Why thank you. A fair share of my friends have been using a needle for well over a year or two now; some who kicked the habit with death (sad to say) but I've seen the hardships they go through, and have noticed an almost certain wave of open mindedness and understanding than most others.
A quick question, is it required of me to say for example
"SWIYOM picked up today, took the first shot and think they blew a vein etc.."
Or can I just claim myself as myself? Honestly I don't mind. And of course I wouldn't literally post a thread on that as I know there are plenty covering the topic, as I'm sure the question I'm asking now is answered some where.
I first tried insufflation around 2 years ago, immediately fell in love but was very good with moderation. Maybe a full day or two of use every other month or so if even. The last 7 or 8 months haven't been as well moderated but still enough to the point where I would not be physically dependent or sickness.
It started as recreation (not to say it still isn't) but it has also taken on the form of a wonder drug for me with outstanding short-term benefits of relief. I've got muscle(spasms and constant tension) and slight structure problems, and next week I am being tested to be determined if I have EDS, which comes with joint weakness which would explain a lot.
I've only IV'd maybe 6 or 7 times now, and I don't use it to get fucked up or really even close to a nod, if my back or muscles are really bothering me I'll take a low dose shot and be back on top, I get good enough product to where I only have to use .04 of a tenth to achieve my sought out benefits.
I'm working on solving my pain/medical problems in a healthier aspect though, the dope is more of a temporary fix, as it respectively should be in my opinion (no offense to anyone).
But the feeling of the rush is starting to take hold of me and I fear where this may lead me psychologically.
One of my very close friends got out of rehab a week ago and is now living in transitional housing; and the biggest thing he told me to be wary of starting the needle is that essentially the drugs talk to you or think for you, which I can easily see.
I'm not really sure if I have a point I'm trying to make here, just had a question and thought I'd enlighten anyone on my position if they care to know.
Take care
i was born in michigain and lived there for almost half my life in a small town called horton so thats cool
