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Hi Yall, came here many times for inspiration. Figured it was about time to join and share my story . I hope to help , as well as receive help, and inspiration. Here I sit in day two of my third and hopefully final complete opioid withdrawal. (ive had many short term withdraw, just not being able to cop) But Ive said it before , and almost can't believe Im putting myself through this again. But this is where a year of untreated, and ignored P.A.W.S will get ya. I think bupe Is the devil, and shouldn't be used for more than a short term detox. So not going that route. What I do have is 30 1mg ativan, vitamins, minerals, Imodium, some cough syrup with dxm, and a strong will and determination . Even tho I weep as I type this, I still feel strong. The anxiety of what's to come is creeping in my head, and I really do not want to let my family know I succame to the hell that is opioid addiction yet again. That's pretty much where I'm at . Hoping to find the right thread to tell my story in detail. Even tho I'm rising up from the bottom as we speak. And I really need inspiration right now. I know why god has put me on this earth. To help others going through similar situations in the future. After I beat the bitch off my back that is drug dependence, and withdrawal. Anyway thanks for reading, good luck, and god bless. Any info on the most approiate thread for me would be much appreicate. Thanks, Chris
 
Hi!
I'm interested in the adoption program. I'm 23 so someone around my age would be awesome. 90% of why I come to BL is Bupe whether it's new administrations, techniques, or I just have a question about the safety of something. I'm also a tattoo artist, family man (wife and 3 kids), and have an outstanding passion for PC's/Macs! Whether its gaming on them, building, repairing, learning about new software, or even being a pirate ;)

My Skype is: "slim_radio" as well as my Steam account.
I am open to download other messengers but don't regularly use them.

Thanks guys/gals!
-slim
 
Got started with drugs in mid 60's (psychedelics) - was tied to a Spike by the end of '68. LOTS of intense drug abuse throughout latter 60's piercing through the 70's until a very serious o/d on old fashioned crank/coke/placidyl. Continued opiate use; stopped coke and amphetamine use. Continued to shoot tuinals and other barbiturates w/ heroin, etc.. Time out for prison. Back to opiates. Several decades of maintenance therapies (methadone, Subutex). Sub Doc leaves town, I decide I can handle it, taper, serious injury = abuse opiates, yet again. Now in process of going back on maintenance & have stopped all narcotics taking kratom until can see Dr. next week. Quit smoking weed in, about, 1980. No booze for over 20 years. No longer want to use opiates. Kicked tobacco habit several years back.

No problems with others who use any drugs - completely understand. Gave up being judgemental years ago after realizing it is a serious self-misperception and a tool of self-indulgence.

Working full time w/ part-time consultation business. Professional skills ranging from L.H. truck driver to facilities management.

Most of my contemporaries are dead; didn't survive the trip. I hear them whispering "maybe it's time to give this shit a rest".

Very interested in assistance with locating threads related to harm reduction, sobriety issues after abusing opiates for 50 years, and some issues related to gaining a better understanding of the mechanisms of drugs and their relationship(s) to the body.

I'm happy to be here and am looking forward to getting to know a lot of great people, here, on BL.
 
Hey everyone, I'd love to be adopted by someone willing to give me the scoop on the dynamics of the site and a rundown on BL subculture and etiquette. I've always used Erowid as my go-to site but whenever I still had questions Google always brought me to BL, so I figured its about time. A little bit about me, I consider myself well-informed about most substances. Consciousness and the human experience has always been a fascination of mine. I'm looking to study Ethnopharmacology or Ethnobotany. I have experience with various etheogens and of course the staples you would expect from someone on here. So if anyone is willing to help me out I would greatly appreciate it!
 
As a new member, I'd like to put myself up for adoption...I just recently posted a bit about myself in the 'new members' introduction' site.
 
