stonerfromohio
Bluelighter
Alone with these fears
Irrational feelings like chains holding me
Just want to be somewhere else to be free
I want to be in solitude the only place I can truly just be
All these people I see cause me to react
Cold feelings, churning thoughts, lonliness aching
Meaninglessness, endless days, turn into endless months and years
Scared of death but just want it all to end
My mind always blowing like the wind going through valleys and peaks
Sometimes theres just a second of space where life reveals its face
Just then I don’t feel so out of place not so much like a headcase
But then the floodgates of my pain wash through
And it knows just what to do it wraps itself around me
I struggle to be free
But the more I resist the more I suffocate
Sometimes I just want to resign to my fate
These chains forever in place
But I just cant do it because I know the freedom that peace brings
How good it feels when love sings from inside
In that deepest place when I abide nothing can hurt me and everything goes still
That place that cant be talked about
Its where when your there you know your home
No need to prove or explain when your there concerns drop away
All of life just a big play
But that true aloneness
Real solitude can appear terrifying
Because its annihilation, its complete dissipation
It’s the unknown that cant be avoided
The farther you go the harder to turn back
All these old habits trying to make you feel lack
But theres a whisper a small voice a yearning that draws you near
To a place without fear, a place where radiant silence resonates
A presence so undeniable, so pure it cant be named
There nobody can be blamed
Because its not supported, its not owned, theres nobody in it
It is
So empty its full
When you get so silent to feel the subtleness of the breath
You can feel its gentle pull
It beckons you to dissolve
Like a snow flake
Floating silenty to a still forest pond
Can we heed the call
And gently fall?
Irrational feelings like chains holding me
Just want to be somewhere else to be free
I want to be in solitude the only place I can truly just be
All these people I see cause me to react
Cold feelings, churning thoughts, lonliness aching
Meaninglessness, endless days, turn into endless months and years
Scared of death but just want it all to end
My mind always blowing like the wind going through valleys and peaks
Sometimes theres just a second of space where life reveals its face
Just then I don’t feel so out of place not so much like a headcase
But then the floodgates of my pain wash through
And it knows just what to do it wraps itself around me
I struggle to be free
But the more I resist the more I suffocate
Sometimes I just want to resign to my fate
These chains forever in place
But I just cant do it because I know the freedom that peace brings
How good it feels when love sings from inside
In that deepest place when I abide nothing can hurt me and everything goes still
That place that cant be talked about
Its where when your there you know your home
No need to prove or explain when your there concerns drop away
All of life just a big play
But that true aloneness
Real solitude can appear terrifying
Because its annihilation, its complete dissipation
It’s the unknown that cant be avoided
The farther you go the harder to turn back
All these old habits trying to make you feel lack
But theres a whisper a small voice a yearning that draws you near
To a place without fear, a place where radiant silence resonates
A presence so undeniable, so pure it cant be named
There nobody can be blamed
Because its not supported, its not owned, theres nobody in it
It is
So empty its full
When you get so silent to feel the subtleness of the breath
You can feel its gentle pull
It beckons you to dissolve
Like a snow flake
Floating silenty to a still forest pond
Can we heed the call
And gently fall?
