all i want

[beanpoophead]

I tried
to be the girl i used to be
in these times
that don’t make any sense
littered with broken dreams
cos i stopped dreaming
along time ago

and all i want is my life
and all you want
is for me to give it all away
cos those days have all faded

jesus came to set me free
fighting a holy war
inside of me
except it’s a losing battle
and im not the captive
needing to be set free
and nothing can make you see

and all i want is my life
and all you want
is for me to give it all away
cos thoe days have faded

hopelessness bleeds
and if i fall down
you wont be the one
that needs to deal
because your not me
and you don’t know how it feels
completely uninspired

and all i want is my life
and all you want
is for me to give it all away
cos those have all faded

ya all i want is my life
the love you never gave
like I’ve said a million times before
my broken heart beats
but it wont be put back together
no, you cant do it
you can’t even let me be me

 

[up all night]

I feel you on this one...