well balanced diet (rarely eat fast food), longboard at least 3 nights a week usually 1-4 miles and am on no medication.
Thanks in advance!
Also I haven't had a chance to read the entire rules on the forums but if it's aloud I can post a pic of what I have atm. I assume most people are going to tell me to get a test kit but, and yes this is gonna sound ignorant, but it's one cap. Doesn't seem worth it to me to take the time to get a test kit when I've already consumed one of the same batch and don't plan on doing it again after this.
So first time doing molly was last summer only finger dipped / dabbed. My friend was selling a gram to some other guy and didn't like the guy he was selling it to so he asked if I wanted to do some before he sold it. I said fuck it and went ahead. Now being the person I am I've always been a little cautious when it comes to drugs in general, but I've also been known to take it to far. For instance stayed up for 78 hours straight the first time I was prescribed to addy when I was 15. Have taken two oxys then drank my ass off, ended up pissing on a restaurants bay window at 8 in the morning in front of all the nice people eating breakfast. Mostly fucked around with opiates and amphetamines, weed, bit of straight opium, salvia (which literally took me out of this world), other than that though mostly stayed away from psychedelics / hallucinogens. Anyway back to the story, dabbed about 3 times in 10 minutes, even though I was already stoned my friend mentioned if I smoke it'll make it better, smoked then chilled outside. All in all it was fun, felt good, just a bit buzzed. Still didn't know what all the fuss was about and the next day decided "I should probably try it again".
Fast forward to last Saturday. Having a party at the house, invite people over, playing bp, bout 30 people through out the house, loud dnb/hiphop/trap etc. then a friend offers to sell me molly caps. I ask him how much etc so on and so fourth. At this point I've already been smoking and drinking again so the offer excites me. I buy two from him give one to my friend (we were in a "if you do it I'll do it" type situation) pop it and wait. Fifteen minutes goes by and I'm asking my friend what I should feel, when is it gonna hit me, etc. He goes "oh you'll know when you feel it". Waiting peruses and I ask my friend again when is it gonna hit me, this time he turns to me pupils all jacked up and goes "wait it hasn't hit you yet? cause I'm definitely feeling it" big ass smile and all. Still waiting finally start to feel something but it was far from what I expected. Yeah I got the "i love everything, I just wanna hug you" feelings but it basically felt like I was on 70 mgs of vyvance or somewhere around 35 xr of addy. Just talkative, focused, etc. I did stare at some Christmas lights I still have up in a spare upstairs a couple of times, but wasn't more than a few seconds before I snapped back and continued on with what I was doing. I did have extremely dilated pupils, jaw clenching, and all that noise.
Now I assume most people are going to tell me the molly I got was shit and was cut with coke or meth. But my friend who I had the "I'll do it if you do it" deal with was literally rolling around on the ground enjoying himself. My other friend was talking, kissing, and snuggling with his girlfriend all night until he left. And the friend who gave me it seemed to be enjoying himself quite a bit as well.
Question tiem.
First off. What to expect when expecting, does any of my description of being on it fit to what I was "supposed" to feel? (I know this question is a bit subjective considering everyone's different so just to clarify I just mean in general)
Second. How much does alcohol and mj really affect your mood / experience with molly, just a slight difference or is it more of a huge noticeable difference?
Third. I have an extra I bought off my friend, how long should I wait to try again, would a week be alright or is that pushing it?
I'm asking because I have the cap just sitting around and If I do do it again It'll be my last run with molly or x. So I kinda just wanna get the experience and be done with it, but I'm not gonna just be all "Oh i'll be fine" and pop it tonight.
I've seen first hand what it can do when you abuse it and when it comes to most drugs I'm a "anything is okay in moderation" type person so I understand waiting.
Fourth. If I do try it again I'll be doing it sober and most likely alone, I know everyone says this is a waste but honestly I'm a very happy being alone weather it's on opiates, amphetamines, thc, or just being sober. Doesn't matter to me, I usually enjoy the experience more when I'm alone. It's funny because I'm also a very social person. I've also heard being alone on molly or x is a great self learning experience. But being as it'll be my third time if i do end up taking it, what would you guys recommend? Note I hate raves and clubs. Too crowded, not in control of anything, etc. never been and don't seeing myself being that person.
Other things to note. I'm generally a healthy guy, 5'7'' 120, skinny but athletic, I've always been super skinny. Eat a pretty well balanced diet (rarely eat fast food), longboard at least 3 nights a week usually 1-4 miles and am on no medication.
Thanks in advance!
Also I haven't had a chance to read the entire rules on the forums but if it's aloud I can post a pic of what I have atm. I assume most people are going to tell me to get a test kit but, and yes this is gonna sound ignorant, but it's one cap. Doesn't seem worth it to me to take the time to get a test kit when I've already consumed one of the same batch and don't plan on doing it again after this.
Or do you have a close friend that you could invite over?
