beanpoophead
Bluelighter
And im not surprised
i think your hurting me
everything purposely
even though its all
just in my head
don’t know you
its just cos im afraid
of falling to damn deep
into this world
that you’ve created me
the one i cant destroy
every time you look at me
its like my world
has come to a sweet end
and i know
that i shouldn’t
feel this way
because I’ll just end up
giving it all away
to you when you know
that im not sure how
in this life
they said it wasn’t ok
for me to ever feel
this way
about someone like you
but i do
and i cant help but be
so crazy for you
even though in the end
im just gonna be dead
without a clue
about what happened to you
when you hold me
kiss me here and there
and everywhere
i hold my breath
so that it will never end
but what if
what if it does
and im still afraid
of loving you
like the way that
i do
go away
so far away
so i can push all this stuff
into the place
that i created for the memories
i know will be destroyed
and you
will still be here
waiting for someone new
to fill the void
I’ll leave behind
i wish i never met you
so that this wouldn’t be
what it has become
cos i didn’t think
I’d even be in love
if that what this is
love or lust
doesn’t really
matter much
cos its all about
what you do to me
i think your hurting me
everything purposely
even though its all
just in my head
don’t know you
its just cos im afraid
of falling to damn deep
into this world
that you’ve created me
the one i cant destroy
every time you look at me
its like my world
has come to a sweet end
and i know
that i shouldn’t
feel this way
because I’ll just end up
giving it all away
to you when you know
that im not sure how
in this life
they said it wasn’t ok
for me to ever feel
this way
about someone like you
but i do
and i cant help but be
so crazy for you
even though in the end
im just gonna be dead
without a clue
about what happened to you
when you hold me
kiss me here and there
and everywhere
i hold my breath
so that it will never end
but what if
what if it does
and im still afraid
of loving you
like the way that
i do
go away
so far away
so i can push all this stuff
into the place
that i created for the memories
i know will be destroyed
and you
will still be here
waiting for someone new
to fill the void
I’ll leave behind
i wish i never met you
so that this wouldn’t be
what it has become
cos i didn’t think
I’d even be in love
if that what this is
love or lust
doesn’t really
matter much
cos its all about
what you do to me
