Sitting here, smoking a spliff, stoned already from a tramadom/10mg Diazipams and a couple of lines of speed base..with plenty of strong coffee to keep me going for some time! - well awhile at least lol
This all worked out better than planned..as totally sad as it is to do, my first thought in the morning before getting out of bed is to mentally take drug inventory, and what i have in the house to use as 'breakfast'..this morning inventory was fairly sad and disheartening lol, i had some pill and some smoke left, but its the feeling i always get when its time to dry out and sober up for a bit. I know that a lot of people, especially those older than myself keep telling me to 'choke out' from smoking for awhile, and that when i do light up a spliff again it will knock me on my ass lol.. and i do believe them and know how that all works..but its the choking out bit i just cant seem to get through lol. and no i dont need professional assistance lol (unless that med assistance comes with a free and signed perscription pad
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Anyhow, what at first impression was going to be a day of mainly being sobery i managed alright lol
My partner loves to take speed base, but doesnt smoke weed due to severely algergic reactions from it, and takes some perscription pills for fun, but hasnt ever been in the world i grew up in.. my father i smoked weed together for years when i started smoking and told him..it was a good thing to me as i got to know him as a person himself as well as a friend and not always parently, but still a positive and very strong, knowledgable influence imo..Where a my partners family were very prim proper and stuck up their own asses pretty much, amazingly mine escaped their bullshit head fucking. but he didnt do the drug society system that i started in at a fairly young age..so its nearly like being from two seperate planets at times lol..i swear. which, yeah, certainly keeps things......interestinng at least lol..
I will warn anyone that may have any random interest in going through my beginner blogs and any that i will do in the future..may be somewhat ranty/rambly and even times wholey unconnected so i am apologizing for this now in case but i will do my best to catch the issues before posting!
Would love to hear from others on their daily drug life elements, do you plan days around them or do you take them during normal work situations or whatever you may do work wise
curiosity indeed kill the cat
This all worked out better than planned..as totally sad as it is to do, my first thought in the morning before getting out of bed is to mentally take drug inventory, and what i have in the house to use as 'breakfast'..this morning inventory was fairly sad and disheartening lol, i had some pill and some smoke left, but its the feeling i always get when its time to dry out and sober up for a bit. I know that a lot of people, especially those older than myself keep telling me to 'choke out' from smoking for awhile, and that when i do light up a spliff again it will knock me on my ass lol.. and i do believe them and know how that all works..but its the choking out bit i just cant seem to get through lol. and no i dont need professional assistance lol (unless that med assistance comes with a free and signed perscription pad
)Anyhow, what at first impression was going to be a day of mainly being sobery i managed alright lol
My partner loves to take speed base, but doesnt smoke weed due to severely algergic reactions from it, and takes some perscription pills for fun, but hasnt ever been in the world i grew up in.. my father i smoked weed together for years when i started smoking and told him..it was a good thing to me as i got to know him as a person himself as well as a friend and not always parently, but still a positive and very strong, knowledgable influence imo..Where a my partners family were very prim proper and stuck up their own asses pretty much, amazingly mine escaped their bullshit head fucking. but he didnt do the drug society system that i started in at a fairly young age..so its nearly like being from two seperate planets at times lol..i swear. which, yeah, certainly keeps things......interestinng at least lol..
I will warn anyone that may have any random interest in going through my beginner blogs and any that i will do in the future..may be somewhat ranty/rambly and even times wholey unconnected so i am apologizing for this now in case but i will do my best to catch the issues before posting!
Would love to hear from others on their daily drug life elements, do you plan days around them or do you take them during normal work situations or whatever you may do work wise
curiosity indeed kill the cat