Ain't nothin but a G thang baby

[Fiction_]

Hello. Why not introduce myself right? Let's see. I turn 24 next month. I grew up being super into sports and all that and was really really good. In high school I started getting injured and having surgeries which kick-started my long pilgrimage into the depths. 8 surgeries and almost 8 years later my life has taken a very dangerous detour. I was on pain pills for a while after each surgery but it wasn't very long untill I found heroin. And completely overindulged in the comfortably numb feeling it gave me, every chance I could. I've been in n out of rehabs, jail, and have just been so torn with this whole paradox; Can't live with drugs can't live without em. It's a true struggle. But on a positive note I truly do know deep down, that I am supposed to do some big things and help people in a big way. I know I have a purpose and such a big heart I guess I just haven't been able to fully grasp onto that purpose yet. But I won't give up. You can bet on that. Anyways, I was comin up on 5 months and I just went on a 4 day binge on meth and h. Starting over. Once again. Wish me luck. Thanks

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

Sorry to hear about the relapse. Happens to the best of us though.. you just gotta pick yourself back up and keep on marching.

Welcome to Bluelight.

 

[Fiction_]

Appreciate the response, thanks