Cyanoide
Bluelighter
Some background information. I've been in alcohol detox after drinking straight for about 2 months over a year ago, and went through benzo detox after that. I had been addicted to various benzos for approx 15 years.
Back then I didn't experience any WD when I stopped drinking (altough my daily dose of diazepam was temporarily raised). I did, however, experience horrible WD
s from diazepam.
I still occassionally use benzos without bigger problems, but alcohol is something different.
Every time I drink enough to be more or less drunk (1-2 glass of wine is still OK) I get horrible symptoms the following day which are unlike any hangovers I've ever had. I get tremors, panic attacks, severe anxiety, confusion and heart palpitations a few hours after the alcohol wears off. The only thing that helps for these symptoms are benzos and pregabalin (Lyrica). I feel intense fear during these symptoms, thoughts of going crazy and losing my mind.
Many of the classic hangover symptoms like nausea, headache, dry mouth etc are not present. In fact, my symptoms remind very much of WD from diazepam.
For this reason I can no longer drink more than a few drinks, because my body reacts to alcohol intoxication with WD-like symptoms every time the day after drinking.
What could be the cause of this? It occurred in the last year, and strangily enough I do not get the same kind of symptoms after using benzos (even high-dose and for many days in a row). Is it some kind of extreme downregulation of GABA receptors? Why is alcohol, but not benzos giving this effect? I also can't but believe it is connected to my 2 month straight drinking in 2012 and my long benzo addiction in the past.
Back then I didn't experience any WD when I stopped drinking (altough my daily dose of diazepam was temporarily raised). I did, however, experience horrible WD
s from diazepam.
I still occassionally use benzos without bigger problems, but alcohol is something different.
Every time I drink enough to be more or less drunk (1-2 glass of wine is still OK) I get horrible symptoms the following day which are unlike any hangovers I've ever had. I get tremors, panic attacks, severe anxiety, confusion and heart palpitations a few hours after the alcohol wears off. The only thing that helps for these symptoms are benzos and pregabalin (Lyrica). I feel intense fear during these symptoms, thoughts of going crazy and losing my mind.
Many of the classic hangover symptoms like nausea, headache, dry mouth etc are not present. In fact, my symptoms remind very much of WD from diazepam.
For this reason I can no longer drink more than a few drinks, because my body reacts to alcohol intoxication with WD-like symptoms every time the day after drinking.
What could be the cause of this? It occurred in the last year, and strangily enough I do not get the same kind of symptoms after using benzos (even high-dose and for many days in a row). Is it some kind of extreme downregulation of GABA receptors? Why is alcohol, but not benzos giving this effect? I also can't but believe it is connected to my 2 month straight drinking in 2012 and my long benzo addiction in the past.
