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Bluelighter
I got a real bad problem at first I could just spend an hour doing it a day, but as my tolerance grew I just couldn't leave it alone. My eyes are so red from it now I'm sure people notice...
It ain't even fun anymore, now I need it just to feel normal...
I ignore my family and friends just to keep getting my fix.
At first it was only 1 - 2 a day now I have to do 10! 10 posts can you believe it and God I wake up early and go to work and then I start going through W/D because I haven't been on bluelight for 8 - 9 hours, so... I know what your gonna think, but yes I use my cell-phone to browse bluelight at work, I feel so dirty.
I remember the days when I could just use my touch pad on my laptop but that was too slow... so now I'm using a mouse, oh God.
I guess I should have listened to the ex-bluelighters who told me that 9 times out of 10 the touch pad always leads to the mouse.
What do you guys suggest I do, there's a methadone clinic near me and I can get hold of 100 suboxone tabs...
Or perhaps a cold turkey with Benzo's and imodium?
It ain't even fun anymore, now I need it just to feel normal...
I ignore my family and friends just to keep getting my fix.
At first it was only 1 - 2 a day now I have to do 10! 10 posts can you believe it and God I wake up early and go to work and then I start going through W/D because I haven't been on bluelight for 8 - 9 hours, so... I know what your gonna think, but yes I use my cell-phone to browse bluelight at work, I feel so dirty.
I remember the days when I could just use my touch pad on my laptop but that was too slow... so now I'm using a mouse, oh God.
I guess I should have listened to the ex-bluelighters who told me that 9 times out of 10 the touch pad always leads to the mouse.
What do you guys suggest I do, there's a methadone clinic near me and I can get hold of 100 suboxone tabs...
Or perhaps a cold turkey with Benzo's and imodium?