Blue and green glowstyx
Bluelighter
A picture throws me back to the past.
We are posing,
Smiling and carefree,
still innocent of what the world would bring.
Friends... once so close
now torn apart by the inevitable.
you say I changed.
I did.
I was bored
I was looking for a place,
to feel vibrant again.
Guess what?
I found it.
You changed too,
though you wont
or cant admit it.
Everyone does.
Its part of life, its part of growth.
You say I found my drugs.
Well maybe I did...
but in them, I found myself.
For the first time,
I felt whole.
You judged me.
You said you wanted to find yourself too.
But not like me, not like that.
So you found yourself through him,
which wouldve been alright,
if in the process, you hadnt of forgotten
who you were....
and where you came from.
" Youve got your new friends " youd say.
Yes I do,
and they accept me for me.
For who I was nd for what I am now
and whomever I become in the long run.
The conversations I have with them
are real,
about real feelings and real concerns.
Not like conversations with you.
Not about what new piece of jewelry
has been added to the rock garden on their hands.
They listen.
Not returning every conversation back to
themselves.
Not concentrating on money,
on brand names,
on cars,
or on drugs..... like you think.
They say they care and mean it.
You say you do,
but when you love yourself as much as you do,
there is no room to love others.
But Im glad you have such good self esteem,
although you claim to have
a 'poor self image.'
I just hope that eventually...
youll remember...
who you are...
and where you came from.
I hope that you grow wise and realize,
life is full of change,
and accept it at face value.
Quit placing blame.
Quit asking why.
Quit holding childish grudges.
Reach into your heart,
hold out your hands,
and give God a chance to touch you..
maybe then youll understand.
We are posing,
Smiling and carefree,
still innocent of what the world would bring.
Friends... once so close
now torn apart by the inevitable.
you say I changed.
I did.
I was bored
I was looking for a place,
to feel vibrant again.
Guess what?
I found it.
You changed too,
though you wont
or cant admit it.
Everyone does.
Its part of life, its part of growth.
You say I found my drugs.
Well maybe I did...
but in them, I found myself.
For the first time,
I felt whole.
You judged me.
You said you wanted to find yourself too.
But not like me, not like that.
So you found yourself through him,
which wouldve been alright,
if in the process, you hadnt of forgotten
who you were....
and where you came from.
" Youve got your new friends " youd say.
Yes I do,
and they accept me for me.
For who I was nd for what I am now
and whomever I become in the long run.
The conversations I have with them
are real,
about real feelings and real concerns.
Not like conversations with you.
Not about what new piece of jewelry
has been added to the rock garden on their hands.
They listen.
Not returning every conversation back to
themselves.
Not concentrating on money,
on brand names,
on cars,
or on drugs..... like you think.
They say they care and mean it.
You say you do,
but when you love yourself as much as you do,
there is no room to love others.
But Im glad you have such good self esteem,
although you claim to have
a 'poor self image.'
I just hope that eventually...
youll remember...
who you are...
and where you came from.
I hope that you grow wise and realize,
life is full of change,
and accept it at face value.
Quit placing blame.
Quit asking why.
Quit holding childish grudges.
Reach into your heart,
hold out your hands,
and give God a chance to touch you..
maybe then youll understand.