Hello bluelighters and greenlighters. I am a native french, Im not always fluent in english. Im near thirty, Im interested in this adoption concept. Im a very lonely "straycat" (kind of.). Im addicted to haschich (mostly bongs), alcohol (whisky) and subutex (bupe). Im kinda desperate to talk with someone who could understand me, I have to say Im a bit depressive.. Its hard to express feelings in another language than your native one.. Please feel free to PM me. Jean
 
hey guys, I'm a new member but been doing research here for years. I guess I'm interested in the adoption program, I am IV opiate addict, mostly heroin but I've done just about every pill out there... I have some knowledge of how to break down specific pills for injection. But I have been so in love with with sweet mary jane for the past 8 years or so smoking all day every day. Gotta have bud :) I also enjoy shooting speed and eating benzos, pretty much anything thatll fuck me up but what i love most is a fatty heroin rush. Lately dopes been hard to get around my city because there have been some big busts, so ive been sick a lot lately. Shits been going down hill for me lately, I passed out at work yesterday and turned blue... im starting to realize that if I don;t stop soon I really am gonna die. I dont know if I should get clean or if im destined to die as a junky. I've just been in a dark place being strung out on dope and haven't had anyone to talk to because you know how it is, friends just drop you. But, I've accepted that this is who I am! I love drugs and they are my reason for living, I don't think that will change, so just for today (lol) proud to be a junky :)

PM me if you want
-deidara
 
I like this ideah!!!! It could really help me under stand the sight!!! I don't have the time right this second to type a huge invontory of my last ten years of addiction... I will tho tonight in the "new member introduction" looking forawrd to meeting new ppl who may help me!!!
 
Hi guys and girls,
Have been a member for a while now, usually looking for safe tequniques. No I'll refrase that. Tequniques in general. (Ug Errrr) After getting to the stage I could not for the life of me find a vein, I sort out help. Have a councilor now, and are on the suboxone program and havn't used ANYTHING! for 5 months. I like being happy, playing guitar, and computers/electronics/nerdy stuff :-) I would also be interested in the adoption program, and forums on suboxone in particular. Thanks Marty
 
Hello my name is Julia. I am new to this and it is very overwhelming. where to start? what do I do? I just want to be able to take full advantage of this but I have no idea what to do. any help would be great thanks:\
 
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I would love to be adopted! 24 year old female heroin (and other substances) addict here. Would love to get a better idea of how the site works and get comfortable posting so I can join in all the interesting discussions/posts. Thanks!
 
Hello Spork, I am very new to tbe site. I am interested in the mind and how it works, functions, and tricks you. I know about photography also. I also have a dog, I us to have birds and cats. I love the ocean air, and hiking. I am also learning animal communication. Want to adopt Me ;-)
 
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Hello all...I am new here...And I'd like to be "adopted"...is anyone willing to help?? I'm not hard to get along with at all.. :)
Hi brutus....Im new here...and really just need somebody to help me get used to this site...I really don't know where to start...I have used this site for some time now. I mostly read others opinions on opiates....I am currently on 80mg of oxycontin 2x a day and 10mg oxycodone hcl 4x a day. I run out VERY FREQUENTLY...and look here a lot of times to see if anybody has found a "miracle cure" for withdrawals...lol. gimme a yell if you think you might be interested in adopting me. I'm just a small town gal...I talk a lot..but also listen well..thanks...
 
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I need adopting soon before I become anymore lost and disheartened, ignored comments and questions. I need guiding, I am the slightly older battered one cowering and yowling in the corner and all I want to be is looooved. NO seriously I could do with a bit of help getting settled in (I am late 30s). Currently home alone on a moody come down and am battling with windows 8 which I can't stand and desperate to put some music on but nothing is right. eek may be having a wobble...pick me pick me>8(
 
I have been claimed!Thank you ...he likes all things random. He is going to love me like his own :D If my new owner catches this thread I am locked out of PM for 180 minutes, which I must express my disapproval of. Forums, yes I can see the reasoning but not private messages amongst members. I will set up a thoroughly prepared argument to make this case and have it ready for a power point presentation. Can you get the boss moderator in the office Friday please? A strung out chemical orphan Annie no more. Hurrah's.
 
I so long to be adopted! I just joined today and kind of feel lost and overwhelmed. It would be nice to have someone to show me the do's and dont's here and offer the sage advice everyone needs sometimes. It is kind of like moving to a new state where you don't know anyone. Thank you in advance.:)
 
What up bl peeps I love the x and like to follow the pill reports. It's such a thrill to c the new beans out their. They just so hard to come across in my area and I've been out of the game for a while. I would love to get adopted by a fellow raver that could give some insights in up and coming events

I also love mycology and chemistry.I'm pretty good with the mushies but don't no squat about chemistry I have a lot of learning to do.Mmuch love rollin Joe
 
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