air duster idiot

[Victorodine]

a couple of weeks ago i was inhaling air duster in my room.(i know its stupid dangerous for a crappy short high, but im very dependent on drugs i need to get high all the time. my parents were both dope addicts and its made me very prone to addiction.) and i passed out. when i woke up i was on the floor and i guess i got myself to the bed as i was comming to i noticed my tv was knocked over and the air duster was on the floor. after relizing what had happened for some reason i decided to do it again... the next time i woke up my legal gaurdians were helping me on the bed and asking me questions, the asked my how did i fall and i answered "i fell?" the found the duster and but 2 and 2... i scared them real bad that night... they felt they were guna lose me like they lost my dad. and now i see myself becoming my father and its scary but i dont know why i cant bring myself to stop getting high....its all i think about.

 

[cj]

First just from a harm reduction standpoint you need to stop huffing duster that shit can cause instant death. I know how you feel about getting high I started at 14 and I have been high or trying to get high everday since then im 21 now. Its a been a fucked up ride from weed to heroin and everything in between I will warn you man its not all fun and games I few of my good friendships are destroyed alot of great oppertunitys lie destroyed in my wake. In the end your gonna walk the path you choose just dont assume there wont be grave consequences for your decisions stay away from the highly addictive drugs as much as possibled but dont assume that any drug is not addicting cause they all are to some extent.

Ill prolly post more later let me think about some of the things I wish I would have known as a teen.