Cocaine Advice on some Christmas Cocaine..

[BristolMOD]

Hi Guys,

I have used quite a bit of Cocaine in the past. I suffer with Anxiety just for the record..

Me and my friends used to do cocaine all night from 9pm until 6am.. Once every couple of weeks, and as much cocaine as we could get our hands on.

I had not touched any for a few months.. Then when I did a small line I felt really anxious and my breathing was really fast.. But then I also sniffed the tiniest amount a few weeks after, and I mean literally a tiny bit. And I still had the same anxiety symptoms I'm guessing this is all in my mind and it is not actually an effect of the Cocaine itself..

I have just picked some more stuff up for Christmas.

PS - I have been to hospital before with shortness of breath and they said there was absolutely nothing wrong with me - Heart rate = Fine, Lungs = fine (had a lung scan)

Are the statistics really that bad? apparantly cocaine is the cause of 10 in 1,000 hospital deaths..

 

[heavyriffer]

I used to do it too, had those same symptoms also. heart pounding very very hard and fast and my breathing altered. didnt touch any for about 6 months. The same happens to me but for the opposite, heroin. I do a very and I mean very tiny bit and I feel like I OD'd or something aint it strange maybe it is in the mind but you shoudnt do any then man, take it easy.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

For someone with anxiety, I'd say, don't do cocaine. It's too likely to cause panic/anxiety IMO.

 

[BristolMOD]

I used to do it too, had those same symptoms also. heart pounding very very hard and fast and my breathing altered. didnt touch any for about 6 months. The same happens to me but for the opposite, heroin. I do a very and I mean very tiny bit and I feel like I OD'd or something aint it strange maybe it is in the mind but you shoudnt do any then man, take it easy.

That's the same for me man.. But once I had a few drinks and I thought fuck it.. I'll have a line, and I felt alright! So I'm guessing its the anxiety that's doing it for me.. But cocaine is amazing man.. I had a real addiction to it

 

[Albion]

Your mind/body seems to have formed a connection between cocaine and anxiety, probably due to the trauma of that past experience. Every time you take cocaine, your body recognises the corresponding change in blood pressure/heart rate/hormonal release and vividly remembers the experience, flashing back to that state of mind. It's almost certainly a psychological issue, not a physical one, but it may be hard to overcome.

For example, after a few nauseating experiences from smoking weed, I found that even looking at a spliff would make me feel sick. Even breathing through a roached cigarette makes me nauseous now, whether or not there's weed in it. I have managed, over time, to calm myself and override the reaction, but it's still present and it probably always will be.

In this same way, you've got to find a way of gathering enough self-discipline and willpower to stop your mind going through the motions whenever you take cocaine.

 

[BristolMOD]

I hope so, I get in a real state.. A real un-breathable panic attack but this Coke is so nice, it's fluffy, light and smells beautiful..!

 

[Albion]

I hope so, I get in a real state.. A real un-breathable panic attack but this Coke is so nice, it's fluffy, light and smells beautiful..!

...'It's practically begging to be snorted!'

If you find that it's the actual ritual of preparing and snorting a line that triggers the reflex, you could probably hone your technique with lines of flour/sugar/whatever's easy on the nose & digestible. It's a ridiculous thing to do but it will simulate the motions of taking cocaine to some extent...It's worth a shot if you really can't fix this.

And yes I am serious .

 

[Jabberwocky]

I have anxiety problems as well. I do not intend the following to scare you or anything, as my anxiety issues are my own, with their own particular flavour.

Anyways, to note, I did a gram of some really good blow when I was around 18 and became so over stimulated that I had an anxiety attack about dose time + 45 minutes. The coke buzz coupled with the panic attack cause me to have a seizure and experience paranoia/hallucinate for about 15 minutes.

T'was the worst 15 minutes of my life. Fo sho.

Oh yes, and for the record, it scared me shitless to the point where I pretty much stopped doing coke. I've done it a couple times since then, but it's always brought on those negative memories. I guess anxiety helped save me from future full blown cocaine panic attacks, seizures and the like again

I don't know if it matters, but I also used to have asthma. Possibly that could be of concern, or there is some sort of dust like allergy you're experiencing when you do the white.

You should totally mix the blow with dust bunnies or something, like hair, dead skin or, BEST YET, cuticle clippings. Then you can train yourself through disgust not to use it. 8(