Addiction

[plazma]

I feel the pull at my guts
A fish hook embedded in my stomach
Each tiny movement yanks it harder
Ripping me to pieces from the inside
I want this high to stay forever
I love the feelings I get
When I leave my life behind
But this addiction drags me with it
When my brain exults
Blood dripping from my nose
I want to spit the tattered remains
Of my tongue onto the ground
See how you like it?
Each thing I do is punishment
Yet still so fun
I cannot be alive without this
I live for the rush
But does the rush wait patiently
Until it is summoned from the dark place
To rape and brutalise my body
Oh the rapture
Within that violent kiss
Tear my lips apart
Yet I yearn for more
-plaz out-

 

[Schizo]

Beautifully written plaz, as per usual.
F

 

[up all night]

I want this high to stay forever
I love the feelings I get
When I leave my life behind
I live for my weekends which I'm now finding means that day-to-day life has become toxic. I hate the general act of living and while I blame the boring repitition of senseless survival, I think I should be blaming something else for my week-day boredom.
This was perfect plazma.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I feel the pull at my guts
A fish hook embedded in my stomach
Each tiny movement yanks it harder
Ripping me to pieces from the inside
nice poem plazamataz
-phil-

 

[mashead testing]

Plaz you sure are writing some good stuff.

 

[plazma]

Thanks to all. Glad you enjoyed it.
-plaz out-

 

[roarkisdead]

amazing piece, exactly how i feel when i either get all messed up or fall in and out of love. sucks either way....atleast one you get some play.

 

[plazma]

^^^^^^
Good to note that others noticed without me saying that it can apply to anything. I tend to be easily addicted and dependant on so many things, like love, like drugs etc etc.
Its a broad poem.
-plaz out-