am I depressed? Derealization/depersonalized?? No self worth/identity...

[foliocb]

thanks bright eyes. are you still taking adderal? if not, did you stop cold turkey?

 

[i against i]

this is exactly the place i am in right now. what is the point of anything? life is just running around from a to b doing "stuff" but to what end? the universe doesn't care whether you "achieve" anything or sit around on idle. if all life is equally precious why does some boat accident get more media coverage than thousands dying from hunger every day? what right do i have to consume more than my fair share of resources when it seems like the money i spend would be much more beneficial helping those less fortunate? how the fuck can i live when its impossible to be certain of anything?