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drugssexandmusic

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I got a real bad problem at first I could just spend an hour doing it a day, but as my tolerance grew I just couldn't leave it alone. My eyes are so red from it now I'm sure people notice...

It ain't even fun anymore, now I need it just to feel normal...
I ignore my family and friends just to keep getting my fix.

At first it was only 1 - 2 a day now I have to do 10! 10 posts can you believe it and God I wake up early and go to work and then I start going through W/D because I haven't been on bluelight for 8 - 9 hours, so... I know what your gonna think, but yes I use my cell-phone to browse bluelight at work, I feel so dirty.

I remember the days when I could just use my touch pad on my laptop but that was too slow... so now I'm using a mouse, oh God.
I guess I should have listened to the ex-bluelighters who told me that 9 times out of 10 the touch pad always leads to the mouse.

What do you guys suggest I do, there's a methadone clinic near me and I can get hold of 100 suboxone tabs...
Or perhaps a cold turkey with Benzo's and imodium?
 
The WD will not be as bad as the loss of HR. You could end up shooting up in your dick vein because you won't be able to post here and ask if it is a wise idea or not.
 
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