:D thats comfortinggggggggggg!!i will change it and if i drink and feel bad again ill completely stop it i just have to experiment with my body and of course go to a pshsycian and a pshycologist and i think ill be fine i just need to be less paranoid/depressive and angry and my life will have a 360 turn also any natural remedies for sleep? 5htp aint doing it i feel tired ALLthe time but like dont sleep and i wake up tired again