Alone

[Laila]

I woke up today... with my mind filled with chaos.
What can I do to heal all of the pain?
All of my dreams, and all of my fears,
Seem to meet me here as I awake.

Can you help me understand?
All of the beauty I cast aside.
Only to miss, as I sit here and cry.

I try to become all I should be.
The world seems so cold,
And I fall helpless... into my escape
From gut-wrenching pain.

Can you help me see the light?
I am nothing without the truth!
Finally, feeling the tingle in my veins...

Do you know me?
Or do you feel me?
The warmth causes me so much pain...

Oh nothing... it's simply nothing.
Yeah nothing.... it's only nothing, to you...
I'll be out of here. As soon as I can.
To escape myself.... and everything that I am.

Nothing leads to nothing...
Passion is lost in the morning.
The sun pushes us into reality...
Once again, I'll be alone.

Oh, once again I'll be alone....
(vocal interlude)
Once again.... I'll be alone.
But that's alright.... because I am home.

I am home.

 

[neverwas]

I woke up today... with my mind filled with chaos.
What can I do to heal all of the pain?
All of my dreams, and all of my fears,
Seem to meet me here as I awake.

Can you help me understand?
All of the beauty I cast aside.
Only to miss, as I sit here and cry.

I try to become all I should be.
The world seems so cold,
And I fall helpless... into my escape
From gut-wrenching pain.

if this is in song form i would love to hear the whole thing if there is music to it

it was wonderful. u managed to put into lyrics all that i go through every day. each time i wake during my sleep, what i deal with every day, all the pain i am going through, all the pain i have felt. it made me cry to read what i am personally going through.

if this isnt written for a song u should think bout putting music to it.

 

[cherub]

this is a beautiful piece of work,,,,, just as you are girlie, misses you bunches

love
cin

 

[dogbutt2112]

Strikes a note for me

This sums up a lot of the feelings I go through all the time.

The pain of the warmth is just BARELY better to me than the pain of being alone. Different pain, but almost as much - even on a good day. Then when it does get unbearable I have to escape back to the other pain - lonliness.

Jeff

 

[Yoyi]

Laila...I hope all is well. HUGZ to ya...you know you are a wonderful person!! Please give me a ring.

HUGZ from your lil bro.