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Lysergamides Alcoholics Anonymous was built on LSD

red22

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Alcoholics Anonymous was built on LSD.

Its founder, Bill Wilson, said:

โ€œ๐™‹๐™จ๐™ฎ๐™˜๐™๐™š๐™™๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™˜๐™จ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ช๐™ก๐™™ ๐™๐™š๐™ก๐™ฅ ๐™–๐™ก๐™˜๐™ค๐™๐™ค๐™ก๐™ž๐™˜๐™จ ๐™ฌ๐™๐™ค ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ง๐™ช๐™œ๐™œ๐™ก๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™‚๐™ค๐™™, ๐™›๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™– ๐™๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™š๐™ง ๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™š๐™ง.โ€

Yet for 65 years, AA denied it.
Hereโ€™s the story they tried to bury ๐Ÿงต




December 1934.

Bill Wilson lay dying in Towns Hospital, ravaged by alcoholism.

His doctor, Dr. Silkworth, uses a radical treatment to try to cure him.

High doses of the hallucinogen known as:




'Belladonna Cure' or Deadly Nightshade.

The experience changes Wilson.

He sees a blinding white light, and his ego disintegrates.

But something else happens that he didn't expect:




๐—›๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ธ ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป.

Instead, he starts Alcoholics Anonymous.

By 1941, he has 2000 members.
Today, he has close to 3 million.

But his fascination with psychedelics was just beginning...




In 1956, at the age of 61, he goes deeper.

He steps into a LA Veterans Hospital, not as a patient, but as a researcher.

He takes 250 micrograms of LSD under controlled conditions.

His reaction?




๐—ช๐—ถ๐—น๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ฏ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฑ.

He saw LSD as the key to Step 12, the spiritual awakening that transforms alcoholics.

Wilson pioneered what we now call "psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy."

He even spoke to famous researchers:




Aldous Huxley, Timothy Leary, Carl Jung.

And Jung told Wilson: "๐™˜๐™ง๐™–๐™ซ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™–๐™ก๐™˜๐™ค๐™๐™ค๐™ก ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™š๐™ฆ๐™ช๐™ž๐™ซ๐™–๐™ก๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™ง๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™–๐™ก ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ง๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™ฌ๐™๐™ค๐™ก๐™š๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ๐™จ..."

Wilson understood immediately.

The solution to alcoholism wasn't abstinence...




๐—œ๐˜ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฎ๐—น ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฏ๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐˜๐˜‚๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป.

Just as his belladonna vision had shown him.

So Wilson decides to write a letter to AA:




He passionately explains:

"One session could accomplish what takes years of step work."

"This is the future of recovery."

The AA's board response?




๐—–๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ท๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป.

Too risky. Too controversial. Too "confusing" for the abstinence message.

The founder's core belief about enhanced recovery... banned by his own organization.




But Wilson never gave up privately.

He remained in active correspondence with psychedelic researchers and continued personal sessions until his death.

He died in 1971, believing his organization missed the revolution. And the sad truth?




๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ๐˜† ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ.

Today, AA struggles with ~15% long-term success rates

Compare that to Wilson's method:

83% reduction in heavy drinking
80% significantly cut alcohol use.
59% success vs 38% traditional treatment

The numbers don't lie - Wilson was right.




Wilson saw the future of addiction treatment.

His organization chose:
Fear over innovation.
Dogma over evidence.
Ideology over lived experience.

One of the greatest 'what ifs' in medical history.




As psychedelic research advances, let's hope we don't make the same mistakes.

The question isn't whether psychedelics work for addiction.

It's why we've ignored the evidence for 90 years.




I genuinely believe psychedelics hold a lot of promise for addiction treatment and MUCH more.

It's time to:
- Recognize
- Destigmatize
- Decriminalize

Retweet if you agree!


@0xQuasark. twitter. 2025-09-10.
 
A great quote from the author of this.

When future historians write about us, โ€œpsychedelic prohibitionโ€ is going to read like โ€œbook burning.โ€

twitter, 2025-09-11
 
I want to say that Bill's spiritual experience is not usually attributed to belladonna, at least I've never heard that or read it before. I think he regarded it as spontaneous.

If it was from the belladonna treatment, this fact is even more hushed in the rooms of AA than his opinions on LSD. His LSD usage isn't a secret in AA, but I never talked to one person who actively attended AA that ever admitted they felt his ideas about LSD had any merit.

I did, however, hear about a group of AA friends that got broken up because one of them admitted they'd been doing psychedelics.

Your average 12 step attender, ime, does not believe that one can use psychedelics (or any "recreational" drug) without relapsing. The 12 step culture will have a really hard time accepting psychedelics and fitting them into the program, in my opinion.
 
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