Allright all, think I may have found a safe(r) community here

[Dashing Wino]

My drug problems really started when I got into heroin and opiates around 15 years old, but after really long 4 years, I didn't need to take it anymore. I don't know what happened, I got shipped off to rehab, had a flew slips when I got out and then the problem just went away. But after nearly 2 years of life being gravy, I started drinking . Ridiculous amounts, around 2 liters of vodka a day. I felt like I was going psychotic, I was suicidal, I thought my girlfriend (now ex) was an impostor. The only time I'm not drinking is when I'm necking benzos and shooting up speed, getting spooked by shadow people. I did the rooms, NA and AA, and part of my likes them but part of things their smug, patronizing anti-intellectuals. I've started a course in Cardiff University but it's gonna be pretty pointless if I don't develop any control. Anway, sorry to be a downer. I hope I got the etiquette right, my brain is fucking spun from lack of sleep.

 

[gr33n3y3z]

Welcome. We have plenty of forums on here that you might want to look at.

The Dark Side
Recovery Support
Mental Health

It's a supportive community here so take a look around, best wishes to you.

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

Welcome to BL. You're in good company, my friend.

Hang in there.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Hiya Dashing Wino,

Please do not be sorry for venting or telling your story. We are here for you.
There's plenty of support here. Feel free to explore all the different sections of the forum, ok. You're welcome to PM me anytime - although I do not have any experience of H, only codeine n suboxone.
Take care,
Evey x

PS: good thinking Gr33n, wino please come to our recovery rooms - so that we can help n support you.
Evey xxxxx