I'm not sure you understand the point of NA if you want to go to stop your opioid abuse but not your methamphetamine abuse. They are an all or nothing kind of shop for sure.
My point rather was stick to a plan? An hour ago you wanted to get clean but now you're BUMP can someone answer my meth trivia please? I'm not judging you but with that kind of ADD is it a wonder no one wants to answer you? Last time I answered a question for you you didn't even notice because you were spun out of your mind and had a totally different set of questions that needed answering by then.
But just in case this will shut you up. a) No, crystals don't form in your lungs. Methamphetamine is water soluble and your lungs are something like 80% water. And b) no one knows. science doesn't really understand why you yawn normally, let alone when you're tweaking.
Have a great night cutie.
Thank you for the last part thats all i needed to know..and i understand where ur coming from about me doing meth but wanting to go to Meetings..just cause i mentioned it today doesnt mean im going today..Its been something ive wanted to do for awhile but was unsure of the setting it would be like. And i still do want to get clean..Oxycontin is the devil in disguise, I WAS going through a physical hell like no other and now im purely Trapped in hell inside my mind..
And yeah i might have been high, but i dont over look posts..all u asked was if i planned on cooling down like stated..If u would have helped me then That would have been it..And yes i may be abusing Amphs right now, but i will tell u %100 that i am not addicted at ALL..sure i get a craving to do more when im coming down but thats all most unavoidable with anybody doing anything pleasurable. But i do not get Next day cravings and or withdrawal..Hell i dont even get a ''comedown'' like u people talk about ..the worst that happens is i lose my euphoria and feel wide awake..Id say if i truely liked this as much as u think i liked this, id still be doing it EVERYDAY..ive boughten 2 bags Since ive started, Yes i do admit the first time i used them i binged and made myself look like a complete tweaker, But im never gonna binge like that again, or do amphs for that many days in a row..I just dont see how people try to classify me by the text displayed that i write up..Thats the only basis u have to Judge me and Pixels arent really a fair accurate of somebodys Personality/Mental health/Physical health etc.. Sure i did make a bad first impression on this site But i also took responsibility for my idiotic actions and apologized to whoever read them.
One last thing..this is a harm reduction site, so me asking a question about the chance of HARMING urself due to holding in a hit, makes me just a tweaker now who has random questions?
Sure i have alot of questions about drugs, just like the next guy..I am sorry i like to be completely informed about the chemicals i am putting in to my body, And i dont see how me asking questions would even be a problem in the first place. Ok When the only friend i have that is involved with Amphs isnt around, its basically ''playing sober'' around my other friends and i hate that so if hes not around i make sure im alone at home, I like to research stuff while UP , i am sorry if my researching is putting a strain on ur life some way but I dont see a problem in trying to be as informed as possible.
And this post is not meant to be dialouged as rude..im not trying to be, im trying to be as frank as possible..I just hate how one little trip that i even manned up to and apologized for makes me an automatic target for people to ridicule me on this site.. Ive seen people ask ALOT OF STUPIDER ''TRIVIA'' then i have asked and they get respectful, right to the point answers they dont get mocked..I just want the same..Arguing in real life is stupid to begin with unless theres a REAL GOOD reason to be arguing, but arguing on the internet is just plain Stupid and i dont like to or want to anymore..i want to Enjoy my time here in peace, Not to get mocked by a bunch of people who think they are better then me because i choose to do amphs occasionally.