runmercirun
Bluelighter
So I've smoked weed about 8 times in my life. And this is how it always goes:
Everyone I know smokes. And every time we're chillen, I get offered a blunt, but I always have to turn it down. I get these weird faces and people think I'm crazy for not smoking.
The first time I smoked this happened and it took me a year to touch weed again. Someone had told me I had to raise my tolerance. Did it 7 more times in the course of 2 months, and still the same shit. I've rolled plenty of times without trouble, tripped a handful of times without trouble, and did a few odds and ends here and there. Handled them all fine. why can't I handle weed? Am I allergic? Is it just not right for me?
Thanks!
- Inhale/exhale, (usually only takes one hit)
- Wow I feel so relaxed now.
- Everything that's moving has a strobe-like effect, sweeeet.
- I can hear the people's conversation outside perfectly.
- My hearts beating fast..why is it beating so fast?
- Oh god its beating loud too. Its the only thing I can hear.
- Just act normal, don't freak out, you're fine.
- Oh goddd, why did I smoke pot god damnit.
- Don't make eye contact with anyone, just stare at that random poster over there.
- My hearts not slowing down, wtf.
- ____________ is talking but I can't understand him because my hearts too loud.
- I can't stop touching my face, fidgeting.
- It's too hot in here.
- It's too small in here.
- I need more space.
- My throat is tightening.
- I'm scared.
- I want this to stop.
- I shout "UM GUYS I DON'T FEEL SO GOOD"..well because my hearts beating so loud, its the only way they'll hear me
- run to the bathroom and proceed to throw up whatevers in my stomach
- dry heave for another hour
- pass out on the bathroom floor
Everyone I know smokes. And every time we're chillen, I get offered a blunt, but I always have to turn it down. I get these weird faces and people think I'm crazy for not smoking.
The first time I smoked this happened and it took me a year to touch weed again. Someone had told me I had to raise my tolerance. Did it 7 more times in the course of 2 months, and still the same shit. I've rolled plenty of times without trouble, tripped a handful of times without trouble, and did a few odds and ends here and there. Handled them all fine. why can't I handle weed? Am I allergic? Is it just not right for me?
Thanks!