EV-inc
Bluelighter
Okay so this happened earlier today, first let me start with saying, that i drink a little too much, and i am starting to see a problem within myself, but ill save more of that for the dark side..
Liqour consumed - About 9-10 shots of Rum
Weed smoked - Two very potent L's
Hash smoked - about a dime size mixed in with tobacco
I started my day out rough, i had been in court the day before and had been up partying all night before that(which was wed-thurs). With no school today I was stuck at home with my mom, who had also convienently taken a day off, whatever. We fought and fought and fought over some previous friction between us and then she went out, and i drank the liqour she took from me a few days before, probably not the best state of mind or time to do it(it was around 4:30pm). This is where i come to see the problem obviously, i feel as if im getting back into my self-medicating ways.
Anyways, I sat on the computer and talked to a few people over msn while i did this. Taking a shot, waiting a few minutes, take two more etc etc. I was at the time having a very deep conversation with someone about my past and present drug use, and it was bringing up a lot of emotions. The liqour didnt help. Not too long after i finished drinking I got a phone call from a friend of mine who just got off a long shift and asked me if i wanted to toke up? Of course! I was never one to turn down a blaze up. So i head to the park -- or more so stumble -- about a block away from my house. We proceeded to smoke two fat L's(and let me tell you...this kid has some of the BEST bud i have ever smoked) so i was completely stoned on top of my drunkess. We joked for a while and then he asked me if i was down to smoke some hash aswell.![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
, well obviously wasnt going to turn that down either so we smoked that too. Eventually it began to rain so i headed back to my house, smoking a cigarette. I knew i was pretty out of it, but i convinced myself that i could hold my own. I went to take another drag of my smoke and to my suprise, i had dropped it 
I stood for a moment not really gathering what had happened then burst into laughter and kept walking. I probably looked like a natural born stoner to anyone that could've seen.
Like i mentioned before, my house was very close distance, but i felt like i was swimming in the rain, although it wasnt even very heavy. When i finally got to my house it all hit me as soon as I stepped in the door. Literally, i felt a wave of highness so harsh it was immediately uncomfortable. I mumbled something to my mom and flopped down on the computer trying to hold myself back from looking like a drooling idiot in front of her. I was STONED! Forget being drunk i didnt even remember that anymore, i tried for a minute to talk to some people over MSN but i couldnt lift my arms to type. Not a second after i make this decision my mom comes storming downstairs yelling about how i was supposed to do the dishes. Dishes?! How was I supposed to manage that when i could barely see a foot in front of me or hold my body up. I groaned and somehow found myself up in my bed talking to a friend about just how ripped i was. My dear mother decided she had to make a phone call at the same time i uttered those words, and low and behold another verbal beating for that. I should mention that i have been having a really rough time with my mom for a while, we had a really big fight on wed. and she ended up slapping me around for quite a while till the point that i fought back. So I was really just trying to avoid any conflict. I forced myself up and tried to do the dishes, i could only do it for about 2 mins. I didnt know what anything was? fork?...whaatt...mom where does this go? I found myself once again standing in a daze, eyes basically closed swaying back and forth, i even began to shake a bit. Suddenly, i felt very naueas and i stumbled to the bathroom slamming the door and locking it. Its kind of blurry in my memory but i remember sitting down on the toilet with my head in my hands muttering incoherently. Ive never ever had a reaction like this before. Next thing i knew i woke up on the bathroom floor, right beside the toilet lying down. I could barely open my eyes, and no way could i lift my head or move my body. The intense high and nausea wouldn't allow it. I lay there for a good 40 mins before my head cleared up a bit. My mom realized i had been in there and yet again came to harrass me. I eventually got myself up and got something to eat and tried to figure out what had happened.
I'm feeling practically fine now, a few hours later, and Im suprised to think i could even get that high, off such a small amount?! Im used to smoking a lot more everyday and yet today it just bowled me over. I guess it was the hash that did it, because I don't get as much of that. Thats it though, enjoy.
Liqour consumed - About 9-10 shots of Rum
Weed smoked - Two very potent L's
Hash smoked - about a dime size mixed in with tobacco
I started my day out rough, i had been in court the day before and had been up partying all night before that(which was wed-thurs). With no school today I was stuck at home with my mom, who had also convienently taken a day off, whatever. We fought and fought and fought over some previous friction between us and then she went out, and i drank the liqour she took from me a few days before, probably not the best state of mind or time to do it(it was around 4:30pm). This is where i come to see the problem obviously, i feel as if im getting back into my self-medicating ways.
Anyways, I sat on the computer and talked to a few people over msn while i did this. Taking a shot, waiting a few minutes, take two more etc etc. I was at the time having a very deep conversation with someone about my past and present drug use, and it was bringing up a lot of emotions. The liqour didnt help. Not too long after i finished drinking I got a phone call from a friend of mine who just got off a long shift and asked me if i wanted to toke up? Of course! I was never one to turn down a blaze up. So i head to the park -- or more so stumble -- about a block away from my house. We proceeded to smoke two fat L's(and let me tell you...this kid has some of the BEST bud i have ever smoked) so i was completely stoned on top of my drunkess. We joked for a while and then he asked me if i was down to smoke some hash aswell.
, well obviously wasnt going to turn that down either so we smoked that too. Eventually it began to rain so i headed back to my house, smoking a cigarette. I knew i was pretty out of it, but i convinced myself that i could hold my own. I went to take another drag of my smoke and to my suprise, i had dropped it I stood for a moment not really gathering what had happened then burst into laughter and kept walking. I probably looked like a natural born stoner to anyone that could've seen. Like i mentioned before, my house was very close distance, but i felt like i was swimming in the rain, although it wasnt even very heavy. When i finally got to my house it all hit me as soon as I stepped in the door. Literally, i felt a wave of highness so harsh it was immediately uncomfortable. I mumbled something to my mom and flopped down on the computer trying to hold myself back from looking like a drooling idiot in front of her. I was STONED! Forget being drunk i didnt even remember that anymore, i tried for a minute to talk to some people over MSN but i couldnt lift my arms to type. Not a second after i make this decision my mom comes storming downstairs yelling about how i was supposed to do the dishes. Dishes?! How was I supposed to manage that when i could barely see a foot in front of me or hold my body up. I groaned and somehow found myself up in my bed talking to a friend about just how ripped i was. My dear mother decided she had to make a phone call at the same time i uttered those words, and low and behold another verbal beating for that. I should mention that i have been having a really rough time with my mom for a while, we had a really big fight on wed. and she ended up slapping me around for quite a while till the point that i fought back. So I was really just trying to avoid any conflict. I forced myself up and tried to do the dishes, i could only do it for about 2 mins. I didnt know what anything was? fork?...whaatt...mom where does this go? I found myself once again standing in a daze, eyes basically closed swaying back and forth, i even began to shake a bit. Suddenly, i felt very naueas and i stumbled to the bathroom slamming the door and locking it. Its kind of blurry in my memory but i remember sitting down on the toilet with my head in my hands muttering incoherently. Ive never ever had a reaction like this before. Next thing i knew i woke up on the bathroom floor, right beside the toilet lying down. I could barely open my eyes, and no way could i lift my head or move my body. The intense high and nausea wouldn't allow it. I lay there for a good 40 mins before my head cleared up a bit. My mom realized i had been in there and yet again came to harrass me. I eventually got myself up and got something to eat and tried to figure out what had happened.
I'm feeling practically fine now, a few hours later, and Im suprised to think i could even get that high, off such a small amount?! Im used to smoking a lot more everyday and yet today it just bowled me over. I guess it was the hash that did it, because I don't get as much of that. Thats it though, enjoy.
