Alone

[Chickadee]

Sometimes it's easy
Sometimes i'm okay
Sometimes I want to fall apart
You say i'm a drug addict
You say i'm fucked up.
But i'm just a little girl
I'm just looking for love
I know I look in all the wrong places...
I'm now so consumed in my thoughts
I can't seem to escape them
I just want this to all be over
I just want this all to end
I actually want everything to end
I'm so tired
I wish I could go to sleep forever...
But, instead, I lie in bed awake
Alone
Thinking of the way things were
Thinking of the ones I loved
I'm so far from them now
I stare at the darkened ceiling
I'm so far from everything
I'm so far from everyone.
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AIM - Angel3013

 

[Noodle]

beat
...have felt as you do, at times
except the girl part

 

[YumYumgoddess]

Oh wow...Hun..you are not alone....I feel like this everyday of my life.

I seem to miss one person everyday when I wake up...Even though its been months apon months...Love never really goes away.
Jenny
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If We question reality...then maybe our existance is a dream...~
~ If your not in it for the music...Then get out~
AIM-YumYumGoddess

 

[poezante]

"... it is okay to fall apart, sometimes"
-Robert Miles
I just read that quote from someones thread in words, and well to say the least it touched me. It also gives a bit of advice to let you know that these bad times are okay to go through and its okay to feel. I know exactly what your going through, and I can feel your pain. I'm sorry. What I can say is, that things DOget better with time.
*hugs*
poe