amapola
Bluelight Crew
Oh ethanol. Why is it that governments are so willing to allow this toxic solvent to be freely consumed in any amount yet other safer alternatives are cracked down on. 
Anyways it seems to me behindblueeyes that the alcohol use in the evenings is as you said to help with anxiety and generate euphoria, but also it is just something to do to fill up the time. Trying to cut out drinking beer while maintaining the rest of your evening routine as is would be extremely difficult. Ideally you would just instantly change your whole mentality towards life, but you can't just will something to happen and expect it to. The more realistic option is to replace that drinking aspect of your life with something else.
I'm not talking about another drug, though there are some which would indeed be markedly less toxic, but more a hobby or another activity. I know it sounds cliche but several concrete things to do instead of spending the evening sipping beer is a straightforward way of switching your mindset in a very practical manner. Joining a gym or otherwise exercising every evening will help with sleep and can assist in anxiety and I dunno a bridge club on tuesdays and piano lessons on thursdays would fill up time with activities that require full alertness.
My most sincere apologies if I sound like I'm preaching or trivializing your situation. I just get a feeling that you feel trapped and am trying to help. If I'm way off base here feel free to correct me or if you just want advice on the facts about booze and benzos than tell me to back off.

Anyways it seems to me behindblueeyes that the alcohol use in the evenings is as you said to help with anxiety and generate euphoria, but also it is just something to do to fill up the time. Trying to cut out drinking beer while maintaining the rest of your evening routine as is would be extremely difficult. Ideally you would just instantly change your whole mentality towards life, but you can't just will something to happen and expect it to. The more realistic option is to replace that drinking aspect of your life with something else.
I'm not talking about another drug, though there are some which would indeed be markedly less toxic, but more a hobby or another activity. I know it sounds cliche but several concrete things to do instead of spending the evening sipping beer is a straightforward way of switching your mindset in a very practical manner. Joining a gym or otherwise exercising every evening will help with sleep and can assist in anxiety and I dunno a bridge club on tuesdays and piano lessons on thursdays would fill up time with activities that require full alertness.
My most sincere apologies if I sound like I'm preaching or trivializing your situation. I just get a feeling that you feel trapped and am trying to help. If I'm way off base here feel free to correct me or if you just want advice on the facts about booze and benzos than tell me to back off.
