RCs alpha-pyrrolidinopentiophenone, alpha-ppp, a-ppp, nrg-3, please advise me

[mooseball]

Hi All

I had a few grams of the above, it lasted about 3 months, it was the best!

I could go home and be enthralled by the internet, porn was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen.

Now I have ran out of the alpha-ppp

I have managed to obtain:

Methropiapamine
MDMA
Ethyndepheliate
Cocaine ( not the best but it was okay )

Now i have took all of the above substances ( after being a month clean and healthy ) in huge amounts, and either not felt anything, felt "fucked" but not in a good way, or just felt plain dissorentiated

I havent had one positive feeling from the above. Okay MDMA was quite nice. But not great.

Anyway I get the feeling that my body is simply craving that euphoric brilliant high from ALPHAppp that made me so so interested in the computer and porn

So my question is as follows:

Has anyone used alpha ppp for a length of time and managed to find anything else that matched the high or felt the same?

I am clean of alpha-ppp for 3 months now. And i honestly enjoy being sober more than having mdma / coke or anything, because it just makes me hunger for the feeling ALPHA-PPP used to give me

I cant even explain it now, it was just beautiful, everything felt great and was super interesting

I know this thread is disjointed and random and rambling, but i really want to know what the feeling i crave is, where it comes from, if it can be replaced

 

[sailor bugg]

Lose the porn, get a gf?

 

[mooseball]

Lose the porn, get a gf?

i have a gf dude

with alpha ppp the porn was better than my GF!

Now, neither interest me too much!

 

[pinpoint]

Now, neither interest me too much!

Yeah, no shit. You fucked with your dopamine regulation, so now you pay the price. Sex and porn don't seem too enticing when your dopamine system is downregulated so dramatically. If you abstain from this class of drugs you will eventually return to a normal level.