Poobanator
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Hey Guys & Gals,
Last Friday was my first taste of Al-lad... And I have to say it was one of the strangest nights I have had in a while. There were three of us tripping together.
Buddy-M, His Wife S, and Me...
M & S, to me are pretty crazy... They have tripped on about 500iu's of LSD almost every weekend for the past 8 weeks. I've been there with them every time, but I prefer to change up my modus operandi from week to week. One week I'll have shrooms, next shrooms and MDMA, next just drink and smoke weed, and occasionally I'll do some Acid 750iu's. For me LSD needs a lot of time to contemplate and recover from. (granted the second last time I had done it, I took 1500iu and it lasted almost 24 hours).
So basically around 8:30 we do the following.
M takes 400 Al-lad
S Takes 500 LSD
ME Takes 400 Al-Lad
Done with that, we all move to living room to get comfortable... We decide to roll up joint of some bubba kush, and proceed to smoke it. We got half way through it, and we were all baked as fuck. Moving the story along... 2 hours later S is just as ripped from the LSD as always. M is in and out almost like MDMA waves a bit, and he's telling me his entire body feels numb, and I notice he's clenching his jaws. When I press M, as to what he's seeing... M isn't really able to explain anything to me, and I can't really tell if he's seeing much of anything or not. But he's definitely acting weird.
Me on the other hand. I can't tell if I'm just stoned from the weed from 2 hours ago, or if I'm feeling something else. I don' really have much of a body load or tingling / numb sensations like M. So another 45-60 minutes passes, and finally I decide... "FUCK IT", and I scarf down to 400 more Al-Lad, and M does as well.
Probably a mistake.. As in just a few moments I'm having itches and tickles moving around my body... And an anxious feeling in my chest tells me, oh oh, your going to be fucked up.
So as the next couple oh hours go by, S is still completely peaking on LSD... And me and mike are starting to go through the waves.... Up and down etc... But M is definitely right royally fucked. Every time he would go up, his eye's would close and when he would come out of it, he would comment... "WOW"... "WOW". But again couldn't really tell us what he was seeing. At this point, probably around the 4 hour mark from the start. Music kicks into over drive, and every song and lyric kicks me right in the chest, it's obviously doing the same to the rest of us.
This is when it all got weird. for approximately 3 hours during our combined peak. We were basically in the exact same head space. It seems that all of us knew exactly what the others were feeling. Any time S would move or get up, I find my mind going to erotic thoughts of her, and her to me and about M and how he's not so keen on it, and as soon as I/we had those thoughts and come back down. M would go what the hell me, come on she's my girl. S would be what fuck is going on. Over and over again we go up and down these waves. But it got way weirder as me and mike were still getting higher.
My closed eye visuals were just starting at this point. But the emotion and eroticism was running extreme... I had twitches and shivers down my spine. And continual issues with an erection. Shit got crazy... M and Me were now going with every wave that washed over us. S was timed perfectly to our waves as well. Right around then, we are closed eye's again and taken by the wave... I don't know what exactly was happening but all I know is I was feeling emotional pain, and something literally scared me like a electric cold knive down my spine. I instantly opened my eye's and said "what the fuck was that, S are you alright". Mike at the very same time, was saying "you guys were there right?", "That just happened.. I know it did". M reaches over and also start to comfort S, and let her know the he didn't know she hurt that much.
Looking over at S, she reminded me of the time that my good Chum did DMT for the first time and experienced a really bad trip. She was sitting forward, eye's open. Looks of upsolute depression on her face. I thought she might kill herself right there and then. No matter what me or M, did... She would not move or even look at us for at least 5 minutes or so.
While S would recover and we would be all good.... With each wave that swept over us, again we would be subject to extreme raw emotion and what seemed like a concerted effort by S to get M and myself out of her head. (which the next day she knew damn well we were there, and she was trying to get us out with all her might). Everytime coming out being completely shocked by it, and super concerned about S. There was a very real narrative, and defensive reaction that kept kicking us in the teeth mentally.
Where as I was experiencing these waves with more pure emotion and energy in the mind eye akin to an emotional dialoge... M was super fucked up. The moment where the emotional trauma and feelins poured into all of us, from M's perspective, his CEV's were showing the three of us standing up and reaching up to a crystal ball in the sky. And at the moment we touched the ball it light up like the brightest thing in universe and right at that moment is the moment he and I and S were flooded with the shared emotional dialogue.
All I know is at the same time, is M would come out with the shit like "you guys were there right?", "That just happened?". I simply said to him, dude "I think we just had a 3 way on the astral plain." And it was all good, except of course S was getting torn apart re-living the pain from past abuses. But in the end I think being able to share that pain so completely with the people you love, was a very special and important thing.
Things got better pretty quickly after 3 or 4 crazy dips into the astral plain... We were able to talk about it more, for the next few hours till 5 or 6am, we all had a good time.
So yeah... I've had plenty of LSD experience when in the throws you feel sort of a shared mental narrative, but generally speaking your just listening to a friend or 2 talk, and by choice of words used in contrast to what was going on, it can often paint a pretty detailed picture of what the person was thinking, often way more then the talker had intended to say. But this experience was so much more then that... We would literally go down, not saying a word to one another, initially S was fine. It wasn't until we were in the throws of closed eye CEV's that the emotionally electric and obviously devastating thoughts erupted from S, which we felt in very specific moments. All 3 of us knew exactly what was happening and we felt the emotional kicks and punch in varying degrees in perfect syncronicity. Some of which we could stay under and cope with, and others that kicked us right the fuck out.
So just curious if anyone else has experience deep emotional group experiences similar to this on Al-lad before?
Tomorrow night I'm going to try 500 LSD combined with 400 AL-lad. (should be interesting.)
