Delfin
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 21, 2014
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- 78
Hi everyone
I actually promised myself not to visit BL until i felt a significant improvement in my recovery, but I just got an appointment at the psychiatric hospital this tuesday, where I'm going through some tests and I'm meeting with a psychiatrist who apparently is a specialist on drug abuse.
about my condition. I'm now 2 months in on my recovery, after my first MDMA experience, and lately things have turned worse! Unlike other reported comedowns on this site, I only seem to suffer from one symptom - a severe depression! I maybe I get a bit anxious aswell at times, but its not a big deal. Also i have no cognitive issues, brain fog, DR/DP and so on. My depressive symtomps are really bad though! For two months I havent been able to enjoy anything, even though I've been very socially active. everyday is such a struggle, and lately I've had suicidal thoughts daily!
Anyways, I would really consider doing medication if my psychiatrist suggest it on tuesday. I know a lot of you is against SSRI and suggest the "natural Way" but I've come to a point where I nearly cant take it anymore.. I'm exercising twice a day, eating right and socializing - but nothing really works for me.
So If anyone have some good experience or advice on medication, I would really like to hear from you.
And if anyone have experienced the same comedown as me, with depression as the only symptom, I would love to hear from you as well - especially if you recovered![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Thank you
about my condition. I'm now 2 months in on my recovery, after my first MDMA experience, and lately things have turned worse! Unlike other reported comedowns on this site, I only seem to suffer from one symptom - a severe depression! I maybe I get a bit anxious aswell at times, but its not a big deal. Also i have no cognitive issues, brain fog, DR/DP and so on. My depressive symtomps are really bad though! For two months I havent been able to enjoy anything, even though I've been very socially active. everyday is such a struggle, and lately I've had suicidal thoughts daily!
Anyways, I would really consider doing medication if my psychiatrist suggest it on tuesday. I know a lot of you is against SSRI and suggest the "natural Way" but I've come to a point where I nearly cant take it anymore.. I'm exercising twice a day, eating right and socializing - but nothing really works for me.
So If anyone have some good experience or advice on medication, I would really like to hear from you.
And if anyone have experienced the same comedown as me, with depression as the only symptom, I would love to hear from you as well - especially if you recovered
Thank you