Hello to you all. At age 12 I started drinking. Throughout my teens, I added to that weed, huffing paint/gas/freon, and crank. Early 20's I did crack for awhile. I backed off everything but alcohol while attending university and got my degree. Then got obsessed with mountain biking and drank wine every night. Got hooked on hydrocodones after a back injury. Managed to kick those to the curb after a couple of years. I quit riding and drinking and started smoking meth daily 15 years ago. I've always managed to keep a job. My health is my biggest concern. I'm not young anymore! I try to quit but the lack of motivation gets too much and I use again to keep my job and life going. It's got me between a rock and a hard place. The way out is seemingly impossible.
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Always escaping by using something
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TheUltimateFixx
Bluelighter
Sounds familiar...
TheGyattDamnRizzler
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Yeah same. I don't have an answer sadly. You have to like work through your traumas or something like that.
emkee_reinvented
Bluelighter
Escaping immediately rung my bell s, why temporary.
That s the saddest thing. Up/ down, and always in your mind.
A eternal drug at the moment seems fine to me. no hassle,
just a steady nice level. maybe we will dream about it tonight
HealingEnergy14
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Supplementing with thyroid could help bring your energy levels back. If you're only using meth I think NAC can also be really beneficial in restoring your motivation and focus.
The way out, is the same way in...
Oh welcome to blueworld
I feel you, but you gotta make a choice. When you shooting 0.8mg 70% heroin. You really gonna ask yourself, wtf, why am I still doing this.
It's gonna take a tole on your health. Think hard about this one.
