alarminglynefarious
Ex-Bluelighter
4th of June 2020 - 01:53
i'm still ripping through these lines whether alone or alone lol.
today was the day i turned down that offer to go to california - ego remember this one, morals also remember this as a victory
my chemical love affair is definitely turning love hate in these times of isolation. there are things i need to keep doing to stay succesful because if there ever was a time i couldn't fail, its now.
nasal cavities are raw - may start bleeding tomorrow or even later tonight. intention to abstain non-existent. apprehension of compound side effects and the comedown is still negligible.
a couple of nights ago there was that stupid conversation with her, where we were both blasted and deluding each other and ourselves.
i have to keep going, hell or high water. i'll crash all weekend i guess - i don't know im beginning to lose my centre im not planning shit to be honest.
i'm fine though. i'll be fine. whens the last time i wasnt right
i'm still ripping through these lines whether alone or alone lol.
today was the day i turned down that offer to go to california - ego remember this one, morals also remember this as a victory
my chemical love affair is definitely turning love hate in these times of isolation. there are things i need to keep doing to stay succesful because if there ever was a time i couldn't fail, its now.
nasal cavities are raw - may start bleeding tomorrow or even later tonight. intention to abstain non-existent. apprehension of compound side effects and the comedown is still negligible.
a couple of nights ago there was that stupid conversation with her, where we were both blasted and deluding each other and ourselves.
i have to keep going, hell or high water. i'll crash all weekend i guess - i don't know im beginning to lose my centre im not planning shit to be honest.
i'm fine though. i'll be fine. whens the last time i wasnt right
