indigoaura
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So, I wanted to reach out to all of you and see if you have any insights.
I tripped for the first time back in 2000 or maybe 2001. Since then, I have had many experiences with mushrooms, LSD, and 2CB. I never dealt with paranoia or negativity while tripping. I could be out in public with no issues, could trip alone with no issues etc.
For the first time, about 1.5 years ago, I took some acid and had extreme paranoia. My mind built a far-fetched scenario where my phone and computer had been hacked, and the authorities were coming for me and had left a threatening message on my phone. I believed all of it. I had never had an experience like that before.
Since then, it seems like every time I trip I get paranoid. I feel like people are breaking into my house, or my dog is about to die. It is no longer fun. There is no longer that laughing, silly, childlike vibe.
From a psychological standpoint, I can analyze myself and theorize that this is happening because a close family member has a terminal illness, and my feelings come out subconsciously. That doesn't quite ring true to me though.
Do any of you have any ideas about why this would suddenly occur for me? Any nutritional or vitamin deficiencies that you are aware of that may contribute to this? The paranoia impacts me on LSD and mushrooms, but the 2CB experience is still free from paranoia.
I tripped for the first time back in 2000 or maybe 2001. Since then, I have had many experiences with mushrooms, LSD, and 2CB. I never dealt with paranoia or negativity while tripping. I could be out in public with no issues, could trip alone with no issues etc.
For the first time, about 1.5 years ago, I took some acid and had extreme paranoia. My mind built a far-fetched scenario where my phone and computer had been hacked, and the authorities were coming for me and had left a threatening message on my phone. I believed all of it. I had never had an experience like that before.
Since then, it seems like every time I trip I get paranoid. I feel like people are breaking into my house, or my dog is about to die. It is no longer fun. There is no longer that laughing, silly, childlike vibe.
From a psychological standpoint, I can analyze myself and theorize that this is happening because a close family member has a terminal illness, and my feelings come out subconsciously. That doesn't quite ring true to me though.
Do any of you have any ideas about why this would suddenly occur for me? Any nutritional or vitamin deficiencies that you are aware of that may contribute to this? The paranoia impacts me on LSD and mushrooms, but the 2CB experience is still free from paranoia.