nath6023
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 1, 2010
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- 168
It's sad but great to see people at least admiting they have a problem. Thats half the battle. I'm not an alcoholic and drink just makes me feel shit. I love my weed and opiates. But whats disturbing to me is swapping alcohol for benzo's. I mean permenantly. From my adiction to xanax i had full blown seizures and a bad one when i was driving. Lucky i was reversing in a manual and pushed the cluth and gas pedal in. My dads a bad alcoholic. He's been with out drink for weeks, but like heroin, if he see's it he wants to drink, and then does so in extreme excess. Eg: 700ml op rum at the age of 56. He's also bi-polar and it makes the mania 10 times worse. It's sucks because every where you go there's specials and adds for alcohol. If heroin was on tv and at woolies, i'd still be using it, fuck who wouldn't. Plus it's legal to make a cunt of yourself on alcohol, so there isn't much help. I don't see alcohol as a drug but as a poison. We don't have alcohol receptors and i think it acts on the body rather then interact. But with support and love anything is possible. But don't go to benzo's as a substitue. Use them to help sleep for the 1st 3 days. Peace.