Again.. How many times am I gonna F*$k up?? Heroin withdrawl

[panic in paradise]

oxy

the funk is putting me in bed now- hah!

its been a while with pods, then that.

well you have much motivation, heavy stuff, uu are going to church and thats plenty "releasing" & light for yourself.
but then, so is having your son, and he allowed to truly have you - this sounds like it trumps all, in good faith.