Foxdude
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Hey guys,
I'll tell the story from the beginning. Note, English isn't my native language as I'm from the Netherlands, so apologies for any spelling or grammar mistakes.
I'm now 20 years old, and I used Oxycontin for the first time roughly 1 year and 5 months ago, before I had ever gotten in touch with this drug, or any opiate at all, I had always considered opiates as horrible drugs and that they'd turn anyone into a drug fiend right after the first time using it, I pretty much hated that drug.
This was because I had seen documentaries about heroin and OxyContin (Vanguard, some shows on National Geographic Channel, Dr. Phil) and I was completely convinced that I'd never abuse them, and that everyone who did was an idiot and most likely an addict.
During that period, I had used a lot of other drugs; amphetamine, cocaine, MDMA, shrooms, weed/hash(which I smoked a lot, although it had never turned into anything even close to an addiction, and it still hasn't), 2c-b, DXM, Salvia Divinorum, GHB, Nitrous and probably some more which I forgot about. I've never had any issues or anything with these drugs, I've always used them recreationally and responsibly.
And one day me and a friend, we'll call him Pete, went to a friend of Pete, we'll call him Joe. He's a pretty crazy guy, he's about 40 years old and has 2 un-parented kids who just sit behind their computer all day. The house he lives in has an incredible nasty scent, as if no one ever cleaned it, which was probably true. He had an addiction to weed as well, he said his smoking turned into a dependency after his wife died of cancer. He told me that she was constantly drugged up before she died because of the medicine her doctors gave her. I asked if it was OxyContin, which I remembered from the series.
He said yes, and grabbed one of those pills. It was a 20 mg and he gave it to me. I tried it when I got home, split it in half and insufflated it. After an hour or so I finished the other half. I liked it, it was a drug you could do without your parents thinking you did anything other than weed. So a week or so later I bought around 30 pills. It costed me 175 euros, pretty expensive but I thought, hey, I'll just buy this once and then quit it forever. After I got I browsed many forums like bluelight to find out what was a responsible way to use it without danger, and without building up a quick tolerance. This actually went well, I did it only in the weekends, and managed to keep my tolerance at 20mg.
Eventually I finished the box after a few months and didn't crave for more. I stayed off of it for months, until I met a guy who sold it for a very cheap price, 40 euros for 10 pills, pretty cheap I thought so I bought them and used them. As I now had a pretty cheap source I kept buying from him. During this period I also read about plugging, which would greatly improve the high and saving more OC as I needed less when I plugged it. I was enjoying this opiate more after discovering plugging, eventually I started using during working days as well, every 3-4 days or so. I still considered keeping my tolerance at 20 was pretty important. Unfortunately my tolerance went up to 30-35mg's.
After a couple of months my supplier got caught for selling amphetamines and was put in jail. My OC source was gone, until I found a guy on the internet who sold 40mg's, he had 5 boxes with each one containg 2 strips of 14 pills, making it a total of 28. He was able to sell me those for 125 euros each. I was like what the hell, I used to pay 4 euros for a 20mg pill, and now I can buy a 40mg pill for 4,50 euros. Almost half the price compared to the 20mg. So I bought 6. At first I was considering only using 2 strips of them and attempt to sell the other 10.
It went okay for the first 2 weeks, until suddenly I used them 3 days in a row. This was when I threw intervals out the window. I think it's been around 4 weeks when that happend. My tolerance skyrocketed and I now need 120mg plugged to get a good high. I can't resist not abusing them for a couple of nights. I'm afraid that I'm now dependant and I'm concerned that I'd get horrible w/d's.
Does anyone know what will happen after using 160-200mg every evening for about a month? If I'd quit cold turkey would the w/d's be bad? I'm wondering if anyone else had to go through something like this and could enlighten me about it.
Thanks in advance for spending the time to read this and for any replies. I'm really in need of some advice as I haven't told anyone I know about it and I'm afraid I've put myself in a lot of trouble.