Last Friday was my first taste of Al-lad... And I have to say it was one of the strangest nights I have had in a while. There were three of us tripping together.
Buddy-M, His Wife S, and Me...
M & S, to me are pretty crazy... They have tripped on about 500iu's of LSD almost every weekend for the past 8 weeks. I've been there with them every time, but I prefer to change up my modus operandi from week to week. One week I'll have shrooms, next shrooms and MDMA, next just drink and smoke weed, and occasionally I'll do some Acid 750iu's. For me LSD needs a lot of time to contemplate and recover from. (granted the second last time I had done it, I took 1500iu and it lasted almost 24 hours).
So basically around 8:30 we do the following.
M takes 400 Al-lad
S Takes 500 LSD
ME Takes 400 Al-Lad
Done with that, we all move to living room to get comfortable... We decide to roll up joint of some bubba kush, and proceed to smoke it. We got half way through it, and we were all baked as fuck. Moving the story along... 2 hours later S is just as ripped from the LSD as always. M is in and out almost like MDMA waves a bit, and he's telling me his entire body feels numb, and I notice he's clenching his jaws. When I press M, as to what he's seeing... M isn't really able to explain anything to me, and I can't really tell if he's seeing much of anything or not. But he's definitely acting weird.
Me on the other hand. I can't tell if I'm just stoned from the weed from 2 hours ago, or if I'm feeling something else. I don' really have much of a body load or tingling / numb sensations like M. So another 45-60 minutes passes, and finally I decide... "FUCK IT", and I scarf down to 400 more Al-Lad, and M does as well.
Probably a mistake.. As in just a few moments I'm having itches and tickles moving around my body... And an anxious feeling in my chest tells me, oh oh, your going to be fucked up.
So as the next couple oh hours go by, S is still completely peaking on LSD... And me and mike are starting to go through the waves.... Up and down etc... But M is definitely right royally fucked. Every time he would go up, his eye's would close and when he would come out of it, he would comment... "WOW"... "WOW". But again couldn't really tell us what he was seeing. At this point, probably around the 4 hour mark from the start. Music kicks into over drive, and every song and lyric kicks me right in the chest, it's obviously doing the same to the rest of us.
This is when it all got weird. for approximately 3 hours during our combined peak. We were basically in the exact same head space. It seems that all of us knew exactly what the others were feeling. Any time S would move or get up, I find my mind going to erotic thoughts of her, and her to me and about M and how he's not so keen on it, and as soon as I/we had those thoughts and come back down. M would go what the hell me, come on she's my girl. S would be what fuck is going on. Over and over again we go up and down these waves. But it got way weirder as me and mike were still getting higher.
My closed eye visuals were just starting at this point. But the emotion and eroticism was running extreme... I had twitches and shivers down my spine. And continual issues with an erection. Shit got crazy... M and Me were now going with every wave that washed over us. S was timed perfectly to our waves as well. Right around then, we are closed eye's again and taken by the wave... I don't know what exactly was happening but all I know is I was feeling emotional pain, and something literally scared me like a electric cold knive down my spine. I instantly opened my eye's and said "what the fuck was that, S are you alright". Mike at the very same time, was saying "you guys were there right?", "That just happened.. I know it did". M reaches over and also start to comfort S, and let her know the he didn't know she hurt that much.
Looking over at S, she reminded me of the time that my good Chum did DMT for the first time and experienced a really bad trip. She was sitting forward, eye's open. Looks of upsolute depression on her face. I thought she might kill herself right there and then. No matter what me or M, did... She would not move or even look at us for at least 5 minutes or so.
While S would recover and we would be all good.... With each wave that swept over us, again we would be subject to extreme raw emotion and what seemed like a concerted effort by S to get M and myself out of her head. (which the next day she knew damn well we were there, and she was trying to get us out with all her might). Everytime coming out being completely shocked by it, and super concerned about S. There was a very real narrative, and defensive reaction that kept kicking us in the teeth mentally.
Where as I was experiencing these waves with more pure emotion and energy in the mind eye akin to an emotional dialoge... M was super fucked up. The moment where the emotional trauma and feelins poured into all of us, from M's perspective, his CEV's were showing the three of us standing up and reaching up to a crystal ball in the sky. And at the moment we touched the ball it light up like the brightest thing in universe and right at that moment is the moment he and I and S were flooded with the shared emotional dialogue.
All I know is at the same time, is M would come out with the shit like "you guys were there right?", "That just happened?". I simply said to him, dude "I think we just had a 3 way on the astral plain." And it was all good, except of course S was getting torn apart re-living the pain from past abuses. But in the end I think being able to share that pain so completely with the people you love, was a very special and important thing.
Things got better pretty quickly after 3 or 4 crazy dips into the astral plain... We were able to talk about it more, for the next few hours till 5 or 6am, we all had a good time.
So yeah... I've had plenty of LSD experience when in the throws you feel sort of a shared mental narrative, but generally speaking your just listening to a friend or 2 talk, and by choice of words used in contrast to what was going on, it can often paint a pretty detailed picture of what the person was thinking, often way more then the talker had intended to say. But this experience was so much more then that... We would literally go down, not saying a word to one another, initially S was fine. It wasn't until we were in the throws of closed eye CEV's that the emotionally electric and obviously devastating thoughts erupted from S, which we felt in very specific moments. All 3 of us knew exactly what was happening and we felt the emotional kicks and punch in varying degrees in perfect syncronicity. Some of which we could stay under and cope with, and others that kicked us right the fuck out.
So just curious if anyone else has experience deep emotional group experiences similar to this on Al-lad before?
Tomorrow night I'm going to try 500 LSD combined with 400 AL-lad. (should be interesting.)
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