Aging Raver wearing the clothes of a family man.

[RetroViral76]

Hey all. I am in my late thirties in the Midwest. Been a speed/MDMA user for about 18 years, cocaine for 6 years before that. Started out snorting and freebasing coke, then moved to IV. Found meth by accident one day in the mid nineties (back when bikers and truckers were still the only speed freaks in the midwest) and never went back to coke (unless speedballing). Started doing MDMA and STP and various other fun party favors back in my late teens at raves up in Kansas city MO, still have a soft spot for X, or even a good five hits of blotter and a thick shot of speed.

Gave it all up in my thirties to start a family. Had a good career, got married. Wife squirted out three screaming shit factories and then left me. I raised my kids mostly by myself until I remarried a couple years ago.

Last year I was diagnosed with a terminal illness that is rapidly degenerative. I have... maybe... a year left. So, after much soul searching (and a little bit of dipping my toe in the water to make sure I can still party without flushing my life/family/responsibilities down the shitter), I decided that my final days will be spent how *I* want them spent. So I have been spending the weekends that my kids are visiting their mother high on speed. But today's speed is not the speed of yesteryear. Long gone are the days of the strong-rushing p2p dope that the bikers used to brew. Today's speed is little more than the effects of a four pack of Red Bull.

So now I turn my interest to Research Chems... Anybody with any experience and advice regarding IV stimulant RC's that DO provide that rush, please message me. I am searching for that rush again.

 

[Shedoctore]

Hey, Everyone,
I'm a complete newbie and sort of a drug virgin. Up until 8 years ago, I never did any kind of drug or medication, not even pot. But after a series of very bad accidents, my body - and I mean EVERY single inch of it - is in tremendous pain ALL the time. The meds I take are strong but I've built up a huge tolerance to them so they barely scratch the surface. I'm allergic to a lot of drugs, so I only have a few choices. What I'm looking for is advice on how to use the meds I have now in a different way to get more bang for my buck. This is where my drug virginity comes in ... I don't know the first thing about snorting or how to make a drug more effective via turning it into an injection, etc. If anyone can provide me with some tried and true methods, I'm all ears. And if this question belongs in a different forum, please move me or guide me there.

In in the meantime, Raver I read your post and I gotta say what a crappy situation you're in and without getting too sappy, my thoughts are with you and I hope you find what you're looking for, buddy. Wish I could help, but I don't know a thing about it, so let me just put it out there in the Universe that someone here can lead you to the trough you're looking for. Good luck.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

sorry to hear about your disease, best of luck