Cheers,
Foxdude
I'll tell the story from the beginning. Note, English isn't my native language as I'm from the Netherlands, so apologies for any spelling or grammar mistakes.
I'm now 20 years old, and I used Oxycontin for the first time roughly 1 year and 5 months ago, before I had ever gotten in touch with this drug, or any opiate at all, I had always considered opiates as horrible drugs and that they'd turn anyone into a drug fiend right after the first time using it, I pretty much hated that drug.
This was because I had seen documentaries about heroin and OxyContin (Vanguard, some shows on National Geographic Channel, Dr. Phil) and I was completely convinced that I'd never abuse them, and that everyone who did was an idiot and most likely an addict.
During that period, I had used a lot of other drugs; amphetamine, cocaine, MDMA, shrooms, weed/hash(which I smoked a lot, although it had never turned into anything even close to an addiction, and it still hasn't), 2c-b, DXM, Salvia Divinorum, GHB, Nitrous and probably some more which I forgot about. I've never had any issues or anything with these drugs, I've always used them recreationally and responsibly.
And one day me and a friend, we'll call him Pete, went to a friend of Pete, we'll call him Joe. He's a pretty crazy guy, he's about 40 years old and has 2 un-parented kids who just sit behind their computer all day. The house he lives in has an incredible nasty scent, as if no one ever cleaned it, which was probably true. He had an addiction to weed as well, he said his smoking turned into a dependency after his wife died of cancer. He told me that she was constantly drugged up before she died because of the medicine her doctors gave her. I asked if it was OxyContin, which I remembered from the series.
He said yes, and grabbed one of those pills. It was a 20 mg and he gave it to me. I tried it when I got home, split it in half and insufflated it. After an hour or so I finished the other half. I liked it, it was a drug you could do without your parents thinking you did anything other than weed. So a week or so later I bought around 30 pills. It costed me 175 euros, pretty expensive but I thought, hey, I'll just buy this once and then quit it forever. After I got I browsed many forums like bluelight to find out what was a responsible way to use it without danger, and without building up a quick tolerance. This actually went well, I did it only in the weekends, and managed to keep my tolerance at 20mg.
Eventually I finished the box after a few months and didn't crave for more. I stayed off of it for months, until I met a guy who sold it for a very cheap price, 40 euros for 10 pills, pretty cheap I thought so I bought them and used them. As I now had a pretty cheap source I kept buying from him. During this period I also read about plugging, which would greatly improve the high and saving more OC as I needed less when I plugged it. I was enjoying this opiate more after discovering plugging, eventually I started using during working days as well, every 3-4 days or so. I still considered keeping my tolerance at 20 was pretty important. Unfortunately my tolerance went up to 30-35mg's.
After a couple of months my supplier got caught for selling amphetamines and was put in jail. My OC source was gone, until I found a guy on the internet who sold 40mg's, he had 5 boxes with each one containg 2 strips of 14 pills, making it a total of 28. He was able to sell me those for 125 euros each. I was like what the hell, I used to pay 4 euros for a 20mg pill, and now I can buy a 40mg pill for 4,50 euros. Almost half the price compared to the 20mg. So I bought 6. At first I was considering only using 2 strips of them and attempt to sell the other 10.
It went okay for the first 2 weeks, until suddenly I used them 3 days in a row. This was when I threw intervals out the window. I think it's been around 4 weeks when that happend. My tolerance skyrocketed and I now need 120mg plugged to get a good high. I can't resist not abusing them for a couple of nights. I'm afraid that I'm now dependant and I'm concerned that I'd get horrible w/d's.
Does anyone know what will happen after using 160-200mg every evening for about a month? If I'd quit cold turkey would the w/d's be bad? I'm wondering if anyone else had to go through something like this and could enlighten me about it.
Thanks in advance for spending the time to read this and for any replies. I'm really in need of some advice as I haven't told anyone I know about it and I'm afraid I've put myself in a lot of trouble.
Cheers,
Foxdude
