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Already Dead.........

SchonTot

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Jun 1, 2011
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is the translation of my screen name. In one sense it has no personal meaning and in another sense it represents what has happened to my life recently, and no I didn't die or I'd be a ghost in the machine. I'm a 30 year old man who's life was torn to shreds because of my personal weakness for chemicals and one chemical imparticularly. I'll share my story in my next post. Nice to meet you all.
 
Your intro title reminds me of a White Zombie song where the chant "I'm already dead" starts off the song and leads into a heavy riff. Can't wait to read your story in your next post.

Welcome to Bluelight! :)
 
Welcome SchonTot :) Waiting to hear which chemical is your especial Achilles's heel. This is also a great place to ask about anything in regards to setting up your profile or get 'how to' stuff about using the board.
 
Also looking forward to reading your story mate!

Welcome to Bluelight :)
 
Welcome SchonTot,

New here too and I totally relate and am here for the same reasons, ecstasy being my weakness. Hope to see you around. Take care! :D MIchio
 
high...know the feeling. my saying is killing yourself to live. come back and tell us more about you. i am in my mid 30s so i know what that is like too.

Hope to hear from you soon.....................skillz<3
 
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